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Ringing
So… He rang today, with how much he loves me… and blah blah blah. He says he’s changed. I told him to fuck off and die.
Speaking of Being
He’s a cunt, that’s why he does everything he does. Simples. I’ve been signed off work sick due to stress and anxiety. Fuck this life.
Grieve
So…. I’ve realised why I cry at the things I do… like Glee, like when the family members are reunited on Biggest Loser, at happy moments that I see and now I know, it struck me like a lightning b...
Backsidaysicals
So… WE’RE ENGAAAAAAAAAAAAAGED!!!
Adventure Time
So… Here we are, it’s our anniversary, the 17th, which means tomorrow is the 18th, which means I’M GOING TO ARIZONA!! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! ahem Actually I’m heading off to the airpor...
Marital
So… I’ve been thinking, next week begins a new chapter in my life. Next week I’ll be with him, while I’m there we’re getting engaged and I’m rather lucky, I found love, not everyone does. His fam...
No Fool.
So… I came in from work and I had Air Mail. Checking the scrawl I knew he’d sent me something. I can tell his writing. It was a Hallmark card. The verse was to do with how much he cares and that ...
No Real Loss
So… If TPO had been pregnant the baby would have been due last Monday. It would have been here by now. Now I get that she was never pregnant but I feel that I’ve lost something. It was all so fuc...
You Ever?
So… It’s 29 days until I see ActionMan again. I can’t wait. At some point in those two weeks my life is gonna change forever, at some point in those two weeks I’m gonna commit myself to ActionMan...
Sharing
So… I want to share this with you all… Just so that you get the good and the bad of ActionMan… This is the text I had waiting for me when I finished work… ” I wake in the morning and my first tho...
Truce
So… We had a talk last night, then we had a row, I cried (so frustrating, like trying to get abrick wall to be logical.) Then we had another talk and we’re putting it all behind us, we’re both go...
Pieces
Valentines Day was a bust. Totally shit. He ruined it. Not even a card. He has time to get a tattoo, but nowt for VDay. Cos he hates it. Then he gets blind drunk and acts like a cunt. And I’m mea...
Da Dum Da Da
So… I dont mean to cause panic or alarm, BUT I think I’ve found my dress!! My wedding dress and no, you cant see. No-one is except me, and the dressmaker, I was looking last night and I saw loads...
Boarding Zone Four
So… The argument went on all night, and all of yesterday morning. I refused to back down. At one stage I refused to text him and told him I’d speak to him when he could be civil. Then when I fini...
No Mercy
So I think I won the diary thing with ActionMan as he hasn’t mentioned it again.I think he’s realising that he’s not with someone who he can boss around. That I’m not some 17 year old bitch that ...
No.
We had our first row. And I’m still pissed off about it. He wants to read me here. I said no. Which lead to a bunch of Alpha Male Pride bollocks I told him no, and that if he doesnt like it it’s ...
Oh No You Didn't
She booked the abortion on the Saturday and she had a surgical abortion on the Sunday? I’m sorry, that just doesn’t add up to me? You? IF that’s true, would she be able to lie about who she was? ...
Go On Now Go.
The “Pregnant” One says she’s having an abortion tomorrow. At 22 weeks. I can’t help but wonder about how quick and easy these abortions have been arranged by her. Is that pretty standard? Is tha...
Suffer
Urrrrrrrrrrrrrgh… WHY DID NO-ONE TELL ME THAT GETTING OLD WOULD BRING PMS?!?!?!?!?? This is where it might get a bit graphic… EVERYTHING HURTS!!! Seriously… There’s a taste of blood in my mouth m...
Ahoyu
I’ve heard no more about the abortion possibility. She’s meeting ActionMan on Monday to discuss it properly. Currently the score is around 6-4 AGAINST her being pregnant. I’m still not entirely s...
Stronger
ActionMan’s fed up with her drama and told her he thinks it would be best. I’ve told him that maybe it would be for the best for varying reasons. She’s loving this. I hate her.
Dear ActionMan,
I love you so very much and that no matter what happens with this situation we’re in and no matter what you decide I will stand by you and I’ll be there for you (and the baby if it goes that way ...
Bajeebus
She got back with The Boyfriend and then she split up with The Boyfriend, then she went and got drunk at 21weeks pregnant. Now she’s saying she’s thinking about giving him up to ActionMan, with h...
Ahead
SO!! She didn’t want to be the kind of girl that has a cheap abortion in Mexico but she’s ok with being 17 and on her FOURTH pregnancy. Okaaaaaaaaaaaaay. Anyways, Remember that she was 17/18 week...
Horse's Mouth.
These are the her words, not mine. “Sometime in March is when I’ll be 40 weeks. That’s all I remember. With all the problems, they dont if they’re gonna come early, well I guess he now, or what s...
