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11 Weeks Sober
I’ll do the answers for the AMA next entry. Today is one more week down. Things have been decent. Work still is…well…work. Peacock and I are pretty much in a relationship at this point. I’m l...
Ask Me Anything (Why Not?)
Seems people are doing these so I guess I’ll get on the bandwagon. Ask away!
At Sea Without A Compass...
She’s asleep next to me in bed. We’re, “unofficial officially.” From here she says things will get messy as time progresses once divorce starts, asked if I wanted to back out. I love this girl as...
Hazel Green
Sitting in my car while Peacock is in her dentist office getting some work done. I offered to drive in case she was too foggy. Last week we had a lengthy discussion about us. Feelings were co...
4/20
Happy 4/20 to all the stoners out there!
10 Weeks Sober
Yup! Bought a new mattress today and she was with me to help break it in…and laugh hysterically when trying to get the damn thing in my car.
My Eyes Burn
5:13 PM Still awake. Spent the day with her after work. The last few times alone we’ve gotten into deeper conversation about things and what exactly is going on. Car ride took us on my route fr...
Stimulated
Got my stimulus payment today. Fucked Peacock’s brains out a little while ago. Returned to work last night. Apparently there are spies abound watching me now. This is such bullshit.
Don't Wanna!
I return to work tonight. The only joy I’ll get is seeing Peacock. I’m just not feeling it tonight…
Days In Suspension
I’ve stayed stoned, beat two video games and have had Peacock’s company damn near every day.
Almost Forgot!
9 Weeks Sober!
Happy Zombie Jesus Day!
Mom is going to bake a ham so I’ll probably stay stoned like I did yesterday. Happy Easter, y’all. Despite me smoking out like a freight train I actually got a lot done. Lawn mowed, Paxil refi...
M*A*S*H And The Corona Virus
As for me I just got back from a good long drive down some country roads in this beautiful weather.
Stolen from Ferret Mom
▪︎1. What was the last thing you drank? Water ▪︎2. Where was your profile picture taken? Stanley Spadowki’s Playhouse! ▪︎3. Worst pain ever? Pinched sciatic nerve or gout flare up. Either way I ...
Four Day Weekend
Due to some bad parts I ran last week I got written up and a two day no pay suspension. I wanted some time off but this isn’t the way.
Duhn Duhn
Watching Law and Order. Fuggin’ love this show. Peacock bought breakfast for us after work this morning. Didn’t realize Sonic had some bad ass breakfast food. French toast sticks rules. My t...
Oh Ya!!!
I finally got off during sex today! She’s averaged about two orgasms each time, she then told me it’s about time. Lol I consumed way too many pain pills recently. I came down off them Sunday ni...
Spread Like A Virus (Survey)
20 quarantine questions. Answer truthfully. Are you an Essential worker? Medical part manufacturer, so yes. How many drinks have you had since the quarantine began? Zero! If you have kids, are th...
Figures
Since January we’ve been promised raises in April. That’s canceled. They’re blaming surgeons not order in parts (then why do we work Saturday’s) and that orders are low. Then why did we post rec...
Not Feeling So Hot
I feel queasy. Feelings been with me all day. Fell asleep shortly after work and missed her call so she went home. Now I’m fully awake and my tummy still feels uneasy. Ugh
8 Weeks!
Officially two months sober today. With all the chaos in the world it sure feels longer. A Hell of a lot longer.
More Itchin'
Seriously, I’m about to take sandpaper and iodine to my skin if this doesn’t stop! I’m off tonight and tomorrow. Been up playing God of War last few hours. Nothing planned for this weekend. Hel...
Lot 'O Gravy
Itching to high heavens. Argh! I wanna chew on myself like an animal. Purchased more pills off her and spent the night at work high. They actually pep me up so I was on my feet the entire sh...
Sonnuva!
My Zippo decided to run away from me. Can’t find the damn thing which sucks ‘cause I love the sound it makes and the smell of the fuel. I’ll find it, damnit! Peacock gave me some pain meds from ...
I'm Fine
Bad night at work. I fucking hate running the Swiss machines. Came home, got stoned, got laid. All is good. Sorta.
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
