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Six Months!
Woo hoo! Made it 1/2 a year sober! Here’s to another six months! Today I celebrated with ribs from Dreamland BBQ. Gotta work tonight. Bah!
An Offer He Can't Refuse
I’m watching The Godfather for the first time right now. Tis awesome so far. Off last night so we stayed up all day. Ran a fee errands, went to visit her parents, scored a bag of weed and passe...
Frank Castle
It’s no secret I love the comic book character The Punisher. Have been a fan for years. On the way home from work the other day the truck in the lane next to me had a Punisher skull decal with…w...
Court Update
Back in my car by 1:15 PM. Next date is Dec. 1st. I’ve got a damn headache that won’t go away. 4:47 PM Can’t sleep. Headache is gone but lawd my knees hurts. Stood all night at work basically in...
Fuck-tacular!
I hate machining in MM. Court is today at 1pm. Was supposed to be back in March then ‘Rona happened. Joy! /s
Acquired A Friend
And now for something completely different…
Twenty-Three Weeks
One more till I hit six months. So much has happened in that time span, it’s nuts. Also, fuck it’s hot outside! 93 F or 33.88 C.
Lost
I just don’t know what to do anymore. She refuses to see a therapist. Lately just about everything I do or say sets her off and she completely shuts down and won’t talk to me till I’m apologizing...
Argh-O-Nomic
Got the last tooth pulled today plus a cavity filled. Took the doc a few good tries to get the damn thing out. He actually had to take a break and let it sit before coming back in ten or so min...
Tired
Work was slow as I only had one machine to run. I really didn’t realize just how tired I was till we left and got food. Nearly fell asleep at the table. Was in bed and asleep before 9 I think....
22 Weeks
Peacock is napping. I’m stretched out watching The Simpsons. I don’t want to work tonight. 😝
Pain
The arthritis in my foot is acting up right now and hurts like Hell. Currently lazing stretched out on the couch, chilling. Peacock and I both passed out hard after work. I woke up about an ho...
Bummed Out
Peacock has to go back to first shift soon. We’ve been working together on my shift (third) for over two months now and have gotten used to seeing each other basically 24/7. Both of us have a d...
La La La
2:28 AM My two machines are running smooth. I’m friggin’ bored!
Twenty-one Weeks!
Yup! Last night was fun. Dropped over $150 on fireworks. Peacock’s parents and my mom hit it off real well. They purchased a Boston butt off the local volunteer fire Department and roasted a c...
Woo Hoo!
Off till Monday night! Currently sitting at the bank waiting on Peacock to do her banking. Then to Wal Mart for new shorts and undies then Zero Gravity for the Pantera shirt I saw the other day ...
My Brain Was Yanked Out
At least that how it felt. I used Peacock’s dentist and FINALLY got one of the two teeth I need pulled pulled. Felt like he was yanking my skull out. No pain but it was dug in like a tick. Cu...
Five Months!!!
Yup. Work still sucks but boss is on vacation so who cares? Went with Peacock to her parents in Tennessee. Met her dad for the first time. Cool guy. Went into the woods behind the house and sh...
SSDD
I’m currently hiding in a restroom stall. Tonight has sucked, this place is getting more and more ridiculous. Peacock gets pissy when I don’t want to fuck when we get home ‘cause I’m still stress...
Sunday Night Can Kiss My Ass
I hate going back to work on Sundays. Machines will not have run for about twenty-four hours and getting them back to spitting out good parts is mentally exhausting. Treated Peacock and myself ...
19 Weeks
Almost at five months. Wow! Work is shit tonight, what else is new?
Fun With Physics
My tummy has a bit of an ache right now and I can’t get comfortable enough to sleep. Left Peacock in bed so I can stretch out on the couch and try to ride this feeling out without waking her. Th...
Fudge It!
Got a very shit sleep yesterday. Peacock didn’t sleep at all. We both ended up calling in claiming food poisoning then spent the rest of the night dead ass asleep next to each other. Despite o...
18 Weeks
Yup.
Bloodied Fingernails
My feet itch! Happens a lot. I scratch till I bleed. I should probably ask a doctor about this.
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
