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December 14, 2021

Achey Eyes

Got a slight headache. Can feel tension/pressure behind my eyes, not fun. I’m lazing about on the couch, just ate some breakfast, watching Good Eats reruns. I don’t wanna work tonight. 😝 Any...


December 13, 2021

Rip The Dick Skin

Here we go again! I’ve been horny all weekend and can’t cum. Have watched all my favorite debauched porns and nothing! Feels like I’m about to rip my dick off. For anyone interested, yes, the l...


December 12, 2021

Meth

Tired. Sleepy. I thought I was supposed to be spun. I hate hick-hop (country rap.) But, I love this.


December 11, 2021

Saturday!

Finished Christmas shopping for mom tonight. Mini waffle maker and a Mediterranean cookbook. The assembly guys are taking the three days before New Year’s off so I was pretty much forced to (I...


December 08, 2021

Christmas Tree Nightlight

It’s 7:08 AM. Plugged in the tree a few minutes ago. Scrubs marathon is on. J.D.’s last day episode. Tis a good one. We never went to the parade last night. I got bit by the insomnia bug (ye...


December 04, 2021

Fajita Friday Throwdown

AssButt ended up calling in again on Thursday so Youngin’ and I, “worked,” but not too hard. Basically I listened to music (also more video game talk) while cutting straps to length to glue on t...


December 02, 2021

Achey Breaky Body

My feet and ankles are pretty damn sore tonight. As well as my left hand/wrist. AssButt left early last night and called in tonight so he must be feeling like shit ‘cause he always there. You...


November 29, 2021

Either A Heart Attack

Or I pulled a chest muscle climbing into these missile crates to wipe the dust out with alcohol. Taking a deep breath hurts.


November 29, 2021

I Don't Feel So Good...

We ended up not going to the Tinsel Trail. After walking all around the Botanical Gardens mom’s bursitis was acting up and her hip was giving her a lot of pain. I didn’t feel like cooking last...


November 28, 2021

Only The Lonely

Had a few dreams involving exes and yes, Peacock, too. Now I just want some one to hold me. I’m feeling really lonely today. 😔


November 26, 2021

Black Friday

Swore I wasn’t going to do any Black Friday shopping but ended up doing it anyway. Mom wanted to go to Ollie’s today so we first did lunch at Blue Plate Cafe. The chicken strips were meh but the...


November 24, 2021

Itchiness

Fiber glass can kiss my heiny hole. Pretty sure it was Mr. Clean’s doing but tomorrow…today?....we come in two hours early and leave two hours early. Cool n all but my sleep schedule is fucked...


Earl-ie in the morning Way hey and up she rises Way hey and up she rises Way hey and up she rises Earl-ie in the morning Woke up early again today a bunch of times. I was able to get back to slee...


November 21, 2021

Toot Toot And Tut Tut

Woke up at 6:30 again. 🤦 My oldest brother is coming by later to help set up the new router. Everything SEEMS to be fine but I can’t get it to pull an IP Address. Fudge. All we really have lef...


November 20, 2021

Yet Again...

Guess who woke up an hour ago (with heartburn) and couldn’t get back to sleep? It’s a cold Saturday morning, I’m wrapped in a blanket watching The Dark Side Of The Ring marathon and drinking ice ...


November 19, 2021

Doctor Foodstuffs

Had a dentist appointment today. Due to a car accident bringing traffic to a dead stop, I rescheduled. The receptionist was awesome and waved the last minute cancellation fee. New appointment ...


November 17, 2021

I'm Dying

Woke up way too early. Still feel like crap and now have a damn headache. Ugh! I’m thinking a nice long hot bath is in order.


November 16, 2021

Docu

If there really is a blood of Christ cult holding onto a vial of his blood…shouldn’t we be cloning him by now? Or is Jesus so disgusted by the modern world that he said fuck his second coming. ...


November 16, 2021

Life Sucks

Felt like shit all weekend. Fayetteville reminded me too much of Peacock. Cried my eyes out Sunday night and messaged her. Got an apology filled response so we’ve been talking. I’ve missed my f...


November 15, 2021

Another Night

Of standing around. If I leave at break time it’ll be half a point on the point system. I’m seriously considering it. Screw this noise.


November 13, 2021

Popeye The Sailor Man

Watching cartoons. Passed put way too early to only wake up way too early. Oh crabapples, did I feel like absolute Hell yesterday. Woke up at ten something and ached all over. Let me start ove...


November 12, 2021

Cats

A brief history…


November 12, 2021

Worn Out

Friday finally! Last night was boring as crap. No details really, just lots of standing around. I did not care. I was still exhausted (and sore) from the deep clean the night before. My neck s...


November 11, 2021

Filth, Glorious Filth

Came up with this title way earlier at work. Tonight’s project? Deep clean the assembly area and I do mean DEEP CLEAN. So much dust i got psychosomatic and started itching all over. We worked ...


November 10, 2021

Peeing In The Dating Pool

Hot as Hell shower tonight as I was itchy all over. The assy (heh heh, that’s his new nickname) super ended up having to go to Lowe’s for the polyurethane. Lots of goofing off(ish) tonight. ...


Book Description

I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.

Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.

It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.

I.
Am.
Robot.

Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.

I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.

So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.

I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.

But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.

People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.

This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.

I welcome ProseBox into my life.