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A new start

by Antiangel

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I wanted to write about the differences from my friend and my husband. But there is no comparison. I feel like my friend knows me way better than my ex does and we haven’t known each other as lon...


February 16, 2021

Ugh ugh ugh

We have had no power since Friday. No heat. Barely any cell service. It’s going great here! At least we aren’t snowed in.


February 01, 2021

Everyone else is doing it

General What kind of house do you live in (condo, single-family, apartment, craftsman, ranch, etc.)? manufactured home What kind of siding does it have? t whatever it’s called When was it built? ...


January 05, 2021

The picture in my head

Before I get to what I want to write about there is something that sort of bugs me. I had a friend I was talking to for a little while. We got along well. Both of us would admit that. I was told ...


December 10, 2020

What sings to me right now

Ok, I thought this was going to be easy, but NOPE! The first who knows how mand songs are Saving Abel Those Who Wait When the sun goes down and the lights all fade There’s no one else around to t...


November 25, 2020

because I can

a survey stollen from .eve. because I can and because I don’t want to write about the past again right now. But I will have another entry somewhat soon, a real one and a memory one. Was your last...


November 24, 2020

Just when you need it

Every now and then you meet someone just when you need it. They do something for you. Not even in a sexual way. They make you laugh. They make you smile. Ok, it would have been fabulous to meet 6...


What does your online diary name mean, and why did you pick it? it was a reversal of an email address I had, instead of angel I was antiangel When did you first get an online diary? started with ...


November 11, 2020

that anxiety thing

We all have anxiety of some sort. Even if it is very minimal. Most the time mine is good. Last week it hit hard. It hit in a bad way. I just wanted to run away and hide. I sit there going throug...


November 05, 2020

Another survey

provided by Josh Are you a cat person or a dog person? cat, but I have more dogs right now How many pets do you have? What are their names? 5 dogs; Sophia, Buster, Bastian, Mochi, and Pipsqueak, ...


October 13, 2020

I'm a cat person

No, no you aren’t. Especially if you don’t realize that a traumatized cat is going to hade for a good week. She is a pretty tame cat but even at home where she is comfortable she resides under th...


October 06, 2020

missing you, missing me

Today I think I feel a bit lonely. I’m missing friends that are gone, I guess long gone. I had to go into my husband’s work today to do a blood draw. I used to work there. I saw a couple familiar...


October 05, 2020

Maybe I took too long

After a week and a half or two weeks of going back and forth about the Albany job I finally responded. I figured out a way in my head to be able to handle it. I would have more time with my kids ...


I have a job offer but it’s a 45 minute drive each way and they are 12 he shifts. I dunno if I want to do it. Am I just being a sissy about it? I’m not necessarily the best driver in weather.


I live in Oregon. As many of you know, or maybe not, that we currently are burning. No we aren’t the only ones. If course not. The whole west coast is burning. I don’t know within how many miles ...


I started working on Saturdays and Sundays. I work in a blueberry processing plant. It’s a decent job so far. I stand there and pick through berries to find good ones upon bad ones. You know nice...


July 10, 2020

I'm just curious

My mom asked me a question the other day and I’m just curious what other parents have decided. She asked me if my oldest has been vaccinated against HPV. She hasn’t yet. My mom and sister both ha...


July 08, 2020

Down it goes

After a lot of thought and back and fourth I have officially signed the document to take my house off the market. Of course the day my realtor responded to my text (a day after I sent it) he also...


July 02, 2020

I want to write...

…And there is so much to say but then again nothing to say all at once. I think I lat wrote after my dog passed away. They found nothing on the necropsy. No big surprise. I got her ashes back qu...


June 03, 2020

ugh...

I don’t really know why I am writing this, maybe for future records. So if something like this happens again I will know what to do. I am writing about this past week, though it may be difficult...


May 29, 2020

I try...

This week has been bad. Like really bad. Sunday I didn’t want to go to help my friend. Or I did but I didn’t want to drive. Too bad I had to drive. The husband brought home the truck I wasn’t rea...


May 20, 2020

quiet contemplation

I don’t feel as though I truly stress about money, we are doing ok this year. I mean I’m getting child support consistently from both fathers. However he isn’t working as much as he was last year...


The sale of our house fell through because it needed work. Quite a bit, I guess. I’ve come to the conclusion I have 3 options. option 1: take it off the market temporarily to redo the roof and fi...


May 09, 2020

One week post offer...

After a little back and fourth we had accepted and offer. Not as high as I wanted but it was something. Then came the park approval. After much back and forth with the managers that came. I was e...


May 04, 2020

Well... maybe...

We had two showings last week. The first one totally ghosted my realtor after. Oh well no big loss. The second one was Friday. They wanted a 7 pm showing, it was already 5:30. So I said sure and ...


Book Description

A new way for me to think about life.