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Nigel
Well yesterday I woke up and discoverd – as you do – that I had a lil spot coming. Today I’ve woken up and I’ve got a blistering headache.I look in the mirror and there’s this crater where part o...
Monkeys and Overdoses
Ma came down for a visit and holiday however,Ma decided to redecorate my house for me, and she met Elle. You cN imagine. Anyways after all the decorating we decide to go Monkey Forest because t...
Serious Entry III
It happend.At about 4:30am on the 21st April Elles grandad died. He had fluid on the lungs,fluid on the heart,a chest infection, pneumonia and septicimia. The family are all coping really well an...
Following The Pink Path
This entry allows for you all to see into my past.This entry is here to help others. It is also here to help.To remind me that life could be worse.This entry is about realising and struggling wit...
Serious Entry II
ReCap: Elles grandad was admitted to our local hospital yesterday with suspected fluid on the heart and lungs. he was so frail that they had to leave him in CDU yesterday because they didn’t want...
Serious Entry I
Elle’s grandad has fallen severely ill again. About 3 months ago he was admitted to hospital with suspected pneumonia which turned out to fluid on the lungs. After a couple of hours in hospital h...
Worried That The Water Will Be Cold
Last night I went to kiss Elle and she moved away, she claimed she thought I was going to hug her. After a few attempts I had to ask her. “Do you still find me attractive?” She says she does but ...
Pride #TOTW
I’m proud of a lot of things. I’m proud that I’m good at my job. I’m proud that I have been running my own home and supporting myself since I was 17; how many kids of that do you see doing that s...
Lean In Naturally
I would like to apologize in advance for any offence that may be caused by this diary entry. Queers vs. Dykes: I’ve been thinking recently; why does society see gay men as being un-natural, dirty...
She Doesn't Know She Made Me Cry
Last night I cried. I cried myself to fucking sleep. Hot hard tears steamrolled their way down my cheeks scalding my cheeks as they fell from my eyes. Why? One word – Elle. The stupidest thing a...
Try The Horse Story
Have you ever been in a relationship where you feel totally unequal. I’m in one. For some reason she seems to think that because her mother has always given her her own way that I HAVE to do the ...
Upside
Life is good. Me & Elle are now an item and have been for a month or so now…I really like her. Work is shit, but I might be getting a promotion. I bloody deserve it, I work my bollocks off in...
Liquid Sloshing
This entry is entirely random. It may also offend many people – tough. Disclaimer: This entry may offend many people on many different levels. Princess Pitbull would like to apologise fpr anyone ...
Like I Even Qualify
“Babe I love you with all my heart, I want you to be the Mammy of our children. I want us stop bickering cuz I hate it and it makes me sad please can we start to think of each other before we do ...
Book Description
Elle was possibly the love of my life.
I did everything I could.
Nothing was enough.
I wanted to help her so much, but she wouldn’t let me.
Now she lies in someone else’s arms.
Now she lies to someone else.
