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Crunchy Indian Classic
Andrew Zimmern is on in the background. Since getting the second shot Friday I’ve been so lethargic. Slept most of the weekend away. It was nice but I felt ill both Saturday and Sunday. I work...
Stiffy (heh heh eh heh heh)
My hands hurt after two days of running the…uh…whatever the Hell they’re called. I’m enjoying a smoke and laying on the heating pad directly on my lower back. I’m definitely going to be stiff ...
Game Over, Man!
Game over! When I go back in from break I will have to do the steel beams I complained about last entry. They are very cumbersome and once in place I have to drag a drill press down the length o...
Tomorrow Is Going To Suck...
The big steel beams that were on the loading dock have been welded. Meaning now they need the holes drilled in them. Very heavy and exhausting.
Disclaimer
If you fall asleep in my house you’re more thank likely to wake up with a cat sleeping on you. That is all. I deleted the last two entries. I have some serious thinking to do. Right now thoug...
Fucker Fucker Fucker Fucker Fucker
7:13 AM. Boy, am I glad I’m off today. What’s that? Why? ‘Cause like the fucker (fucker fucker) I am I drank last night. I got bored. I didn’t want to read, draw, work on a puzzle or project, jus...
She's Just Playing Hard To Get
Ended up calling the work messenger at three something in the morning saying I wont be in. Pretext, we literally only have ONE job running and NO material to run anything else with. That’s not ...
That Was Awesome
Crockpot pot roast tonight. Took a hoagie roll and toasted it for 10 minutes at 375. Twas delicious with the roast.
Libra Records
Cannon on in the background. Returned to, “normal,” today. Feet hurt. Back sore. Tired. Signed up for Friday. The body wash I’m using contains aloe. It smells of rose water. tee hee I’m the pr...
Patricidal Rebellion
Twisted thoughts impaled upon spikes of confusion If I don’t survive this I’ll kick my own ass…
ADHD Moment
The band NOFX have an album titled S&M Airlines complete with a title track. It’s about some unsuspecting guy taking a flight on what amounts to a sex dungeon airline. So, I started thinking...
I, Dumbass
The craving hit hard and didn’t let go. Ended up at a liquor store looking for Vat 69. They didn’t have it, everything inside me was screaming to just leave yet I bought something anyway. It w...
12:25 AM
Gah! My arm feels like Bruce Lee punched me. Dull, burning ache. Ended up grilling tonight instead of last night. Mom got take out yesterday. Did some banking today and got the car washed. ...
Can't Sleep. (Update)
I don’t feel good. My arm where I got the shot hurts and my gut is giving me diarrhea. Managed to doze off after midnight but woke up a little while ago and can’t get comfy. Oh well, back to the...
Larry's Hair Was On Fire
Law & Order in the background. Crashed hard around three something AM after work. Got up around ten, went and got Vaxxed (finally), picked up two bone in ribeyes for dinner, grabbed a quick ...
Da Shakez
My hands have a tremble. Got doc’s orders (and some benzo’s) to take off work to dry out out. Told work I was withdrawing bad and HR gave me a name of a church based (ugh) rehab that members of d...
😞
I don’t like being alone like this. 2:27 AM I didn’t go to work today. Been in a funk and trying to smile through it but here I am, alone with my thoughts. The job is a mess. I’m drinking way ...
Sleep Sunday
I got up at six this morning to take mom and my aunt to the airport. Alas my cousin said she would so I went back to sleep. Been resting all day. Tis nice. The only responsibilities I have the...
Stag Party
Green Acres is on. Think…know I ate too much. Feel miserable. Chelsea quit. When she didn’t come in Wednesday I had a hunch. The Assembly Guy has his very moody/angry moments. I don’t like ...
Two Nights Down, Two More To Go
The air conditioner is working again. I turned it on after I wrote last night and it was working. Even still had the repair guy come out and look. Nothing wrong…weird. The newbie in assembly m...
Fudge This Crap!
The air conditioner is on the fritz. It is hot in this damn house. Mom made spinach, corn and killer fried chicken thighs for dinner, so that was a welcome joy. Sneaking feeling I’m not gonna...
Spittin' Fire
Woke up with heartburn. Ugh. Currently washing my work shirts and cargo shorts. Shoulda did this last night but I was being lazy. This coming Sunday I drive mom and my aunt to the airport. They...
Chillin'
Friday night I grilled chicken and veggies. (Protip: skewer and grill cherry tomatoes. You’ll thank me later.) Saturday night I made the soft taco bake from a kit. Sooo good. Tonight I was lazy...
A Comparison : Road To Nowhere
Yes No one comments on my video entries. I’ll post lyrics instead. I’m an English…whateves. I get puns in rock lyrics. I digress Ozzy Osbourne had Road To No Where and in my twenties I worshipp...
In Hell I'll Be In Good Company
Dead love Couldn’t go no further Proud of And disgusted by her Push, shove A little bruised and battered Oh lord, I ain’t comin’ home with you My life’s a bit more colder Dead wife is what I tol...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
