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by J.E.

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March 23, 2019

Surprise Surprise

I’m sober on a Friday night/Saturday morning. Normally by now I’d be four Guinness and half a liter of bourbon in cussing the PS4 or watching 90’s rock videos YouTube. Not tonight. Made plans ...


March 22, 2019

Not Tonight, Boo Boo

I woke up on the cynical side of the bed this afternoon. Got a full two hours of sleep, go me! Been a shit show since I got to work. Super tired, I was greeted with the first shift guy bitchin...


All In The Family is on. Today, Tuesday, I finally saw my counselor. Pushed back once because I had the flu and once again but she had new baby issues. Well, Dr. Gilbert didn’t tell her about...


March 19, 2019

Mar-Vell

Went to see Captain Marvel Sunday night. I find Brie Lawson adorable but also a hardcore badass in the flick. Really liked it. Two things that tickles me: 1. Stan Lee’s last cameo is of himsel...


March 15, 2019

My Throats' On Fire

Mom and I went out to celebrate getting the charge dropped. Went to Po Boy Factory and had the combo platter. Lightly breaded shrimp, oysters and one filet of catfish with cajun seasoned fries. ...


My lawyer called me this afternoon and left me a voicemail. When I called him back I got great news. No court tomorrow. His exact words, “It’s over and done with.” FUCK YES!!!!!!!!!! I FOUGHT TH...


March 13, 2019

Fuck You I'm Drunk

I’m shaved. Susit washing. Intoxicated Court Thursday. Lwave me be.


March 12, 2019

Survey

Smokey is sound asleep in my lap, man he’s warm. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with? Last I heard she became a truck stop prostitute. I know how to pick ‘em. What would...


Point Break is on. Almost over with. First time watching it all the way through, actually. Good flick. I have done nothing this weekend but rested and gamed. While not physically demanding my...


March 10, 2019

Fuck I Miss Him 4



March 04, 2019

Hurty Owie

Pulled a calf muscle in my right leg and walking now hurts. Then I tripped and landed on my hip. Yeah, this sucks. I’d kill for a few pain pills. In other news I see my lawyer tomorrow. Court is...


March 03, 2019

Fuck I Miss 3


March 03, 2019

Fuck I Miss Him 2


March 02, 2019

Fuck I Miss Him


February 19, 2019

Happyh 36th


February 18, 2019

Rested Up

I go back to work this evening after missing all last week due to the flu. Part of me is happy because I need the money…and yet another part wants one more week off. Yeah I got bored but I got c...


February 15, 2019

Greeting Card/Candy Day

I attempted to go to work today. When they found out it hadn’t been 24 hours since my fever broke I was sent packing. Ha! Oh well, I still felt foggy and extremely tired. My next paycheck will...


February 14, 2019

Hurrah!

I’m feeling a lots better. Though I’ve still got no appetite and a sinus headache. I’ve not moved much from the couch in two days.


February 13, 2019

Kill Me Now

12:46am. I feel so bad.. I’m going to the doc tomorrow and calling in again. Feels like my skin is in fire.


February 12, 2019

We Are The Volk!

Almost at the end of In The Presence Of Mine Enemies. Political uprising in Nazi Germany. Pretty interesting. Main character is a Jew hiding in plain sight working for the Oberkommando der Weh...


February 06, 2019

Still Humid

Ugh! Bring the cold front on Thursday now! Got to looking for my SW Tales From The Mos Eisley Space Cantina short story book last night, couldn’t find it. Fudge. I didn’t want to start a new n...


February 05, 2019

Southern Heat

It was a warm, humid day. So of course it was hot at work. Sweated on and off all night. Felt all sorts of gross when I got off. A hot shower cured that. I need to swing by Barnes and Noble t...


January 29, 2019

Bad Moon Risin'

Threat of really bad weather tonight after midnight. Instead of staying at work till 2:30am I’m boltin’ at 12:30am when I get my eight hours in. Therapy today. I like Michelle, a lot. She’s a ...


January 24, 2019

Oh Fuck This!

TMI ahead, you’ve been warned. Since Monday I’ve been rocking a super painful hemorrhoid. Been using Prep H and Tucks pads. This has caused so much discomfort ugh!!! It’s getting manageable, t...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.