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Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018

by Park Row Fallout

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August 08, 2018

Random Bit of Fluff

Today I was thinking and considering my last several years. NOW… I’ve only been in this “new life” for a little over a month, so that is not at all sufficient time to get the proper most realisti...


Okay, Prosebox… I know there have been a large uptick in the number of complaints about bullying and trolls. I happen to know that those complaints are mostly valid as even I went mostly Friends...


August 07, 2018

Define Irony

“Define Irony: A bunch of idiots dancing on a plane to a song made famous by a band that died in a plane crash.” Con Air Those who know me on Prosebox for a while know that I don’t shy away from ...


August 06, 2018

The Public Political

Just wanted to throw two things up at the moment: (1) My heart is broken for Chicago this morning. I have a friend who was shot, she’s doing okay but.... Chiraq, indeed. What is most shocking a...


August 02, 2018

PSA

Public Service Announcement: There are many attractive female lawyers in this world. These are women who challenged a male dominated industry and have the personal discipline and determination t...


August 02, 2018

Political Horror

As of Tuesday’s rally in Florida… QAnon has gone mainstream. Signs at the rally touting QAnon were seen and photographed by many media outlets including international press. Why is this concerni...


August 01, 2018

Can't sleep, imagination

I’m in one of those unfortunate moods where I can’t sleep because my mind has decided to say Hey buddy.... know what would be perfect? And then my mind goes off on a million and one things that ...


July 30, 2018

Open To All

I’m wondering if I’m a dick. So… honestly, truthfully… my wife and I are separated and going to Marriage Counseling. This is known. Today, my Wife had an appointment to figure out if “ADHD” is al...


July 26, 2018

A Single Statement

Since the very early 1990s, I have been enamored, infatuated, absolutely in love with Christina Ricci. Granted, she is married and far beyond my league due to her beauty, talent, and career. Bu...


July 26, 2018

A World Gone Mad

There is a lot I want to put forth today before I throw myself into work (lots of work today!) but there is so much that it may come out as too much of a jumbled mess. That being the case, I wan...


July 25, 2018

Memories and Oddities

So this was Aoife. One of the many ways people said she was weird. But that weirdness endeared me to her. I know, I know. I shouldn’t say things like that or think things like that. But… my ...


July 25, 2018

Not a success

Saw this today: I’ve not been much of a success, then. I still had accidents and there is that AWFUL story of diarrhea in the pants I had a few friends but 12 was Middle School when I had almost...


July 24, 2018

Stereotypes About Girls

I just saw a few videos. Mothers who feel tired and are hard on themselves because they don’t believe they’ve done enough to feel tired. Girls who beat themselves up because they were raised to b...


I have friends who are passionate conservatives. They believe in fiscal responsibility, are social conservatives, and believe guns should be more readily available than medicine. But they are s...


I have many friends that think I’ve gone totally bleeding heart atheist liberal due to my feelings on Trump. And yes, the sad fact is… I know many who believe one must be “Godless” to be liberal...


First the distracting things: This morning, I woke up. Turned off my alarms. Went into the living room, noticed it was 4 a.m. and decided to play some video games before getting into the shower...


July 16, 2018

New Job: Briefly

One way you can tell this place is different from Tiny Town? 10 days here and I’ve already met someone from the District Criminal Investigation Team, two prosecutors with the Attorney General’s O...


July 14, 2018

Dream: Briefly

Back in DM. My dreams were filled with Aoife last night. Sexy, beautiful, emotionally satisfying. That… uh… is somewhat concerning.


July 09, 2018

Surveying?

This may be my last Public Entry. Giving some things some consideration. A- Age: 34 B- Biggest Fear: Never living a meaningful life C- Current Time: 4:49 pm D- Drink you last had: Mtn Dew Kickst...


July 08, 2018

7-7-\-\\-\-\-\-\-\-\-\-\

Here’s a Saturday! I told my wife today “You don’t care enough about me to hate me. Hate comes from caring about someone and those feeling turning. You don’t care enough about me to have feelin...


July 06, 2018

Rough & Ow

Last night I didn’t get to sleep until after 3 a.m. So obviously, I’m in some considerable pain this morning. Like… could feel the individual fibers of my shirt as I put it on nerve sensitivity...


July 05, 2018

Og drikke

The following was written in a format that did not include italics, bold, or underline. Should this cause confusion, please ask. :) Hope everyone had a good 4th of July! Mine was okay. On Tues...


July 03, 2018

My Entry Today

Well, there’s more to be worried about. Of course there is. My ProLaw program? Not working right. My required Sign In for Legal Filing in Iowa? Not set up. The expectations? That I’ll be t...


July 02, 2018

First Day

The morning was… better than I expected. One would think that I’d wake up and feel sad that my wife wasn’t beside me… or that I’d wake up and be grumpy to have to be awake so early. But neither ...


Friday, I packed a bunch of boxes. Then took those boxes from my second story apartment to my car. Drove them an hour away. And put them into a different second story apartment. It was a very...


Book Description

Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.