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October 24, 2018

from the 14th - the 20th

so on the 14th which was sun. i did my laundry. it snowed. that was also the 14 yr. ann. of my first rape when i was 17. so i drank a lot. more then usual. um then on mon. i didn’t do anything. o...


October 23, 2018

a yr.

well it’s been a yr. since my mom’s dog stevie was sent to the great doghouse in the sky. via the vet. ........oh mr. stevie.........he was the best dog ever.


October 23, 2018

it's been 10 months.

well. it’s been 10 months since i sustained my concussion. wow. 2 months short of a yr. wow.


delayed entry. ‘ again. i don’t want advice. so um. well i was feeling better from my cavity er i mean my filling up till um. yesterday morning which was. um. tues. that’s right. and then the jaw...


delayed entry. ‘ although really i never want advice so. always remember that. uhm. so thurs. - sat. i was just. well nauseaus. turns out. when the nauseau stops the pain kicks in. i didn’t ask ...


delayed entry. ‘ so firstoff. please no advice thank you. i’m a little too. not feeling well [sorry i know that didn’t make sense] to go on about this. but be here and send. whatever yall have th...


delayed entry. ‘ ug well. um like i mentioned i have a bruise on my right temple that i’ve had for about a wk. or so. or. i’v i’ve had it for longer. [idinno i didn’t check my bruises all summer...


delayed entry. ‘ no. ok so i. no i didn’t communicate to her. to. wait untill i got my own place to quit. yes bc i didn’t want the pressure. which apparently was more imperitive to me. not havin...


once again. this is a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ or. how i’m doing. sorry. i know i know. turn that record over lady. i’m slowly. starting to process this and understand why. no exactly. this feel...


and again this is a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ ooh. i’m tender. i looked in the mirror and well that explains it. i either bruised my temple a. 1 - 2 wks. ago from the looks of things or 2. this i...


October 18, 2018

from the 7th - the 13th

so on the 7th i did my laundry. on the 8th which was mon. i. didn’t do anything now that people know the valerie news [ ‘the valerie news’ being that she quit] i can stop putting ‘valerie didn’t ...


ok again. a bit of a delayed entry: ‘ um. so here’s how i’m doing otherwise. well i had another setback the other day. it was i don’t know maybe sat. and i was blow drying my hair and i acciden...


so again this is a bit of a delayed entry. one of these days i’ll post an actual entry. about um. the other stuff that’s happened since well june. [wow june that seems so far away. i like that so...


so this is from the 18th: ‘ i’m exactly where i should be w/ thinking she should’ve told me. they can’t fix me. [not regarding my sexuality. and well no as there’s nothing wrong w/ me to begin w/...


so this is from sept. 17th. which was almost a month ago. also btw yes i’ve talked to my psych. about it. before anyone says anything. so. ok: ‘ turns out. i don’t like being ghosted on. if i’ve...


um so. the 4th of last month i had 3 fillings. and then another one on the 20th. oh yeah so for the one on the 4th. after i had a hell, of a time eating a raspberry. and i just grew increasingly ...


October 11, 2018

hey. still here.

hi still here. so a lot [well maybe not ‘a lot’] but quite a few things have happened since i last wrote er blogged. um i’m. i’m doing ok no i really am. if i wasn’t i’d say i was doing alrite. t...


October 10, 2018

from the 30th - the 6th

so. the 30th which was sun. i did my laundry. mon. valerie didn’t come. again. as usual. um so i didn’t do anything. tues. i went out. i think. wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i didn’t do anyth...


October 09, 2018

it's 9.5 months

it’s been. 9.5. months since i sustained my concussion. apparently. 2.5 months short of a yr. wow.


October 03, 2018

from the 23rd - the 29th

um so on sun. which was the 23rd i did my laundry. and then mon. i didn’t do anything. tues. i went to the store. on um wed. i didn’t do anything. on thurs. i had my appt. then my mom & i wen...


September 26, 2018

from the 16th - the 22nd

so on the 16th. i did my laundry. on mon. i. didn’t do anything. on tues. i went to the store. on wed. i didn’t do anything. on thurs. i had a filling. done again. prior to that my mom i went to ...


September 19, 2018

from the 9th - the 15th

so on the 9th which was sun. i did my laundry. on mon. valerie didn’t come. yes again as usual. um. tues. i went to the store. i think. yeah. wed. i didn’t do anything. thurs. i had my appt. then...


so valerie. for those who don’t know/don’t remember. is my mentor i’ve gone about how much i don’t like her in here. well. this is something different. on mon. i saw here and it actually went wel...


and by ‘people’ i mean the lady. as in the lady i live w/. i don’t use people’s names. yeah i was thinking about that. and like on fb there’s a member who uses names. and then doesn’t go on to ex...


so back in..........march i wrote about this. well once when i asked valerie about church for some reason she told me ‘well we believe’ and so i asked her what she meant by that and i think she s...


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