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Ugh-ness
I feel sticky tonight. There is a thin layer of sweat all over me and I’m burning up. Might go stand outside for a minute to cool off. It does get warm in here. Peacock texted me around 9:30 te...
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Baby Steps: Update
Bank opens in forty minutes. Will get some cash out of savings and go across the street to get my pills at the pharmacy. Peacock said she wants photographic evidence I got them filled. Februar...
Sigh
I’m not depressed. I’m just overwhelmingly sad today. I want to curl into the fetal position and cry. I really need to get my pills filled. It’s been a few weeks and I can tell the differenc...
Barry Morgan Should Do A Benefit Concert
I love you 🇦🇺! Perseverance! And between sets he can fuck with the bands trying to sell them an organ. In fact have him jam with the bands.
Well Shit
Boss never made the schedule yesterday so I texted him asking if we work tonight. Yup. Damnit. I had court this morning for bankruptcy. Mostly answering a few questions about my assets and if I...
Jan. 13th, 2020
I’m feeling a bit sick to my stomach right now. General nausea/queasy. Work wasn’t bad but I felt exhausted all night. When I got home I ate some teriyaki chicken and rice then took a shower....
Cover Me In Pancake Syrup
Had a sex dream while napping and have been ridiculously horny since I woke up. That is all…
Perpetual Pain
Last few nights at work I’ve not really had much time to sit and chill like I normally do. Ergo been on my feet running around which has caused my back to ache some. I hate it tons because it i...
Turn Of Events
Boss texted me this morning letting me know I have paperwork to fill out on his desk. Next week I’ll no longer be a temp but hired on full time. Huzzah!
Livid
I’m not feeling it tonight. Would love to go home and back to sleep. Saw the lawyer, watched to body cam footage, got bitched at for admitting guilt on camera. Sigh. A week or so ago Sarge (cow...
Jan. 7th, 2020
I feel like ass tonight. Ended up drinking again when I got off work. Some days I want sobriety and some days I don’t. The shift isn’t so bad currently. Mostly sitting on my butt browsing Re...
Don't Beat Yourself Up
I was off Friday night so I stayed up all day, got a new bag of weed (really good stuff), watched a bunch of YouTube vids with my man’s gf then went home and actually clocked in seven straight ho...
Christmas Chocolate
I’m munching on the last of the Christmas candy. Currently stretched out on the couch with the heating on my back. CTV took the A Team off the morning programming block. About the only TV jo...
Befuddled
I suddenly (eh, all day) don’t want to work tonight. Kinda feel in the dumps. I don’t know…I really hurt someone and I can’t get it out of my head. I’m waiting on this sleeping pill to hopefu...
Happy New Year!
I was off last night so I spent it curled up on the couch catching up on sleep. Didn’t celebrate or party or anything. Just rest. I knew it had passed midnight when I heard fireworks (or gunshot...
And In Old Pictures You Seem Happier At Least...
2019 can fuck right off! Been a bad year. Was a terrible person and lost three close friendships because of which. My New Year’s Resolution? Be a better person. Being called a manipulative womani...
Doctor Who?
I didn’t have to work last night so I stayed up and put together one of my Lego sets watching the Doctor Who holiday marathon on BBCA. I’ve not seen a lot of these in a long time since Netflix t...
Christ-mess
Oh god I wanna puke. Mom fixed a small feast for my aunt and I. Ate my weight in ham and dressing. Got two Star Wars Lego sets under the tree. XD Merry Christmas folks d
Dec. 22nd, 2019
I ended up having to work Friday night. Imagine my lack of surprise when the first shift guy didn’t show on Saturday morning. So I stayed till 7:45 instead of leaving at 7 ish like I normally d...
Dec. 19th, 2019.
Today would have been dad’s 71st birthday. Wow. I’m still sick but going to work tonight. I was able to get up and do a load of laundry and dishes so at least I’ve got a little energy. Satu...
Warmed Over Poo
Is how I feel right now. Doc did a strep and flu test. Negative on both. So just a bad cold. Right nostril was gushing blood a few times earlier. Ugh I hate being sick. After the doc I went ...
Mouth Breathing
My cold has come back full force and I feel like shit. Taking the night off from work. Will see the doc in the morning.
Candygram For Mongo!
Ugh, I wish I snagged a handful of Jolly Ranchers before I left the house. Throat’s just a teense bit sore. My coughing fits have subsided but I’m still not feeling 100%. Still lethargic in so...
Dec. 16th, 2019 4:27 AM
I want to thank everyone for the encouraging notes on me trying to get sober. I did drink Saturday afternoon after all the shopping was done. Didn’t have work that night and was free the rest o...
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I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
