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emily. directness. finances.
So prior to me telling them about the cops thing Emily asks something about ‘the field’. and at first i’m picturing a prairie. and then i’m picturing a dr. in a white lab coat actually in a field...
the meeting.
um. so i’ve mentioned a couple times by now that we had a meeting on Thurs. i was there of course, my mom, marty, linda, the lady and 3 new people Emily, Andrea [pronounced on-drea] and ashley. l...
5 yrs.
it’s been 5 yrs. since my best friend left us. He was, the best person I ever knew. love.
8 wks.
it’s been 8 wks. well actually a little over. since i sustained my concussion and 2 wks. since the other one. 8 wks./2 months.
"are you normal?"
um. what? I seriously got asked that the other day it was yes must’ve been yesterday. So I was exiting Whole Foods in their lobby area. thing and a woman stopped me and went ‘omygod’ annoyed. and...
sexual assault.
So for those who don’t know I was apparently sexually assaulted when I was 17. And I say ‘apparently’ bc I only found this out myself last yr. ‘but how could you not know?’. if anyone’s going to ...
prior to the funeral.
so like i said. er well i eluded to. rather. i um. The night before the funeral we had dinner at my Aunt Joan’s. it was. it was nice. there were 25 people there. one of my great aunts and her son...
bruises and lighting.
yes this again. um. so the large bruise on my spine hasn’t gone away. it’s been 7 wks. well actually 7.5 today. i’ve read. recently actually that it takes large bruises longer to recover. it’s bl...
and on that note. tn.
i feel like the title of this should be longer. anyway. and on that note. the one about um. schedule change/s. In. a few wks. [actually the 28th - 1st] my mom & I are going to tn Nashville. s...
funeral. and.
so like i said i went to a funeral like a wk. ago or something well a little over. it was. um it was ok. The pastor was v. passionate. i’d never heard the name ‘bridget’ pronounced. the way hers ...
a quick programming note.
‘programming note’ as though this is a tv show. um. anyway. so i’ll be at my mom’s thurs. - tues./wed. so if no one hears from me. that’s why.
from the 25th - the 3rd
So Sun. was the 25th. i well i went to the funeral that day. so i was at my mom’s. then the following day the 26th valerie picked me up from my mom’s. she met my aunt. on tues. i. did i do anythi...
valerie last night car thing. and scopophobia.
right so last . night. [it was last night right? yeah i see her on mon. and last night er yesterday was yeah ok.]. um. as i’ve mentioned oh right so when we get to the house after a few mins. [we...
valerie cold repetitive thing.
Now before the TBI I was usually one of those people who was cold 90% of the time. So we’re at the house last night it’s 8. it’s also 30 degrees. [that’s Ferenheit for people who use the other s...
7 wks.
well. it’s been 7 wks. since I sustained my concussion. god it’s been a long 7 wks. and 2 wks. since the other one. 1 month/3 wks.
valerie thing. scheduling.
so my schedule’s changing. well rather valerie’s changing it i’m just going along w/ it. We’re still meeting on Mon. but from 5- 8. yeah apparently she emailed me Thurs. at 12. right when i’m on ...
going to the chapel and we're. well i'm not.
i have been proposed to twice actually. once i was 17 and once it was a. kindof not real proposal. yeah. my ex nothing ever came of it though. [thank god. we’re all glad i’m not w/ him. it’s ok y...
pregnancy/kelsey
no not me. so my cousin Kelsey. [well i consider her my cousin.]. who is married to my biological cousin Seth they got married 4 yrs. ago this May. anyway she just had her baby. [well ok. she did...
symptoms/bruising
ug. so i don’t feel all that great right now. currently midnight. um. dizziness/nauesaus/headache. lately. over the past few days. oh yeah i have occipital nerve pain. again. and i still can’t he...
cheese.
so on the. um 28th of. ........... jan. i posted this: ‘sorry, i realise this has nothing to do w/ anything. just something i was thinking about lately. ok so well on.........um....................
so yesterday i. *Con.*
this is from. the 25th. of jan.: ‘actually yesterday i slept. i got up, turned off my alarm, went back to sleep. cause: i passed out on tues. when i fell. again didn’t hit my head. [i held out ...
so i figured it out. *Con.*
this is from the. 25th of jan.: ‘so i figured it out. the headache i had earlier i figured out what kind it was. i really should be asleep right now. [6:20 a.m. atm.]. but i’m afraid to sleep. an...
i'm so embarassed/i can't believe *Con.* Analyt.
this is from the 27th. of um jan.: ‘i’m so embarassed to admit. what the concussion/fall/’the accident’ actually is known as. that’s why i haven’t. yes i’ve eluded to it.........i’ve indirectly u...
last few days. and symptoms.
this is again from the 6th: ‘the last few days have been. ugh up and down. the weekend actually was fairly easy or at least um. sun. was. sun. i.......i did my laundry on sun. and slept. sat. was...
it was.
this is. from the 6th: ‘if what i remember happened. it was. physical sexual harrassment. [the kissing being the unwanted, sexual advance.]. i just watched the first #thatsharrassmentn video. ......
