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Tired AF
After I dropped mom off at home I went to the pharmacy to get her meds. When I got back home she realized they didn’t give her the insulin. I had to head back to the hospital and find out what ...
MOM IS HOME!!!
She was released earlier this morning around 11-ish. Right now I’m sitting at Walgreens getting her prescriptions filled. It’s so fucking hot and humid outside! This is by far the hottest damn ...
Philly Dilly
She now has nuemonia. Ugh. She has to do three days of antibiotics then MAYBE she can come home. Currently at home on the couch munching on a Philly from Publix with a bag of sour cream and o...
Tired And Headache
I got two hours of sleep this morning. Peeled myself off the couch and went to group. There I developed a headache from hunger. After I rode by the hospital to visit mom a bit and show off the...
Flamin' Hot
Just got back from visiting. She got her ice and around 5:30ish they brought her dinner. Why does hospital food look inedible? Pointless story time. I stopped by the vending machines in the lob...
No Cumin
I’m whipping up a pot of chicken tortilla soup. As I’m getting the ingredients ready I realized I’m out of cumin. It was only a half teaspoon so I don’t think it’ll be missed. Haven’t seen mo...
Da Doo Run Run Run Da Doo Run Run
Yup. Stress has given me a sour stomach today. I’m bored with tv. Wish mom was home so I could annoy her. ☺️. Peacock once said that we live to piss each other off. Kinda true. I am conce...
Achey Breaky Fart UPDATE
I think the stress has gotten to me. I don’t feel well, my knees ache and my damn arthritic hand is constantly numb. Even though I’ve slept hard, I’m very tired. Ugh. She SHOULD be getting r...
Official Diagnosis
She’s diabetic. I visited for an hour earlier this evening and spent most of it looking up diabetic recipes. Not gonna lie, some of them sounded delicious. Speaking of food I had a bologna and h...
That Was Close
Mom is MUCH better. Not a stroke thankfully. They’re keeping her over the weekend, running a few more tests and whatnot. Mostly I’m happy she gets some time to just rest and be. Gonna take a ...
Mom Is In The Hospital
They think she may have had a mild stroke. She told me she had muscle spasms till the arm went numb. I brought her an over night back with three of everything. BP was low, glucose high, iron ...
Fine Dining
Kool Aid and a microwavable ravioli dish for lunch. chef’s kiss ....I drank last night. Sigh.... The house got cleaned, in regards to the last entry. I passed out way too early so I didn’t do ...
Unfinished Progress
Very…annoyed right now. Mom took out her sofa yesterday and moved the recliner over. Kinda cleaned the stuff that was under it, still a pig sty. She made crab/lobster rolls for lunch and spill...
Hey There, Fancy Pants!
When cleaning out my drawer under the sink I found an old bottle of cologne. So everytime I shave now I dab some behind my ears. I like smelling fancy. I’ve been waiting the last TWO hours fo...
My Smoke Isn't Bothering Me
Monk on in the background. Mom slept all day so I took a cue from her and slept most of the evening. Got up around eight-ish. Grilled the steaks, roasted the asparagus and tossed the Caesar sal...
U.S.A.
Happy Independence Day America!!! Where the SCOTUS is stripping away our rights, day after day. I wanted to go see the new Indiana Jones today but for the last few days mom has been really sick...
This Sucks
I drink coffee maybe twice a year, if even that. I had a cup earlier with half of an apple fritter and now I feel SO sick at my stomach. Too much sugar. I’m going to dilute my body with water...
You've Had Your Fun
Drank Friday and Saturday. As my title implies, I had my week of feeling sorry for myself, but now it’s time to saddle up again and take this seriously again. I’ve slept on and off today. Mom...
Hell
Sweet fucking christ it is HOT outside. I took my shirt off when I got in from court and getting lunch, turned on the fan and laid down on the couch. Took a sip off my ice water and some of it ...
How Am I?
Depressed, yet again. Overwhelmingly feeling sad and alone. I was doing good mentally. What happened? Is it because of my relapse? Because I miss new friend (we parted ways for our own ment...
Stupid Head
I drank again last night. Cried most of the morning. In group I told them about my relapse. One of the girls gave me a hug and said it’s going to be okay. See the judge tomorrow at ten AM. Too...
This Depressed Me Hard
https://www.reddit.com/r/comics/comments/14ktlmv/black_cats_my_first_full_comic_that_started_it_all/ I have a black cat I named Midnight that has been hanging around my house since 2019. I make ...
Uh Oh...
My color got called today. There is a form I fill out everytime I go. There are two blank areas that require a checkmark that boils down to I have done drugs/alcohol in the last 72 hours or I h...
Turn Off The Friggin' Lights!!!
Oh I feel like ASS. Can’t get enough water. Slept all day. Didn’t have to do a pee test and emailed the counselor I had a flat tire. I’ll be back ship shape and ready to go tomorrow. I’m just go...
Full Relapse
Vape and an almost empty bottle of vodka sitting next to me. Jail seems fun…
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
