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Officially October 25th
RIP Dad I was watching a rerun of No Reservation with Anthony Bourdain when sure enough I dozed off. Managed to catch a nap this evening. Anyways it’s almost four and I’m awake. Dunno what I w...
Typical
I tried to go to group today but when the counselor heard how stuffy I am I was sent away. Oh well, whatever. Ran my errands for the day now watching the Criminal Minds marathon. I normally don’...
The Long Sleep
I didn’t fall asleep till sunrise today. Crashed hard and slept like a log. Glad to report that I’m feeling better. Still stuffy but aches n pains n cough are gone. Hell, after I eat I migh...
Can't Seem To Shake This Off
Still got a bit of a cough and still really congested. My head feels like it’s full of helium. Already emailed the counselor I’ll be out again tomorrow. Currently sucking down a cherry Icee. A...
Let's Put A Smile On That Face
Please show your tickets at the window as you come inside. My name is Nigel and I’ll be your tour guide, I’ll be happy to answer questions on anything that’s shown. First we’ve got a big surpris...
Despite The Minor Win
I’m so depressed tonight. Just talked with Mom for forty minutes face to face. I don’t know what’s wrong. Dad died on Oct. 25th 1999. If that’s what’s bothering me? I know I wished him alive...
Woo Hoo!
I didn’t even make it into the courtroom. My hacking caught the attention of the Wellstone liaison who went and talked to the judge. A few minutes later the bailiff came out with a slip I had t...
Insomnia Or Nerves?
I’m not going to be able to sleep tonight. My throat is hurting and my cough has come back. I haven’t taken any more medicine for the past two days. I want to walk into court tomorrow sick as ...
Dear Readers
If I don’t post an entry tomorrow afternoon/night, I’m in jail. The PO lady never answered my email today if she spoke to the judge about me being sick. So I’m going to go in there tomorrow an...
Bacon Wrapped Crow
Bizarre Foods America is on in the background. I’m super snotty today. 🤧 I emailed the probation lady who forwarded it to the judge that I’m sick. If you can’t tell I’m trying to get another co...
Waxing The Dome
Shaved my head and lotioned it. I need to get more razors, this one is getting dull and I don’t have any replacements. Still feeling awful. I’ve got court Friday. Odds are likely I’ll be loc...
Nicotine Fiend
I can’t smoke cause the throat hurts too much so I got some Nicorette Gum. The taste is meh but it’s doing the trick. I was feeling better but then all the meds wore off. I’m about to take so...
Pooph!
I hate that fucking commercial. Slept like shit, tossed turned, little here little there. Emailed the counselor that I’m sick, no response. Get up, get dressed and head out. Soon as she hears m...
Cat Therapy
Since getting sick I’ve not done much, just resting. However I’ve been a magnet for the cats. If Lily isn’t in my lap sleeping then Smokey will be. I don’t mind but they get vocal when I have ...
Heat
I’m burning up with a fever…
Worse Than Yesterday
I feel awful. Still stuffy and throat hurts worse. I’m trying not to cough cause it hurts bad. When I do cough it’s thick phlegm. I’m not getting off the couch except to pee. Luckily I don’t ...
Gargling Hot Asphalt
My throat has been killing me today. Temps dipped, it got cold in the house ergo I wake up stuffy with a sore itchy throat and a minor cough. Mom’s not feeling so hot either. She went to the RN...
HELP!!!!
Just kidding. I fnally called facility. Who? Explain. Who?? EXCEP??? Call back this Monday
Fire In My Belly
No, not passion. More like the jalapenos I had on my Italian sub. Practically inhaled the damn thing as I was Shakey hungry. Other than running to the store earlier for some meats and veggies ...
Mark My Words
By the end of November we’ll be paying $5 a gallon. The world’s on fire and we’re playing politics as football. Gather round your team! Eat a hot dog!!!
7:16 AM UPDATE
Welp, guess the inpatient is in limbo for now. I have no new info and they don’t know what the hell they’re doing. Shaved my head and face, had a hot shower, now I’m munching down a breakfast bu...
I Wish The Real World Would Just Stop Hassling Me
I’ve got a bad fucking headache. Right behind my eyes. I’m stressed. While smoking a cig before group I saw the coordinator of River Valley. I asked him a question about the razor policy. B...
Internet Rabbit Hole
I was on Reddit and someone made a post about Gary wanting to be a pedophile. I responded Gary Glitter? From there I got on Wikipedia and read up on famed musician and notorious pedophile Gary G...
Smacks And Crunches
My front door. I just finished the short story Saturn Rising by Arthur C. Clarke. That was a great read. “There goes the gong. If the ladies are ready, I suggest we walk down to dinner throu...
Thirst
I’m craving juice, lemonade or basically anything with a tart fruit flavor. I drank the last of the pineapple lemonade yesterday. Mmm, pineapple. Speaking of I polished off the fresh pineapple ...
Book Description
I came on my own volition.
I am the man that got away.
Work -
Tonight I clocked in at 4:30 PM and it was suddenly Wednesday when I worked 6:45 AM to 6 PM with only an hour lunch break and on my feet the rest. I was trying to relieve Logan in the back who was frying chicken both for our loose case and boxed hot case so he could go to lunch. Instead I got mixed with a redneck who wanted a Philly steak and cheese. I made his sandwich to order only to be confronted with the elderly gentleman behind him. He, to this shit. o, wanted a Philly. I was annoyed. Angry. Granted chicken side cooking sucks At least you’re away from the customers. I can, “pretend”, like I’m cooking chicken in the back but dick around for ten minutes, which actually rarely happens. You learn to smile and accept this shit. Made him his sandwich, didn’t stop to ask the next customer if he needed help. Instead, went straight to the back and told Logan to take his lunch, I was taking over, box up what just came up out the fryer and we’re good.
It was just one of those days. People wonder why I get stoned before work.
I.
Am.
Robot.
Tell.
Me.
What.
Is.
Next.
I’m versatile.
Put me in any situation and I come victorious.
Even on the bad days.
So when I go the hardcore bitch mode of my assistant manager on Wednesday after my eleventh hour there. I got irate.
I know she does a job for two.
Her boss/my boss sucks ass.
But fuck....I’m part time.
If you want to bitch and yell about the shit that the full timers didn’t do…bitch to them.
DON’T MAKE ME DO THEIR FUCKING SHIT THE LAST HOUR I’M THERE!
I’ve been working for this slave camp for three and a half years.
I lost my insurance last year due to me being stupid and the store manager catching on. Which is actually a big blessing. I haven’t missed a day in a year.
But I’ve been there for every shift.
Sleep, no sleep?
Fuck it.
Show up for work.
The computer takes over on schedule and now I don’t qualify for our good insurance.
I have to take the government stuff?
OK.
I’m a democrat.
Lifelong.
BUT FUCK YOU OBAMA!
Don’t tell me what to do.
I’ll go another year without health insurance.
I want my good Blue Cross Blue Shield Back.
Make my job give me the hours back for insurance.
People close to me say I need to see a therapist.
After A.A. and an almost check in at rehab.
Maybe I do need anti-depressants.
This is a rant with no one I know reading this.
Its liberating.
I welcome ProseBox into my life.
