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My boss told me if i dont put up 4 totes an hour he will fire me. I was ringing customers running store by myself i couldnt live up to his expectations even though i tried. I ran customers throug...

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I have decided i am demoting myself from key holder to cashier. I told my boss with dads death last month i simply cannot live up to his stressful expectations. I will be paid less but my mental...

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When i was a kid i loved Full House. When i got older i got addicted to Fuller House. I kept having the unattainable dream of having a tight knit family that plays games, helps one another has di...

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I love how people assume material posessions impress me. I cannot be bribed or bought. I am impressed by unconditional love. People who manage to wash dry put up their clothes during laundry day....

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Today i am going to get a ct scan to see if i am allowed to go back to work or not because where i fell and damaged my ankle at work. I have been on comp over 12 days. Talan lost his job money is...

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Yesterday i went to the apartment with my best friend Tella was intention of moving my things out so Tom and Lesa can move in. We were putting things in boxes mom asked me to bring her a salad an...

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I told my brother since Tom and Lesa my sister in law since want to take my bed bookshelf and dresser without my permission i will be cleaning out the house myself. All things i dont want will be...

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After dads death, me losing the mobile home, me going on comp because breaking ankle and my family falling apart because i was lied to by my own family i gave up! I told Tommy pack things from my...

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I lost the free mobile home after all that hard work Jessie gave it away. After days of hard work we were told a single wide cannot be placed on my mothers lot by the inspector. I cried when told...

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Coal stole the decorator bird out of dads funeral peace lilly he has been carrying that bird around playing with it. I took it from him stuck it out of view for him to climb up in the window and ...

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The guy who gave me the mobile home is named Jessie. I am moving it moms. Jessie has been trying to be allowed to move his new $100,000 mobile home for the past 5 years. He has the rules and regu...

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I got hurt December 28th. I went on comp and the doctor went on vacation until January 8th. I need paperwork confirming whether i can go back to work with or without modifications. I cannot go ba...

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I called in to persue the comp case. I filled out what paperwork i could. The doctor looked at my ankle appearing disinterested. I explained i slipped and fell i have swelling difficulty walking....

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I havent been to the grocery store since before dad died December 9th. I have to wear an ankle brace because rolled my ankle when i fell at work i sprang it. i have a day off doctors orders. I li...

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On Christmas eve i worked until 11 pm. My mom’s family wanted me to visit after. I was to tired and to depressed to care. All i wanted was dad to be there. I went home cried till i fell asleep. O...

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My husband asked me what i didnt like about roses i told him i didnt like that they died. I told in i was more impressed by the library on Beauty and the Beast than the rose. My husband got cast ...

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I am depressed. I dont want to socialize, or hang out. I dont owe taking your extra hours because you covered mine because i buried dad last week. I dont owe you a damn thing! What i owe is my fa...

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My Aunt Janet stressed the importance of us coming to dinner. We had spaghetti. The family sat around the table for Janet to suggest us a game called Dirty Santa. She had us pick numbers to tell ...

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Dad died on Sunday. We buried him on Thursday. Today on Saturday i went from moms house. I started crying from her house listening to Christmas music i realized this first Christmas without dad i...

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Before my dads death on the 9th of December I visited dad and we had a conversation. He told me he made several mistakes he grew to regret in his life. He regret kicking me and my brother out. 10...

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Tomorrow i bury my dad i been regretting tomorrow. Dad told me if anything happens find a way to live on the property take care of mom. I answered a facebook ad for a guy giving a mobile home awa...

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Dads funeral is Thursday. Years before his death we has a falling out and he kicked me out of my house. We barely talked a few months. I walked in one day when he told me to leave he had no child...

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I stayed up all night. While mom was sleeping i text the suicide and crisis hotline. I talked to them about dad dying yesterday. I talked to them about how much i miss dad how lost i feel. How mu...

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My dad died today. He died of a heart attack. Mom called me to tell me i needed to come see him. The roads were so bad took me an hour to get to the hospital. I stood there while the family visit...

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Some days my mental health is better other days worse. On my suicidal days i remind myself of all the things i need to do instead commit suicide. If i do not accomplish all my goals i keep adding...

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