Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
by Park Row Fallout
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Random Bit of Fluff
Today I was thinking and considering my last several years. NOW… I’ve only been in this “new life” for a little over a month, so that is not at all sufficient time to get the proper most realisti...
Don't Make Me Regret Making This Public
Okay, Prosebox… I know there have been a large uptick in the number of complaints about bullying and trolls. I happen to know that those complaints are mostly valid as even I went mostly Friends...
Define Irony
“Define Irony: A bunch of idiots dancing on a plane to a song made famous by a band that died in a plane crash.” Con Air Those who know me on Prosebox for a while know that I don’t shy away from ...
The Public Political
Just wanted to throw two things up at the moment: (1) My heart is broken for Chicago this morning. I have a friend who was shot, she’s doing okay but.... Chiraq, indeed. What is most shocking a...
PSA
Public Service Announcement: There are many attractive female lawyers in this world. These are women who challenged a male dominated industry and have the personal discipline and determination t...
Political Horror
As of Tuesday’s rally in Florida… QAnon has gone mainstream. Signs at the rally touting QAnon were seen and photographed by many media outlets including international press. Why is this concerni...
Can't sleep, imagination
I’m in one of those unfortunate moods where I can’t sleep because my mind has decided to say Hey buddy.... know what would be perfect? And then my mind goes off on a million and one things that ...
Open To All
I’m wondering if I’m a dick. So… honestly, truthfully… my wife and I are separated and going to Marriage Counseling. This is known. Today, my Wife had an appointment to figure out if “ADHD” is al...
A Single Statement
Since the very early 1990s, I have been enamored, infatuated, absolutely in love with Christina Ricci. Granted, she is married and far beyond my league due to her beauty, talent, and career. Bu...
A World Gone Mad
There is a lot I want to put forth today before I throw myself into work (lots of work today!) but there is so much that it may come out as too much of a jumbled mess. That being the case, I wan...
Memories and Oddities
So this was Aoife. One of the many ways people said she was weird. But that weirdness endeared me to her. I know, I know. I shouldn’t say things like that or think things like that. But… my ...
Not a success
Saw this today: I’ve not been much of a success, then. I still had accidents and there is that AWFUL story of diarrhea in the pants I had a few friends but 12 was Middle School when I had almost...
Stereotypes About Girls
I just saw a few videos. Mothers who feel tired and are hard on themselves because they don’t believe they’ve done enough to feel tired. Girls who beat themselves up because they were raised to b...
Why I Separate Americans from Trumpists
I have friends who are passionate conservatives. They believe in fiscal responsibility, are social conservatives, and believe guns should be more readily available than medicine. But they are s...
To the Foreign and Confused
I have many friends that think I’ve gone totally bleeding heart atheist liberal due to my feelings on Trump. And yes, the sad fact is… I know many who believe one must be “Godless” to be liberal...
Para bailar que necesito una poca de gracia
First the distracting things: This morning, I woke up. Turned off my alarms. Went into the living room, noticed it was 4 a.m. and decided to play some video games before getting into the shower...
New Job: Briefly
One way you can tell this place is different from Tiny Town? 10 days here and I’ve already met someone from the District Criminal Investigation Team, two prosecutors with the Attorney General’s O...
Dream: Briefly
Back in DM. My dreams were filled with Aoife last night. Sexy, beautiful, emotionally satisfying. That… uh… is somewhat concerning.
Surveying?
This may be my last Public Entry. Giving some things some consideration. A- Age: 34 B- Biggest Fear: Never living a meaningful life C- Current Time: 4:49 pm D- Drink you last had: Mtn Dew Kickst...
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Here’s a Saturday! I told my wife today “You don’t care enough about me to hate me. Hate comes from caring about someone and those feeling turning. You don’t care enough about me to have feelin...
Rough & Ow
Last night I didn’t get to sleep until after 3 a.m. So obviously, I’m in some considerable pain this morning. Like… could feel the individual fibers of my shirt as I put it on nerve sensitivity...
Og drikke
The following was written in a format that did not include italics, bold, or underline. Should this cause confusion, please ask. :) Hope everyone had a good 4th of July! Mine was okay. On Tues...
My Entry Today
Well, there’s more to be worried about. Of course there is. My ProLaw program? Not working right. My required Sign In for Legal Filing in Iowa? Not set up. The expectations? That I’ll be t...
First Day
The morning was… better than I expected. One would think that I’d wake up and feel sad that my wife wasn’t beside me… or that I’d wake up and be grumpy to have to be awake so early. But neither ...
Moving Weekend with a lot of semi-sarcastic expressions
Friday, I packed a bunch of boxes. Then took those boxes from my second story apartment to my car. Drove them an hour away. And put them into a different second story apartment. It was a very...
Book Description
Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.