Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018
by Park Row Fallout
Entries 351
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Thursday and Chores
I knew I couldn’t just sleep and live like I wanted to. I knew that at some point, I would have to rejoin the world with alarm clocks and the like but (partially because of me, partially because...
Wednesday and Frozen
The midwest has received an additional stipend of winter, it seems. I don’t mind so much if it is snow in April or “a bit wintry” but this is full on Additional Winter. Like… yeah, I remember A...
Tuesday & Game Night
It is Tuesday. I am surprised to say that I awoke in my actual bed this morning. Last night, Wife was surprised that I had slept in the guest room so much lately and I reminded her that I haven’...
Monday & Selfishness
Day One of not working is in the books. I’ve already written a bit about it. Woke up early. Played Skyrim. Did some chores. Went to get my hair cut and my face shaved. MASSIVE difference. P...
der Geschlechtsverkehr dich
It has been over a decade since I was in a position like this. Yes, I’m still discussing that PB User from my last Friend’s Only Entry. Because in a lot of ways I see it as a good example of wh...
Easter and All
I kind of like the idea of being able to write “my history” here now. Instead of simply emotional reactions and trying to stay sane in a toxic work environment, I can write about events and othe...
Vulnerable
This is a Friends Only Entry as I will be discussing a fellow PB user. There are a number of reasons why I don’t want to discuss PB users on PB… other than that feeling like a tacky thing to do....
From One Moon Phase to Another
Ladies, Gentlemen, Nonconforming, and Alien Lifeforms: This may be a long entry! I’m discussing Fri/Sat and doing so with some considerable detail. Funny thing is? Even with this long ass ent...
Good Friday
Good Friday starts today with a recap of some yesterday stuff. I was surprised toward the end of work by Dylan coming down to the office to end my computer access. This was a surprise because af...
Not Cross Posted
One good thing about having nothing to do at work right now but to wait on Courts to decide that I can, in fact, depart is that I have lots of time to catch up on reading. Unfortunately, as this ...
Maundy Thursday 2018 or Bedikas Chametz 2018
It is a complicated mental and emotional place to be sitting in my office knowing that I have less than 30 hours remaining as an Attorney. Of course, that is the traditional sense of “Attorney” ...
Looking at Potential?
So Simple Mind released a statement that makes me think this site may still have a chance. Not that I’m holding my breath. But I think for now I may just “double post”. SO… here is my “Intro/Te...
And now, the rest of the story
What with being tired and certainly not motivated to do little more than sit in a basement office doing nothing, I did not arrive at work until 9:15. White Boss was here already (his calendar ha...
Health Food and Other Problems
I don’t know if I’ll be able to share it here when I finally take the photos but I am going to put myself through the paces soon to try to look better and feel better. Part of that is to lose (h...
The Many Camps and A Thing I'll Miss
Yes. Because this site is going the way of the White Rhino (too soon?) I’m spamming tons of entries today. I won’t get to 2000 but I may still surprise myself and wind up with an interesting “y...
A Humorous Mad Dash?
In speaking with someone about the frustration of losing this site, it occurred to me to look into how many entries I’d written/published. I am currently sitting at 1,693 and with the publishing...
How Charming (sarcasm)
The world never ceases to disappoint. Getting the obvious out of the way first, the bosses have not arrived to the office and it is 9:30. A good hour after they require their staff to be present...
The News
I shouldn’t be so upset… I never paid money for this site and using an item without giving of your resources means you can’t claim ownership emotions when the item is repossessed. But really? Es...
*Her Story*
My day was a day that I’ve written on. How was Wife’s day? She survived the job. She even said that she didn’t cry and that she didn’t feel as panicked. GOOD Then she went to Therapy and, accor...
All The While
And all the while, despite this going on… I have to deal with my own work bullshit. Like when Chinese Boss asks, in front of White Boss, that my own Case Summary include all of his cases as well....
The Things That Happen
This is going to be somewhat difficult to write. Partially because I have so much I want to say. Partially because I want to talk about events, emotions, myself and my Wife. Partially because ...
Back on a weird focus EDIT W/UPDATE
Earlier this week, after my wife’s issues became apparent and I realized that (especially while I am still dealing with my work) there was no way I was going to be able to handle her completely, ...
My Own Statement
So… I need to be a bit selfish with this space for a minute. My Wife is absolutely panicking. Breaking down. Chinese Boss is frustrating me to no end. The Suspension case she’s been up my ass ...
What Does This Mean?
Last night? Wife called me to keep her company at the phone store while they tried to fix her phone. Then we came home and, upon her request, ordered pizza. While she binge-watched/zombied out ...
TWITTER: Even More?!
This could have been an edit to my last entry; but I decided to simply write some quick lines here and let that be it. An important part of being in Criminal Law is watching “Discovery Videos.” ...
Book Description
Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.