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Dear Rainbow Bright
Yet More Pain
I have a habit of sitting what they call Indian style. But instead of tucking my feet below my legs I sit with my left foot under my right knee. It puts pressure on said foot if Iām not careful...
Guilty Of Being White
I watched this when it first came out. Iām still angry about it. Fuck young people. Welcome to Earth. Life fucking sucks. Deal with it.
Happy 4/20 Y'all
I didnāt forget. Just been a long day. ššš
12:30 AM
Iām beat tonight. We were out of the house for close to five hours this afternoon. Hit up some stores at the Jones Valley shopping center. Then went to the AMC theater in back of the center and...
Back Home
BP was through the roof and my anxiety was out of control. The gave me an IV and some potassium pills. Plus the nurse gave me a shot, donāt remember what but after a few minutes I was heavily r...
Stupid Is As Stupid Does
I relapsed hard last night. Said horrifying things to New Friend and probably ruined that friendship. Something feels really off tonight. I canāt stop shaking (not just hands, whole body) and...
I Have No Mouth, And I Must Scream
Written and passionately read by Harlan Ellison
Jellied Legs
Another crappy sleep. Itās 8 AM and I just got in from a two mile walk. It was 44 F out and I walked in a t-shirt and shorts because Iām a masochist. Honestly though I feel better. Moving aro...
Just Plain Worn Out
Not much sleep Sunday into Monday. Dozed off last night at some point but didnāt sleep much. Woke up around 1:30 AM and have been up since. Itās 2:51 PM. Saw the lawyer this morning to fill ...
Mucho Beddah
I feel a lot better than I did yesterday. Our Easter meal was small and quaint. Baked ham, squash casserole, green beans (ick) dressing with gravy. Only my aunt came, her daughter and two grand...
Today Sucks
My BP is up and my chest is pounding. Just took my meds. Iām gonna lay here on the couch, try to relax my breathing and wait this out. Iāve been on the self destruction warpath and have alien...
West And Wewaxation
Iāve slept so much the last few days. No energy what so ever. The world is passing me byā¦of course I had to hide a few times. Mom took a bunch of plastic eggs stuffed with candy to her job to...
I Have The Flu
I have chills, fever, achesā¦ Iām still smoking legal weed. Yeah, itās counterintuitive but it makes me relax. In one of my fever dreams from last night I was helping my dad and his friends rob a ...
Julie Andrews And Dick Van Dyke
Knew how to rock! š¤š¤š¤
Sniff It!
Smokey has developed a bad habit of laying on my chest and sticking his pink little butt hole right in my face. Donāt get me wrong, I do pet him but cāmon, butt hole! In my face! Itās a little ...
Juicy
Woke up craving juice. This happens from time to time. Grape, Apple, Orange, Fruit Punch donāt care! After I eat a trip to Wal-Mart is in order.
As Wicked
Cold Night
The temp has dipped significantly. Now I have a bit of a sore throat and dry cough. Ugh! I scarfed down a mini Red Baron pizza doused in habanero hot sauce. My sinuses have opened up. š¤ As a...
Stuft
My sleeping is way off track. Woke up at nearly 4 PM. Mom decided she wanted fried chicken so Iām currently sitting at Metro Diner. We both order chicken and waffles. You get a huge house mad...
Who Cares?
Fuck It
Shitty Quality Video
For anyone one who has ever wondered what living in the southern U.S. has to deal with when the weather gets bad. https://youtube.com/shorts/NbZiAcYcdys?feature=share4 Iām keeping an eye on the n...
Good Vibes
Yet again, canāt sleep. Today was good. Started with breakfast burritos of egg, bacon and copped chicken patty. Ran the last of the errands. Paid momās car insurance, swung by Kroger to pay th...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least youāre away from the customers. I can, āpretendā, like Iām cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didnāt stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and weāre good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
Iām versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....Iām part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didnāt doā¦bitch to them.
DONāT MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR IāM THERE!
Iāve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I havenāt missed a day in a year.
But Iāve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I donāt qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
Iām a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Donāt tell me what to do.
Iāll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
