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There are things I wish I never knew Aspects of what makes you, you Things that crawl down deep inside The things that you believe you hide I long for days when it was simple When I wasn’t much ...

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It’s mothers day today I thought of you a lot I wanted to tell you all the things I learned from what you taught I learned my pain was shameful Secret, dirty, bad That I must also be at fault Fo...

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I’m ok, no really There’s nothing wrong, at all See me smile brightly? I’m truly walking tall I’m ok, no really My smile never slips I’ll never show you what inside My picture never tips I’m ok,...

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She huddles in the dark It’s black, it’s empty, it’s void She’s small in only rags Utterly destroyed The sounds are fully absent Nothing fills the air Aside from tiny sniffles From underneath h...

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It’s so odd to feel this way. I’m 41 now and for the first time that I remember, I’m angry about what happened to me. It changed tonight. Yesterday I didn’t have any feelings toward my brother ab...

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I have a younger sister I dearly wish I knew We grew up together Then far apart we grew. We had the same experience The life I cannot know She gets all of the knowledge And I get all the snow I’...

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I wish I understood any part of myself. I think that might be the one thing that bothers me most about having no memories. I don’t feel like there’s any part of myself that I really understand, e...

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So previously I mentioned that I have no memories from birth to age 14/15 and then I start getting spotty memories and impressions. This is because when I was a child my brother abused my 2 siste...

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What if I never remember? This is the question I can’t stop asking myself tonight. It’s one I never truly allowed myself to consider. Ya I know there’s always the possibility of not remembering b...

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