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Book Five: Working Through the Maze 2018

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Gold Kryptonite: Debuted in Adventure Comics #299 (Aug. 1962). Kryptonite affected by atomic radiation, capable of permanently removing a Kryptonian’s ability to process yellow sunlight, which nu...


Well, I ended my last entry with “That has been my day. I will write an additional entry later tonight. I didn’t lie or say anything untrue in my last entry but… I do feel the need to clarify or ...


April 19, 2018

Wednesday and TMI

I don’t know what is going on but my sleep issues are starting to really annoy me. I can’t get to sleep… it takes me hours and hours and hours and hours to get there. But then… I stay asleep. ...


April 18, 2018

When a Thing Comes to Me

Last night… as Wife was cooking and the TV was playing… I didn’t feel the “warm contentment of comfort” I once did. I felt that shortly before we were married. All I felt last night was lonely....


April 18, 2018

TWITTER: Good Things

So… I tend to write almost everything here. I wanted to write this as it is a good. Of course Wife was upset that I “didn’t do anything today” (her words) but she started writing a list of thing...


According to my weather ap, it is just (slightly) above freezing outside today. So it makes perfect sense why I am so so bloody cold. HOWever… if anybody asks… I’m saying that I’m sick. Becaus...


April 17, 2018

Monday and Rocks

So last night I got exactly zero sleep. Shortly after 10:00 last night, Wife went to bed. I followed into the bedroom but remained fully clothed. Wife asked me to retrieve several DVDs so she...


April 16, 2018

Sunday Additional

Call me weak. Call me male. Call me whatever bad words you want to. It has been two weeks since I’ve had sex and 4 days since I’ve masturbated. For whatever reason… I want to engage in sexual ac...


April 16, 2018

Sunday and Sleepy

Happy Sunday all! I finally got to sleep sometime around 6 or 7… woke up at 11. MBFITWW and I finished Season 2 of K-On and the Movie. Which brought us up to 4. I left… it was still snowing (...


The trip has been fairly okay so far. Different than normal but not necessarily in a bad way. Normally, a trip like this would have been Friday: Straight to Anime Binge watching. Saturday would...


I have discovered the secret to getting sleep. Apparently, I need all of the blankets in the house… folded in half to double their size/effectiveness… and placed directly on top of me. This is ...


April 13, 2018

Late Night Musings

I know this is a title I’ve used before. I know this is a title other people have used before. Now that we are past the most basic of criticisms, let us discuss the real issues. (1) I have cons...


April 12, 2018

Thursday and Early

I’m not sure if this is a direct track but… despite rough sleep last night (thank you Tiger Balm for making my leg shut up long enough to sleep at all) I woke up around 6 this morning. Apparentl...


April 11, 2018

Wednesday and Failure

Well, poop. I suppose I should have expected this. After not being able to get to bed last night, when I finally did drift off, my body was less than willing to leave that state of existence. ...


Ufda. No idea why I’ve been having trouble sleeping again. Or still. Not quite sure. That’s the thing. I’m not exactly unfamiliar with sleep issues. Even back in college, I’d have entire we...


April 10, 2018

Tuesday and Chlorine

I’m not sure if I should feel bad for this or not. In a perfect world, I’d wake up with energy every morning and instantly grab my gear and head to the gym. But that isn’t exactly what I’ve bee...


April 10, 2018

Late Night

Craptastic. Despite actually working on things, I didn’t get things done today so that means my Tuesday is overloaded. Fingers crossed that I get that shit taken care of. As to the things tha...


April 09, 2018

Monday and Recaps

Happy Monday, all. Words Words to fill space. Words to fill space on the front page. Words to fill space on the front page of Prosebox main page. Seriously? This woman is too much sometimes. Wi...


April 09, 2018

A fourth?!

Yes, a fourth entry today. This will be super fast in part because I am writing it from my phone. I love my father. He is a product of his environment and upbringing. Just like I am. But that ma...


April 08, 2018

Twitter: Relationships

Yeah, a third one. Fight me. This one will be quick. Twitter length… well… Twitter Length for me. Friendships are interesting and provide curious traps. I have some dear friends I haven’t seen...


April 08, 2018

Sunday and Stuff

I did not sleep well last night. Hell, I barely slept at all last night. I was playing video games until 2 a.m. and then I couldn’t sleep after that. My mind was just… cycling through some stu...


April 08, 2018

Saturday Additional

Well, so that happened. The game was called three hours early because some of our members were at a Con until late. I kind of wished I had known, I might have otherwise cancelled my appearance. ...


April 07, 2018

Saturday and Desire

I spent a lot of time reading Prosebox yesterday and today. Catching up on things with folks. I haven’t actually sat down to read others like that in a long time. Granted, I didn’t note as muc...


April 06, 2018

Friday and a Vampire

No, not really a vampire. I’m just borrowing the naming convention used for episodes of Rosario Vampire. Today I slept then went to the gym. Oh boy. I approached the ARC Trainer and thought “...


April 06, 2018

Thursday additional

I woke up, emptied the dishwasher, filled the dishwasher, wiped the kitchen counters down, played some Gems of War and Skyrim, then took a one hour nap. I woke up and considered the current situ...


Book Description

Life is not what I had hoped it would be at this point. Growing up, I always thought I would have a house, a wife, a dog, and at least one child by the time I was 34. Well, I turn 34 in 5 months and I can’t even get the house part right. Looking into the Future of Me… all I want in this world is that House and Beginning to Work Towards Adulthood. That is what I want. But working where I am as of January 2018? I don’t see a good path forward. Hopefully, something changes. Hopefully, I can make something happen or something happens for me. Until then, I just have to keep working through the maze… hope I find a little cheese now and then.