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by J.E.

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November 08, 2019

Oi Vey!

I feel like shit tonight. Upset belly (gotta lay off the hot wings), crappy sleep and general feeling of lethargy and not wanting to be at work. New schedule went up today and us third shifters d...


November 06, 2019

Headaches


November 05, 2019

All I Wanted Was A Pepsi

Just one Pepsi! And she wouldn’t give it to me! Just a Pepsi! Substitute Pepsi for PS4 time and we’re talking. My goal when I got off was to pay my car insurance, go home and game. Well, the loa...


November 02, 2019

Stolen Survey

What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? Green Mile If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? Meh, nothing. Do you have a completely irrational fear? Snails. I don’t kn...


November 02, 2019

Effin' Temp Service

I normally get paid on Thursdays. Well I checked my account and nothing. I figured since it was Halloween (I know it’s not a government holiday but benefit of the doubt) I’d chill and wait. Mi...


October 31, 2019

Fuck It Got Cold!

It was like high 60’s when I went to work last night. A little cool when I got off this morning. Wake up to it being 38. I’m gonna freeze my ass off on smoke breaks tonight. Will definitely w...


My hand was forced due to severe pain so I finally went to the dentist. Root canal and a crown. 😑 Luckily I got some antibiotics and pain pills. Only ten, though. FUCKING opioid crisis. Used...


October 27, 2019

Heat The Feet

I got out of bed around ten something. Went to Wendy’s for food. The amount of money and time I spent in the drive-thru to get lukewarm fries…I was pissed. Currently laying on the couch with ...


October 26, 2019

Try To See It Once My Way


October 25, 2019

Yeah That's Right

You’re reduced to tears. You’ve pissed off everyone. You’re alone. Get over it. Dad died why don’t you.


October 25, 2019

IT FINALLY HITS ME

My father’s parents died in a car accident. He watched them buried on his tenth birthday. I’m the asshole.


October 25, 2019

Father

December 19th, 1948 - October 25th, 1999 It’s been twenty years today that my dad passed away. I have a lot of animosity towards him but out of all the negativity I do miss him. Especially now. ...


October 24, 2019

A Friend Said...

You just act like a bitch in heat who’s sniffing around anything that looks at you twice. I’d laugh if that wasn’t true. I’m going to bury my head in the sand and count the seconds till I get o...


October 22, 2019

Will I Sleep?

Full belly, check. 20 MG melatonin, check. Cold dark room (somewhat warm but whateves), check. Tired, check. Oh who am I kidding, it’s 12:42 PM and I’m wide awake. 1:08 PM Great. Now my boss jus...


I’m not sick but I don’t feel so hot. My body feels weak and lethargic and I personally want to crawl back into bed and sleep the night away. I don’t know what it is but here lately when I do f...


When you try to say you’re getting better but your actions are a textbook example… Seems like most things I involve myself in turn to shit. At my doing no less. I really fucked up this time… I’...


October 18, 2019

-_-

Apparently the new schedule goes up every Thursday. I have to work tonight… Fuck… Update: I talked to my coworker and since there are only two of us we work six days. Other shifts have more pe...


October 17, 2019

Aye Papi!

Got paid today. 48 hours last week netted me what I made in a month at Chik Fil A. Wow! Tomorrow I’m hitting up Barnes & Nobel for my order then Dreamland BBQ ‘cause I want some ribs slathere...


October 16, 2019

Failure To Communicate

This morning I learned that there is an actual schedule posted with working hours established. Gee, thanks for telling me first thing! Anyways, instead of 8pm till 6am I’m working 11pm till 7:4...


October 14, 2019

Oh Ya I'm Tired

1:55 AM. In the car enjoying a smoke on my lunch break. I had another piece of bbq chicken from Saturday night. Still damn good. Honestly I wish I was back home wrapped up on my couch. I’m sle...


October 12, 2019

First Week

Smokey is warming my lap. The first week at work with by smooth. On Wednesday I finally brought my headphones and rocked out all day while machining. Friday was boring as hell. Had to sit on t...


October 08, 2019

Warm Feet

I’m laying on the couch with Smokey asleep in my lap and my feet propped up on the heating pad. My tooth hasn’t hurt since yesterday morning!!! First day of work I got a ton of, “welcome backs.”...


October 06, 2019

Make It Stop: Update

I’m in so much fucking pain. This tooth has got to go! Much later: After two Tylenol, a muscle relaxer and a good brushing it quit hurting. Right side, upper tooth. Makes the whole side of my f...


October 05, 2019

Send In The Clowns

Well that was a fun day. Drove mom and aunt to a few thrift stores. Got season three of It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia for $5. Lunch at Red Lobster where I ate my weight in the endless shrim...


October 04, 2019

Stop It!

I’ve got a cavity and it’s starting to ache. Spent a good bit cleaning off the backyard where a storm did some major damage to one of the trees. Only a little more to clean up but had to come ...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.