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I Could Go For A Drink Right Now
Several, actually. 6:04 AM. I could REALLY go for a fucking drink now.
Malfunctioning Penis
Sounds like a cool band name, right? Dear Penis, This is getting old. We’re getting some on the regular again now after years of nothing steady. You’re making her feel bad. We got close, didn’...
Fuck This Shit!
Boss texted me on the way to the doc to bitch me out. Doc couldn’t do the work ‘cause my blood pressure is high. Primary doc requires an office visit (for BP meds) EVEN THOUGH HE KNOWS I’ve had H...
7 Weeks
Sober. Peacock dropped by on her way to work for a quickie. Grilled chicken thighs and zucchini for dinner. Got myself and her a bag of weed then went to her house to hang. She’s finally talke...
Crap Fudge Frick
Peacock had had a bad night at home so she played hooky from work to hang with me Thursday. We rode together to the root canal appointment and she was going to drive my drugged butt home. I che...
Another Night
Returned to work tonight. Booooo! Saw my regular doc this morning. He’s annoyed that the dentist didn’t give me anymore pain meds. He gave me Tramadol which does fuck all for my toothache. Wa...
Night Off/Update
Peacock came by after her shift and rocked my world. My chest and neck are marked up XD. I love cuddling with her. She’s almost a foot shorter than me so it has it’s advantages. All late nig...
Fudgepacker!
Can’t stand the pain anymore. Bugged the doc, now scheduled for a root canal Thursday morning.
And Always Remember Your Towel
I want to bitch about work but it feels so insignificant after reading my bookmarks tonight
Bootylicious
Got laid again before work tonight. Still didn’t get off. looks at penis What the fuck, bro? It feels good! You still got your stamina. C’mon. Show her and I a little love and cross that fini...
1:26 AM/Updated
Sex is a good distraction from an alcohol craving. When she looks down and stares for a few seconds and I ask playfully What and she smiles and responds Nothing, just admiring the view. Gah! 😻😽😸...
Deltitnu
Tooth still hurts. Photobucket is not functioning again so no tattoo pic. Working tonight, pretty sure until Death walks in we’ll be open and doing OT, pandemic be damned! Peacock TOTALLY wants t...
Asshole Day
I got two hours of sleep Tuesday afternoon/evening and maybe roughly an hour Wednesday. Tooth ache from Hell. Saw the dentist yesterday afternoon and she gave me anti bioticss and the WEAKEST d...
Wundyful, Just Great
Dentist appointment at 2. Can’t hold off the pain any longer. This time upper left side. Yes, even in the midst of the global shit show, life goes on.
Shit Just Got Real
https://www.alabamanews.net/2020/03/17/alabama-abc-board-closing-some-stores-due-to-coronavirus/ When the liquor stores are closing…
$$$ Spending Day
1:36 AM I’ve been up since ten last night. I got off work at six. Got breakfast at Blue Plate Cafe as usual. Came home, got stoned, watched a few reruns of Andy Griffith, showered then was on my ...
One Week From Now
Currently sitting in my chair in the front yard barefoot. It’s super nice out.
Covfefe-19 (Execute Executive Order 66)
Fine! I’ll write about the damn virus! A&M college has a reported case. North end of town. (Quick search tells me that’s a rumor however the state now has six cases, one confirmed in Limest...
Stolen Survey
Yup, I gotta work Friday night. What is your favorite accent? Cockney 😁 Can you do any other accents other than your own? I can do impersonations of other people? What does your mother nag you ab...
Dun Dun!
It’s just about 11:30 AM. Before, I’d have started drinking about 9 AM. I’d be feeling pretty good about now if not already drunk. Either gaming or on YouTube sending out incoherent text messa...
So The Plot Fuckin' Thickens
This one hurts. I’ve had my doubts and suspicions. Either paranoia or giving in to the BPD of seeing things in black and white no grey. Always waiting for the other shoe to drop. Two weeks ago P...
Why Do You Feel This Way?
Useless. I was off the last two days and really didn’t do anything. Yes I rested up. But…I don’t know. Feel like I should have gone out and done something. Sure I messed with the Lego set I g...
Yarda Yarda
One month sober. 👏👏👏 I ended up at Wal-Mart last night and bought a bandage for my arm. Still stiff and sore. Woo. I’m bored today so rewatching Spider-Man Far: From Home.
Herbal Pilgrimage
I woke up way too early. Did not have to work last night so inadvertently stayed up till almost midnight only to have the cruel mistress of 6:30 AM greet me when I opened my eyes. Set out early,...
Beached Whale
I’m lying on my couch in boxers only. The title accurately describes me right now Lol. The boss took mercy on us so no OT tonight. Only issue now is that it’s pretty warm in the house so I can’...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
