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The Downside
Till I get reacclimated to my medication, masturbation has become an endurance test to climax. Sigh…
No Work Tonight
Got to work only to realize they’ve been moving all the machines today and they’re not set up. Seeing how I’m still in immense pain from my back I cleared it with supervisor to take the night of...
Whimper
Lower right side of my back is lilling me. Hurts to do anything. So, I’m currently at work in a comfy office chair with my feet popped up on a stool. Two guys took tonight off to watch the cham...
ARGH!!!
Dozed off close to 4:30 AM and woke up at 7. Can’t get back to sleep. BAH!!!!
Close To A Year
My last visit with Dr. Gilbert was on Jan. 29th last year. Did see my counselor a few times after that. She, counselor, is out on maternity leave. First kid. Good for her. Appointment went go...
Same Shit, New Year
Worked Sunday to get Monday off. Slept in WAY too late yesterday afternoon. Now currently a few hours away from 24 of no sleep. I’m gonna go crash for a few in a littlr while. Yes, I’m off to...
Back To Work
Christmas lunch sucked. Middle brother had a stomach bug and eldest was dragged to his wife’s best friend’s house. He wasn’t too thrilled seeing how she planned it in advance and only told him ...
Merry Christmas!
Sunday was a pain. Supposed to do it at our house when my aunt calls us at 6pm asking where are we at? Well, it miffed my eldest brother and his wife so mucj that they just went home, middle br...
🎅 Gabba Gabba Hey! 🎅
Work went good last night, second shift guy finally came in. He’s been having issues with his legs swelling and intense pain. Been there with my feet when I had a gout flare up. It was the mos...
December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999
Today would have been dad’s 70th birthday. Instead, alcoholism claimed him at 50. I was 16 and watched him wither away from the man he was to the husk he became from ages 12-16. I sometimes w...
Well This Sucks
I’m still sick at my stomach from too much alcohol intake over the weekend. Roughly three liters of bourbon and twenty Guinness spread over from Friday to Sunday. I don’t fuck around when it co...
Soul Searching *edit
Started second shift tonight. Only four of us, three machinist and one fabrication guy. Wasn’t bad. Been thinking a lot today… It’s no secret this year hasn’t been particularly good for me. B...
Why Are These So Hard To Find Now?
Been singing this to myself the last few days. They used to be plentiful at every store but now can only find the minis during Christmas time. I miss the bars that were like six inches big if n...
So Far So Good
The new job is going good. Within the first few hours I was talking and cracking jokes with the new coworkers like we were old friends. Today I was pretty much running three machines by myself...
New Guy Jitters
Start the new job today. Wish me luck!
Long Two Days
So, Wednesday I had a job interview at noon. Medical machine shop making steel screws that go in the human body. Before I head out I learn my eldest brother is having surgery that afternoon fro...
Something
While I’d like to think I’d be a cool dad…I would completely fail as a parent.
New Turn Of Events
So, my lawyer got it in writing that if I filed an appeal they’d file the motion to dismiss the charges. According to him the old judge would have already dismissed the case but this new judge h...
Court
Court today at 1pm. Last time my lawyer had a deal everyone was on board with except obe person. So, in turn, I’m highly nervous today. Mom is recovering well. Sleeps a lot. I’ve been doing e...
RIP Stan 'The Man' Lee
Dear Mr. Lee, You’re original run on Spider-Man from the 60’s are some of my favorite reads from comics. The iconic character and his rogues gallery of villains continue to capture my imaginatio...
Rested*
I never did go to that interview today. Another temp service for a job that’s roughly 45 minutes away with no guarantee of a full time position or insurance. Eh, I’ll stay where I’m at. Tonigh...
3:19 AM
Can’t sleep. Have had a bad weekend. See the therapist Thursday for the first time in a few months. Got yet another interview at 11 AM. Gonna see what they’re offerring. Think I’ll read some m...
One Of THOSE Days
The guy training me is in a very pissy mood. I was warned last Monday on second shift he gets like this. Ugh. And we’re both working ten hours today. First three down…
Squeak Squeak Says The Rat
So, I went to the interview. Pros: I’ll learn some programming. Trained on various machines in the shop, especially when things get slow. 7AM to 3:30PM Cons: No A/C. Obamacare insurance. Working ...
I Need Advice...
So, I started this new job. I dig it for the most part and my trainer is really good. Overheard today that he’s ‘protecting’ me from the people who get the sheet metal I cut. They’re coming to...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
