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this is from um. tues. i used to be. one of those people w/ a weak stomach. watching surgery on tv yeah no i couldn’t. reading about it is fine but........yeah no. but ever since the BI. those th...
brain fog. body temp. appetite. repressed memories. *Con./TA/BI
from tues. Now I had memory problems before, the BI. but omygod i might actually have the repressed memory thing. it’s memories that are like buried. and they come back later. i vaguely remember ...
i completely spaced. and tulips. glass vases. *Con./TA/BI
this is from. tues. so usually. when it’s 40 - 50 out i wear 5 coats. [yes i know but i’m small so.]. and i remember seeing my blue coat on my bed. but i didn’t connect that. w/ the fact that ‘oh...
oh wow. periphs vision problems. vertigo. *Con./TA/BI
this is from mon. again. um so. when.........my mentor was driving me back. well first of all there aren’t a lot of um streetlights on prairies. and i live by a prairie. so i could not see out of...
oh wow. overstim. *Con./TA/BI
this is from um Mon.: so. about 15 - 20 mins. ago i called my mom back. as she’d um called me. well. so tom. her and my.......my aunt want me to have dinner w/ them. which means i’d go to. her ho...
the meeting.
this is from yesterday: so i’m a little set off today. so we had a meeting earlier. I asked something about Medicaid and confusion and the rules the lady has to follow. well I don’t feel I got my...
sleep. or lack thereof. and vacuums.
this is from earlier. actually this is from yesterday: I don’t feel like I got enough sleep today. I’ve had this. um before. Yeah I went to sleep at.........6. oh and earlier the lady was vacuumi...
more art. *Con./TA/BI
from earlier: so i made more art. er created it. on the computer paint thing. 1: a bowling pin w/ a head. and green dots for eyes. the bowling pin looks phallic. > i’d mentioned the thing abou...
a bit of a wreck.
i’m a bit of wreck since i sustained the brain injury. physically but not. ........not so much emotionally that’s the weird thing. is i’m not super emotional about this though i’ve had my moments...
been 2 wks.
well. it’s been 2 wks. since i sustained a concussion.
where did I go? *Con./TA/BI
the part of me that was warm and sweet. i wish i knew. where that part of me goes. no really. I wish I knew when people sustain concussions when they......when they sustain brain injuries. i know...
day of the dead. you're tellin me. and tapping. *Con./TA/BI
Ok so. A brain injury Is.a head injury [HI.]. lovely.as a um. head injury can contain the skull & brain. So I looked up that tapping thing I was talking about. and apparently there’s also an ...
well i feel stuck. midst. eye. *Con./TA/BI
and phone calls. well i feel stuck. yes i know i’ve mentioned this before. No in that. I feel stuck in the middle of this. in the midst. the eye. cause the beginning part was when i got, the conc...
invisible illness. and bus. matrix reprinting. *Con./TA/BI
So in London. they have for people who take the subway. [er ‘subway’. sorry i’m in the states. the tube rather yes take the tube] um. for people who take the. tube* these pins for them to wear [i...
it's not just the weather. and um so yesterday. *Con./TA/BI
BI = brain injury. so yesterday. well i left at 3:50 but got to.........walgreen’s at 6. whereas usually i would’ve gotten there at like. 5:50 maybe. it’s not just the weather. actually other the...
cheese.
sorry, i realise this has nothing to do w/ anything. just something i was thinking about lately. ok so well on.........um.................fri. i was sitting in my mom’s living rm. eating cheese. ...
well. i feel stuck *Con./TA
well. i feel stuck. my progress. am i making, progress? i don’t know. maybe? i’m here and i haven’t. had a drink so. at least that part hasn’t gotten worse. [and actually. i’ve read that for peop...
well i have always liked circuses. *Con.
well i have always liked circuses. circi? and i’m talkin about the old fashioned kind. The kind w/ sideshows. and animals. and all the different acts. the kind in ‘water for elephants’ ya know. i...
Impulsivity. *Sci. *Med. *Con.
so, and again. this is from earlier: Some of this entry will contain science/med stuff. so. i don’t think this is actually impulsivity. but that’s what i’m calling it. ok so earlier. While I was...
so today was. fairly easy. *Con.
so today was. actually fairly easy. oh. so even before TA [the accident] I had. um aphasia. which i think might be related to my PTSD. cause i was w/ my ex when I was 24 and I had it then..........
the reason i didn't get checked out. *Con./TA
yes. i know. i should’ve. it’s not my fave thing either. but: fear of not being believed. had i and had the um scans come back fine. no. i know my brain isn’t fine. being like ‘well i’ma go cau...
cancelling due to stimulation. *Con./TA
this again is from earlier: so for the past 2 Sun. [actually it’s Sat. here atm]. I’ve cancelled on my mentor. due to weather, lack of finances and honestly. stimulation. Now last wk. I sent her ...
spinal cord. and. *Con. *Med.
by the way i’ll probably be writing about medical stuff for awhile so. i understand if people don’t comment on these entries. so. when i fell i also apparently bruised my cervical column. ok yes ...
i feel. normal. *Con.
so. this is from earlier: it’s 3 a.m. and i feel. normal like the accident didn’t happen. like nothing happened and there’s nothing wrong w/ my brain. apparently this is a um.well normal, reactio...
feeling stoned. and um. i forgot. Con.
so lately. I’ve been feeling stoned. like i’m in this haze. like i don’t know foggy. again. i forgot what the other thing was.
