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this is from the 7th: ‘Freddy Mercury of the band Queen. died from AIDS. well i think and correct me if i’m wrong here the song ‘don’t stop me now’ was about. the fact that he wouldn’t. slow. dow...
so yesterday i. *Con.*
this is from the 25th. of last month: ‘actually yesterday i slept. i got up, turned off my alarm, went back to sleep. cause: i passed out on tues. when i fell. again didn’t hit my head. [i held...
SU. and panic attack.
so this is from the 7th: ‘so about 20 mins. ago i was SU w/ ideal. [SU idealisa........that.]. so i went on wikihow to look up. How to help someone who is. As I was watching tv online. And then m...
i fell yesterday.
this is. from yesterday about mon.: ‘yes again. i’m really starting to dislike mon. so i was on my bed and somehow the um. tops of my feet were hooked into the...........the like. wooden bed fram...
the dream i had. yesterday.
yeah so in the dream i had. I’d apparently done something really bad and I was in this big room w/ other people cement floor. [it was a jail w/o cells.]. and we were strapped to these long narrow...
it's been a long 6 wks.
it’s been a long 6 wks. tbi, discovery of sexual violence, SU attempt, another concussion, funeral um am i forgetting anything? the funeral was yesterday. um. might write more later. oh and the c...
so yesterday i/symptoms
yesterday was cold i remember that. yesterday was really cold actually. and it wasn’t just me it was really damn cold. oh yeah. so........like i said it was cold. and i was getting so. later ...
i had a dream about SU.
yes. in the dream i was contemplating actually doing it. I was w/ this group of people. and we were in this big house. thing and one of them had somehow found out i was contemplating it and they...
love on the brain./brain
actually no. i don’t have love on the brain. cause i’m not in it. [although now i do cause that song was mentioned.]. med stuff. [cause. what else?] um ok. so. i think. and i’m not entirely clea...
head injury or concussion?
well. i know i got a head injury Mon., obviously. it’s been. a little over 48 hrs. since almost.........um.........52. [that’s 2 days and 4 hrs.]. but i’m not sure. if in conjunction [meaning. in...
so stevie was in my dream.
you know. my mom’s dog. [actually for those of you who’ve never met/seen him. you don’t know. other then my having um. blogged about him.]. anyway he is. um not w/ us anymore happened back in.......
from the 11th - the 17th
wow i’m behind. on the 11th which was sun. i did my laundry. pretty sure. oh yeah that was the day my grandfather......... on mon. valerie came. we did the usual. tues. i. i went out i went to th...
how i'm doing since. the head drawer thing.
this is from earlier. actually this is from yesterday: ‘a little over 3 hrs. ago. no wait make that 4. currently 5:50 a.m. atm. 5?, hrs. damnit. cause math. um. i’m nauseous. and in pain. my occi...
well. hit my head again.
this is from earlier: ‘yeah about 2 hrs. ago. [3:40 a.m. atm.]. um. so i’d opened the. 2nd from the bottom, drawer of one of my dressers. i was in a hurry/angry/put out. [and therefore in a hurry...
meetings. cops.
so on the 8th. of March there’s going to be another. big meeting. March 8th. and one of the things that’s apparently going to be brought up at the meeting is the encounter w/ the cops. actually.....
pregnancy dream/sarah/fl
so a few yrs. ago [well it’s been more then a few it’s been at least 10] when i was in college i had a dream about an abortion. and pregnancy. but. one part of it. well i don’t think it was a dre...
so I had a dream I was pregnant. *mentions abortion, injection, pills*
yeah last night/yesterday. that was weird. it was weird. i’ve never been pregnant in my life. and apparently i had to have/was going to have an abortion. and i really didn’t want to. and i had 2 ...
been 5 wks.
it’s been. 5 wks. since i sustained the concussion. /1 month. 1 wk.
been 6 months.
well actually a little over. yes. it’s been a little over 6 months since i last had a drink.
ask Ru. more clar. also NE guy.
this is from earlier: ‘so at some point earlier I emailed NE guy and. told him that I’d had an ED since i was 13 and the longest i’ve gone in recovery has been a month and that was some time ago,...
symptoms. *TMI
this is from yesterday: ‘so i’m still having digestive issues. i don’t have this, particular digestive issue a lot. it’s so embarassing. i feel like i’m 10. it’s apparently pretty common. i’ve be...
i found him. and voyuerism as sex. assault. *TW *SA
this is from Thurs.: ‘omygod i found him. well ok i found him online. not the rapist from when i was 17 the ‘friend’. we were all in the van........i was 17........he was at least 32. nothing act...
this is again from Thurs.: ‘yeah um last wk. last thurs. actually. it was weird not the dinner itself or the food but. it was the day after i’d attempted SU so. they don’t know. ‘[they’ being my ...
sleep.
this is again from Thurs.: ‘i love sleep. but the past few nights/mornings [and by mornings i mean when it’s [still] dark [out] ] other then this one [2:10 a.m. atm] [it’s thurs. here] i’ve falle...
the service. and um. *talk of d**th
this is from Thurs. again: ‘so the service hasn’t happened yet. for my grandfather. it’s going to be the 25th Sun. i’m not sure what time. um the last time i saw him was xmas eve. it was i don’t ...
