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funeral dinner adulting back in time for dinner
so. on the........uh.......17th. of last month right that’s the day my parents were out of town and my sister i went to lunch. it was a fri. anyway so yeah. earlier that wk. i’d emailed my.........
19 wks.
well. it’s been 19 wks. since my concussion. or 4.3 months.
weed tbi
so like i said probably several times by now i got a TBI back in jan. also like i said. i scored free weed the other day. by well finding it. in my park. i read on an online forum i joined back i...
megan baby shower
so my cousin Megan. the one who’s pregnant. she’s apparently having a baby shower the 28th. or is it the 30th? i’m not sure. if we’re going. or not.........
setback.
so like i said. i had a setback recently. about.........3 wks. ago next tues. cause god i’m behind about 3 wks. behind. anyway the setback was the 15th apparently. i went to the store that day. i...
valerie thing memory problems.
again. to be clear not valerie’s, memory problems. [although she does seem to think i’m massively hard to follow. i know i’m hard to follow but damn. not as hard to follow as she makes it out to ...
18 wks.
well..........it’s been 18 wks. since i sustained my concussion. or 4 months 2 wks. or 4.5 months. actually a little over.
pregnancy megan.
no not my dr. [my dr.’s ‘megan’.]. no um my cousin. megan she’s pregnant she’s due in........nov. the 6th or something i think. i found this out w/i the last few wks.
so. for those who don’t kknow i’m not a big fan, of my sister. well when we were at subway she’d ordered but i hadn’t and i think the guy forgot. and within like 10 secs. my sister’s like ‘she ha...
sister apt bldg lobby phone. thing.
yeah so like i said: ‘ um right. so my dad & I left at 1:20 to pick up my sister at 1:30. and when i got to the lobby of her apt. bldg i called her. well i forgot that a person needs a key. r...
mom's show. phone. situation.
so in my entry from........the 22nd revised the 23rd [oh i guess that was yesterday] i put: ‘and on sat. yeah that was my mom’s show. my sister dad showed up just as the. show, was starting not s...
dad valerie thing
so. well i don’t like. dislike my dad exactly no he’s alrite. it’s just........um. there are certain things about him, i don’t like. like that he’s a problem solver and gives advice. actually tha...
'redundant pasta'. and a fire drill.
so in my last entry i mentioned um. ‘redundant pasta’. well i’m one of those people to where. who. if i’m having like rice for dinner/other that night. then i won’t want to have rice during the d...
from the 13th - the 19th
um so. on the 13th which was sun. actually it was mother’s day. that’s a hard holiday for me. um anyway i did my laundry. on the 14th the following day. valerie i. didn’t, get together. on tues. ...
house meeting.
so like i said. we had a house meeting on..... the 1st. during which. i learned that Marty would no longer be working for Support the same co. the lady works for. well. he lasted almost 1 yr. 6 m...
17 wks.
well. it’s been 17 wks. since i sustained my concussion. or. 4 months 1 wk.
setback funeral pot.
so i had a setback recently. last wk. TBI. and the wk. before that i found. well first i found a um plastic tube from a dispenary along w/ a light. and then a joint. thing. god i love pot. all 3 ...
i never expected to live past 29.
‘m 30 btw. bday’s in aug. so. no but um. i never. expected to live past 29. and yes bc of addictions and my eating disorder. i haven’t been diagnosed, w/......... well the only thing i’ve been d...
oh god........i didn’t even....... no that’s not entirely true. i knew. my mom’s cousin. he was a good guy. gay straight regardless he was. a good guy. and i’m just. i’m so. angry about it even ...
but i. of course i care.
this is from wed.: so. of course i care otherwise i wouldn’t’ve asked how he was doing w/ the breakup. [not my ex. someone else.]. [also tbh i was curious.]. how.......i....... and then to turn ...
um. so. *mentions s*x*
this is from tues.: so i. well i’ll call him a ‘friend’ of mine even though.........ok and i use that term loosely. anyway so he recently and i’m not sure how recently broke up w/ his girlfriend....
my sexuality isn't binary.
from. the 25th. again: ‘ke I understand the concept of. people having a problem w/ people who are. LGBTQ. but like. bc my sexuality isn’t binary i’m not going to suddenly wake up one day and be c...
from. the 25th: ‘ or lesbian. or trans. cause. it shouldn’t be and. that’s, actually kindof offensive. and frankly insensitive and insulting. like why would i choose to be bi just. bc it’s trendy...
lifetime membership. oh. wow. *LGBTQ/rainbow
the 25th: ‘i got the rest of my life to figure this out. lifetime membership and all that. but god that fills me w/ a sense of panic. that’s. kindof intimidating and big. no. that is big. nothin ...
wow. that. did not feel good.
from the 25th; ‘ wow so apparently. i’ve felt bad over the last like. wk., or so. cause i wasn’t ok w/ being out and i’m still not completely. but. i’m bisexual. ok w/ it not ok w/ it. out gettin...
