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Pool
Things have been chaotic, manic, upsetting, devestating, heartbreaking , soul destroying, We all know that I got made redundant? Yes, we do, or we do now. We all know that I went back to bar tend...
What A Mess
I don’t know what’s up with me, I’m seeing Spike tomorrow. I should be psyched, but all I can think about is the whole TARBA thing. I’m going to take it to court. I’m also going to speak to the T...
Dear Elle,
Dear Elle, I’m glad you’ve stopped playing the victim card over our break up. I’m also glad you’ve given me space. I don’t regret how I left, I just wish it could have been different. Sometimes I...
Burning Arrow
So, I haven’t felt like I’ve really had anything within me of substance to write about. Tonight that changes. I’ve just had another moment of realisation. The S/H, the S/I, the S/M, the EDs, and ...
Sly
So did I mention that Spike came to see me at work on Friday night? He did. He kissed me. Three times he kissed me. I kissed him back. I don’t have the same feelings as before. Which is good. He’...
Scented
So Spike came to my work tonight. I was on the door anyways. We let him in for free. Officially because he’s a bouncer. We talked and drank and danced. After I’d finished my shift. And then we sa...
Unfinished Business
So….do we all remember way back in the days of Kel, and the early Elle era?? Do we all remember when I work at M’s?? There was a slight omission from me at the time… There was a guy who worked th...
Hot Mess
The most beautiful black guy came into work last night, he was so beautiful I could weep. He slipped through my fingers because of STUPID work. ALL my colleagues are on red alert that if they se...
What Now?
So Marco text me earlier, this is the guy I’m going a date with tomorrow. He asked if I’d pulled on Monday night, I said “No, not really….” which is a half truth, I did pull….kinda. I told him I’...
Adventure Awaits.
So, in 7 days time I’ll be getting ready to go to the airport for AZ.
Shit.
Ok, so quick rundown : I left the petrol station and got a job as a PA. I found out I’m Dyslexic. I got made redundnt last week. I slept with a guy. I got a new job as a barmaid. So I slept with ...
Liked It
So… I went to Lucies tonight… and we kissed more than once… and tomorrow she’s coming to mine… for a… ummm? Playdate??? Is that an inappropriate term? Well I prefer it to fuck buddy. EDIT 2018***...
