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Hey babes! Strange fucking times for the Berry Club nowadays huh? It’s been a wild year-ish since I wrote last. Let’s hop into it! About six months ago, I came out as my truest form and I’ve been...

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If you play on Steam/PC or Xbox, leave me your handle and we can play awesome games together. Steam/PC : Stardew Valley, Path of Exile, Tabletop Simulator, Civilization 4 and 5, Apex Legends, Du...

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Friends, Romans, countrymen, lend me your ears… Things are strange. Celine, my van and home, died on me two weeks ago. Got the alternator and battery replaced, things seemed okay at first. Then f...

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waves tentatively Hey folks, it’s me. I’ve managed to make it through another number of days without doing anything stupid. While the voice itself has quieted for the most part, I continue to be ...

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I want to feel wanted. :/ I don’t want to feel like I’m needy because I enjoy being physically intimate. long sigh I’ve made myself sick tonight over this, the deep pangs in my stomach a physica...

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I’m researching my options on getting some help. I wish I wasn’t like this. I wish I could be better. I’m fighting just to keep my head above water and I know it doesn’t have to be this way. Righ...

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Have you seen things out of the corner of your eye and you don’t know if it was real or not? Maybe the knot in your stomach tells you it was nothing and to put it out of your mind. I’m tempted t...

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I feel most alive when the hoofbeats of Deaths horse pound in my veins and my souls fit to explode from my frame, a spiritual supernova that will engulf me and leave a tear in the world where I u...

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There should be a word for the deceptively quiet and small feeling you get in the back of your mind when you resign yourself to buying that one way ticket to the long farewell. I don’t belong an...

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I think…one day, I shall take a long walk at the waters edge, feel the sun on my skin, the breeze caress me, and wander out into the sea never to be heard from or seen again. ❤️

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I don’t know if it crept back in on its own or if it was merely softened to such a volume as to be present but unaccounted for, but that under current of suicidal murmuring is back and I hate it....

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So I’ve been in California for just over a month now. And while it isn’t the cure for my depression, it has certainly helped. I went almost three weeks without a suicidal thought or urge and it f...

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I haven’t written in too long. There’s a lot to put down, but not enough ambition to pour it all out. So they’ve been gathering in bits in my beard and stuck in my hair. I’ve been brushing them o...

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Spent today in drag at Pridefest Milwaukee. Not bad for a Fischer Price My First Drag Queen. Got a couple of compliments on my wig and was told I looked like Carol Burnett. Ate delicious pizza wi...

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Tuesday marked the end of 25 years of silence. I filed my police report and the Investigative Unit is working on it now. It was really difficult, but totally worth it. My sisters will be making t...

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Get your clicking finger ready! Here we go! https://imgur.com/zbvQeCj https://imgur.com/8slMxm1 https://imgur.com/oyADbc1 https://imgur.com/Pf0zTNu I’m doing a bunch more tomorrow, so brace yours...

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I posted my pictures on Imgur, tried copying the link into the Insert Image tool here. No dice. Tried copying the link to the Insert Hyperlink tool, no dice. :( I think I’ve gotten it to work...

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I wish it wasn’t such a pain in the ass to get pictures uploaded here. I’d love to post some of my work and travels and left a comment on the new PB Overlord’s entry about it. I just want to up...

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UPDATE IT’S WORKING!!!! He’s blocked me on Facebook, but the truth has already been sent to everyone. I’m ecstatic right now! :D :D :D Some of his friends were also coworkers, and I did email h...

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That letter to his wife was just the beginning. I’ve emailed his job about who he actually is and just finished up a draft of a similar letter. I unblocked him on Facebook so I can message all of...

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Complimentary Trigger Warning. Hello. I’m Andrew, C and J’s big brother. I’m writing to let you know who you’re married to. This is difficult for me to bring up, but everyone should know t...

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Today flew by, but that happens when you’re dissociated. I wanted to get some wood burning in, but I’ve been shaking so badly all day that there was no point. No appetite, dizzy, and nauseated, I...

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Trigger warning for all you fine folks out there, related to bad things happening to children.```````````````````````````` ````````````````````````````````````````````` Last night my heart brok...

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You’re in the craft aisle and decide you can’t trust yourself with an xacto right now. But I did pick up a wood burning kit, hopefully I can do some neat things with it. I think I’m getting to ...

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I’m inconsistent. I pledge to myself that I’m going to write more frequently, and I don’t. Wonderful, caring people note me and I take a week or more or just never get back to them. Friends messa...

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