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I Don't Mean To Complain But...
Now, really, I don’t mean to complain but when there are perfect examples of things I do want to bring them here to shed a little light onto the world. I got home from the gym around 5:00. Wife ...
Tuesday like a Monday
So… no sleep for me again last night. In the last two weeks… that would be my 3rd night of zero sleep. Neck/Back/Left Leg issues. Plus my body is weird. Hate the heat because I sweat like som...
Let's Call It
Let’s call it… Emotional Writer’s Block. So… Friday was a giant fight with my Wife. Saturday was an all day shopping trip for Wife’s CosPlay. Sunday was quite literally a nothing day. Nothing. W...
Oh, FFS
So… Saturday....... I slept in. Dreaming. Please see my Members Only Explicit Entry to read that dream… strange, sexy, and… I think I know what was going on… but not entirely certain. But yeah...
TWITTER: Life Is Strange
I’ve hit the final chapter of Life is Strange and… even though I was never a teenage girl in the Pacific Northwest who attended an elite private Art School because of my photography skills… shit,...
Necessary Addition
The following comes as an “Oh, you should know this just happened” message sent to my therapist: Hey… a second one to throw at you because living with my Wife is always so healthy and life affirm...
So This Is Why
Wife got home from work early. I was in the middle of an e-mail to my Therapist (will talk about that later). As per agreement, I took her phone and had the television off. She made herself a ...
Notes & Catch Up
SOooooooooooooo… I’m crazy behind on Note Responses and Bookmarks. Just throwing that out because I am going to make a genuine concentrated effort to play some catch up. I’ll try to be good and...
Thursday and a Follow Up
Last night I shared a Members Only entry that was true (save key identifying details). The interactions I discussed made me happier than I’d been in a considerable amount of time… even though it...
Tuesday and Flabbergasted
Weekly Weigh In this week was 222.4. Which means I’ve lost 1 lb since last week. It means I’ve lost about 8 lbs in almost 2 months. They say that 1 pound a week is “good, healthy progress” but...
Weekend
Yesterday was Dragon Lance. It was pretty good. Wife did a lot of laughing… which is always good. I love when she laughs. Like… seriously… when we first started dating… she was into martial a...
Friday And Then
As I worried… once things kicked off, they’d stay kicked off. Back to having loads to do because I entered the Suit World of Law again. Even if just filing things and interviewing… blood in the...
Interview Update
Went to the interview. The County Attorney told me that I was the most qualified person he was interviewing. Of course… that doesn’t necessarily mean that I’m going to get the job. I’ve been pas...
Which one of the three?
So… there are three “Friends Only entries I want to write in my head. One about Confidence One about My Relationship One about “Being Ghosted” I’m going to eat something (consumed 200 calories to...
Wednesday and Busy
My day was… more packed than I had expected. Interview, Shopping, Dishes and Cleaning, Working Out, catching up on Prosebox… it may not sound like a lot on paper but it tends to take up time. I’m...
As evening ends
Sometimes I feel like such a fake. A sentence that has led many a journal entries on Prosebox and I don’t claim to be original or clever for having said it myself. But I read entries when I can ...
Tuesday and Thing
Blah. Not having access to my Playstation 4 sucks, lol. My Tuesday is pretty much limited, too. (1) Swim (2) Read 50 prosebox entries (3) Eye appointment at 3 (4) E-mail LAV to determine what ph...
Monday and Digital Withdraw
Re-started: As could be relatively easily considered, Wife was very quiet on Sunday. Actually, that’s really good. The last time she got that drunk was a few months ago when MBFITWW was here. ...
Saturday and Satriday
If I stay married, there may be some difficult choices I have to make as far as my wife and any kind of social interaction. This evening was time to spend with dear friends we hadn’t seen in a ye...
Northern Exposure
My wife bought the entire series of Northern Exposure (at a deal) and was binging it this morning. Yes… the woman who keeps asking if I really need all these DVDs bought a TV series despite cons...
Sex as Stranger
Here’s an interesting thing… last night because I was hoping to absolutely murder my leg pain and I was desperately hoping to stave off nightmares so I was weak. I drank 3 beers and more than 3...
Friday and Feelings
I’ve been feeling… meh a lot lately. Nightmares and body pain and loads of other stuff. My interview on Thursday went fairly well. I still need to do the writing test portion. My nightmares a...
Thursday and Starting Early (1 of likely more)
Started at 2140 on Wednesday. So… yeah. I’m not looking for reasons to complain about my wife and I’m not looking for ways that things aren’t great… but sometimes they just jump out. Our family ...
Wednesday and Mur
Last night the wife asked me to pick up booze… I got beer and rum. We both drank too much. Well… not “too much” and we didn’t have sex… but “enough to have more than the standard 1 per hour. S...
TWITTER: STUDIO
I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again… possibly my favorite film studio in the world today is A24.
Book Description
Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.
