Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
by Park Row Fallout
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Tuesday and Waves
Those who read me may not be surprised to know that I hate when I’ve been a bad friend. Even more so when the action (or inaction) was done thoughtlessly. I spend so much of my life re-consider...
Monday and *dim bid*
Monday. A day I once grew to dread is, today, a day of… not much. I woke up about an hour before Wife did today. Stayed in bed trying to go back to sleep, then grabbed my phone and almost texte...
Saturday and the Last Many Hours
How about we do this in Bullet Form or Numerical Form for no reason :) (1) When Wife came home from work, she talked about the job for a straight 90 minutes. However, this time? It was positiv...
Friday and Recaps
Birthday Gifts: “Cooperative Card Game ‘Total Rickcall” from my Brother “Spin City Season 3” from Wife “Stein;s Gate Movie” from Wife Birthday Activities: Lunch w/Brother and SIL in Ames Pizza an...
Statements
(1) Thank you all for birthday wishes! (2) I appreciated all of your sharing on your own opinions of abortion. I didn’t really state mine because (I’m a lawyer therefore) the number of “but then...
Thursday, Birthday, Unfortunateness
It is my 34th Birthday today but what I want to talk about first is the news out of Iowa that you all may or may not have heard. It is a pretty big deal and has been part of BBC reports, ACLU me...
Cracked Millennials
So people that I deeply care about and respect in my world and in this world have been quick to accept news stories that paint Millennials (particularly) in a bad light. Unfortunately, “Fake New...
Wednesday and Words
The first several days in May are typically to be treated as Holidays for one reason or other for me. May the First: Mayday… or “Fucking Outside Day” May the 2nd: Sibling Appreciation Day May 3rd...
First of May
Happy first of May. The video shared is something of a Tradition to play on this specific day. As to my previous entry, I am thinking that it was a dream. The bed, my body, and the bedroom floo...
TWITTER: Strange Place To Be
Last night my Wife and I drank too much. That works out well for me, actually, because that meant that I didn’t struggle to fall asleep. I slept and stayed asleep. I’m a little worried about h...
Monday and Recovery
Basic Monday. Work out, weigh in, music, video games, laundry, dishes. Things that are in any way out of the ordinary? Last night, Wife said that she had started to read the letters that I wrote....
Sunday and a Parasyte
So, I like to recount the Anime I watch when I’m hanging out with MBFITWW. We watched Season 2 of My Hero Academia and caught up with Season 3’s Simuldub (up to Episode 42). We watched a few epi...
How To Get Along
Today? Woke up, took my pill............... How’s this for proof that Wife is a shitty host: she made herself breakfast and didn’t make anything for our guest. I don’t mind that she didn’t make...
Charting
Consider this an entry that takes several days. Thursday night was an average night. And I want to lay it out because… I want your opinion. Wife came home and woke me up. I was napping a bit b...
Twitter: Budget Cuts
This will be quick as I was not even planning on writing today (other than narrative items). Checked my e-mail and the State sent me two e-mails. Strange. I followed up. The State appointed me ...
Weak Attempt
It has been a long time since I wrote a poem… this may be lame I’ve been retracing how we got here The paths that broke and intertwined I’ve been discovering the sign posts that I never learned t...
Nope, I'm a pushover.
Okay… so I’m a pushover… and that is totally on me and not my wife. I need to embrace that, work on it, and figure out how to get better about it. You see, Wife came home and asked, as part of c...
Wednesday and a Song
So… it isn’t news that people were convinced in High School that I was gay. I was thin, I wasn’t “macho,” I loved music and the theater, I adored Broadway, and I looked great in a dress (oh, the...
Tuesday and Shaw Shaw Bootchie
I’ve been working on my Narrative Therapy thing and I just got to the 21st Birthday where Wife and I connected. So, I’m finally getting through my past stuff and reaching into what has become my...
Something of an accusation
Today I decided to talk to Wife specifically about her therapy. More importantly the concept of regression. One of our mutual friends had brought it up recently saying that he noticed that Wife...
Monday and The Dark
Hello, Monday. You came earlier than expected. After I got home last night from the parents, I went straight to bed. I think my horror at seeing a 4 year old and a 37 year old with the same rea...
Sunday and Eerie
Sunday was spent with family. My parents remodeled their deck and today was the first decent day of weather to give it a go. It was mostly a nothing day… Wife taking the opportunity for a new au...
Saturday and a Game
Today has mostly been a nothing day. I slept most of the day because I did not sleep well last night. Then at 3, it was time to go to Dragon Lance DnD game. Wife had already started complainin...
This may be inappropriate
This may be entirely inappropriate, which is why I’m making this a Friend’s Only Entry. But this is me speaking here. If I just swallow everything up, I’ll.... well, shit, friends… if I continu...
Friday and Old
Happy Friday all! First thing’s first: Exercise update. I.... am an even more fat blob than I thought. Only partially kidding. I did another swim workout and forced myself to do more yards. Th...
Book Description
Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.