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Dumbass politicians are going back to the tired argument that video games, weed, lack of God, etc… are the reasons for mass shootings. Can we lay this one to fucking rest already?


July 30, 2019

My Left Hand Hurts

Smokey was in my lap yesterday and in the middle of getting petted he spazzed and clawed/bit the hell out of my hand. Didn’t think much of it but now I’ve got a few scratches and they hurt. Litt...


July 27, 2019

The Cat Whisperer

Currently Smokey is curled up in my lap, Rose keeps walking back and forth getting petted and no clue where Lily is. Over the last few weeks we’ve had some strays coming around. Four total I t...


July 26, 2019

Steak Night

Got a flank steak thawing on the kitchen counter. Grilling out tonight. Nom! I feel itchy at the moment. Actually a lot lately. Can’t explain it. No rash or anything. Dry skin? Maybe. Wh...


Yeah…I came to write but now I got nothin’. Just not feeling it anymore… Every day is mundane and nothing really happens.


July 22, 2019

Time Machine

Wish they existed. They’re are some real dumbass things I’ve done lately I’d like to fix. To those I hurt I’m really sorry… I’ve checked into information on disability. I need to chat with my do...


Take me to Portugal Take me to Spain… I’ve lost weight Due to one meal a day…if even that. That is all… Why are Pixar films so depressing? If the boot fits…


July 19, 2019

Useless Drunk That I Am


July 16, 2019

Humper Didder Doo

Mexican buffet Friday night. Grilled teriyaki chicken with pineapple slices Saturday night. Grilled chili dogs Sunday night. Between that I spent the weekend with a bottle in hand forgetting Frid...


July 12, 2019

And Like That It's Over

I was let go today. I was late a few times, had to leave early twice (one including yesterday) and one of the owners saw me on an unauthorized smoke break one day. That was used for my terminati...


This visitors came in yesterday. It went good from what I heard. I spent almost all day in the tool room cleaning up after everyone. Mostly organizing drill bits and taps. Not one or two but ...


July 10, 2019

Daydream Believer

Last two days I’ve had a production job (high volume) so I got away with zoning out and letting my mind wander. Do you know how annoying life is when you get The Flinstones theme and The Monste...


July 08, 2019

Four More Days Please

Four day weekend, more please. Saw Sipderman Far From Home this evening. Real good. I so don’t want to go back to work tomorrow.


July 06, 2019

Equation

YouTube suggested this since I listen to Skating Polly so much. I love it!.


July 01, 2019

Someone Love Me

First half of work sucked. Meh. It got better eventually. I’ve got enough to keep me busy next two days. Just pay attention son. They announced last week we’ve got Thursday and Friday off. I...


June 29, 2019

Ain't I A Stinker!

Currently watching Looney Tunes. Bugs Bunny rules. Adult programming right here, buddy! This past week at work was normal: boss bitched, paper work got mixed up, wrong parts ran, lots of cleani...


June 26, 2019

As Usual

I’m feeling super bummed right now. Don’t know why…


June 22, 2019

Weekend Plans

I’m starting to realize my boss can be a little bitch sometimes. He’s short and has that Napoleonic Complex. God forbid you run a bad part ‘cause he pitches a hissy fit. Hence the little bitch...


June 21, 2019

That's Better

Did a little internet sleuthing on what to do about the book. One thread suggested thumbing through to see if the missing pages are mixed up. Huzzah! They are. Now I’m not so irritated anymor...


June 20, 2019

Damnit!

So here I am on my lunch break reading my book when I realized it skips from page 152 to 169. Seriously? Argh!


June 20, 2019

Damnit!

So here I am on my lunch break reading my book when I realized it skips from page 152 to 169. Seriously? Argh!


The Victorious Opposition The parallels between Confederate President Jake Featherston and our cartoon President Drumpf is really scary. Fact is stranger than fiction.


June 18, 2019

I Need A Smoke

Today I wanted to punch my boss. While not his fault I was still annoyed. The parts for the order I ran needed some rework. The diameter of one of the holes was small so he gave me a drill, a ...


June 13, 2019

I'm Dying

33 hours awake as of (kinda) right now. Just could not get to sleep last night First day. I thought I’d be doing a lot of paperwork what with orientation and all. Nope. We had visitors. I th...


June 13, 2019

Almost Four AM

I can’t sleep. My mind is a flurry of thoughts. I guess jitters about the new job. Plus I’m missing someone in particular, she knows who she is. I’m an idiot sometimes. I was lying in my bed but...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.