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I'm Awake, You're Still Sleeping
You’re asleep currently in my bed. See my doc in an hour and a half. I’m sorry for my behavior the past few days. I’m really happy you took an extra day to stay. I’ve enjoyed the company even ...
6:59 AM
Ugh I’m tired. Jenn will be here in a few hours. Off till Monday. And now, this…
I Wish It Was 4AM
Then I could take my last break and have a smoke. Bummed myself out tonight. Busted out my little notebook to write my thoughts only to realize last I wrote I was thinking of the same thing that...
Soreness
Knee and hip hurt, bah. Came home from a long night at work to a plate of thick cut bbq pork chops and a giant sized helping of homemade mac n cheese. Hot damn did I feast. Tomorrow is mom’s b...
I See Says The Blind Man
Really craving a calzone at the moment. Got into a discussion about pizza at Lenscrafters today and it has obviously stayed with me. Money and adulting. Bah! Felt like I was handed my pay an...
🙂 My Dixie Wrecked 😁
Despite my Sunday entry…I signed the paper work this morning on a (pretty much blank) evaluation with a VERY significant raise. With the ten percent night shift premium I’ll be getting over $20...
MehDay
Called in…don’t feel like dealing with any thing/one today.
Carry Cell Phones Instead Of Flashlights
Took some liquid sleep aid about midnight. Crashed out shortly after only to wake up at close to four and can’t get back to sleep. BAH! I’ve got a frozen pizza in the oven, Mellow Yellow in the...
Heart Break Part Deux
The day after Taco passed mom ended up in the hospital. Pneumonia. She’s taking a week off and resting up. I, on the other hand, have reached day four, the final I might add, of my long week. Th...
Heart Break
It’s been a day. My chiuaua Taco wasn’t eating much. Took her to the vet and found out her bladder was draining into her stomach and her temp was down. They went to drain it and blood came out...
Grossness
Tried a new mix for pot roast tonight. It wasn’t that great and I feel like puking. Woke up after 6pm tonight. Have laid around and done nothing and it feels awesome. Work Sunday, off Monday...
Did You See The Eclipse?
Was the question of the day at work earlier in the week. I watched it from my bedroom window as I was trying to get some sleep. The truth is I really didn’t care much about it. I go to work a...
O.D. Give It Up Folks
Couldn’t sleep so browsed PB most of the night and keep seeing mention of O.D. coming back. Take off the rose tinted glasses. All those wonderful people whom you read/read you whole enhanced yo...
Ergh...
I’m calling in sick today. Haven’t been able to keep breakfast down. Currently in plaid boxers, laying on the couch with the box fan whirring away with all the lights off, sipping on cool water...
Pumped Up Kickz
I need new work shoes. These are starting to get bad looking. Three and a half more hours left then foir days off. I ordered IT by King off Amazon. Should be here tomo....tonight. May get...
Now I'm Feeling Zombified
Had a hard time getting to sleep after work this morning. My long week. Forty-eight hours in four days. Only thirty-four left. Sleep will be the light (or dark cold bedroom) at the end of my...
Nicoderm Patch And A Marlboro Red
I’m kicking around the idea of checking myself into an outpatient rehab program.
Don't Think Reduex
Don’tknow how but court was pushed back till December 7th. Free for now.
Don't Think
I believe I’m long overdue for a vacation. Court is Thursday at 1pm. Guilty as sin, let’s hope for no jail time.
Goodnight Zombie
George A. Romero, your films have had a lasting impact upon me. R.I.P. and try not to come back as your creation. Sincerely, A dedicated fan.
From The Trashcan
What do you call a masturbating bull? Beef strokin’ off. What’s pink, 9 inches long, and a girl screams when you put it in her mouth? Her miscarriage. What’s worse than nailng a dead baby to a tr...
Not To Put Too Fine A Point On It...
Say I’m the only bee in your bonnent. Been getting really into They Might Be Giants lately. Five days off and now I’m back to work. Didn’t sleep well this morning and very tired right now. S...
10:57 PM
Tonight starts the twelve hour rotating shifts. Six hours in, six more to go. Qutting time is 5:30 AM. bah
Now Don't You Start Your Crying
Pretty sure over consumption has killed my medication’s ability to work properly. Been down lately.
Funny HaStrange
Video chat was created so the deaf can have phone sex too.
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
