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yep. it's a disc problem.
more medical stuff. anyway. yep. it’s a disc problem sans pain. and the only reason i know that. is cause earlier when i was feeling along my spine i felt this small round circle to the left of i...
ok so this is weird/new symptoms
so last night at like 7. or so. i got this weird gastritis episode thing. i knew where, it was but not exactly what untill i looked up and then narrowed it down. yeah it was quite painful for abo...
well. been 3 wks.
well. it’s been 3 wks. since i got the TBI.
a lot to tell someone in 3 days.
yeah so. an ex of mine NE guy. over the past 3 days i’ve told him about: -the rapes. [well he knows i was not the details] -that i was in an ab*sive relationship/that my ex verbally used me, insu...
maybe.....
my dad. was diagnosed w/ asperger’s when i was in college. and, for a few yrs. after i wanted to er ‘fix’, him. well when i came back to denver from college. [i went to college in fl only for 2 y...
maybe i never will. *TBI
maybe i never will. find her who i was. before. almost 3 wks. ago. or maybe i will. but godamn this is heartbreaking. it’s like that song by radiohead i love so much. it’s that beautiful and hear...
so. northeast guy.
so. northeast guy. yeah over email i asked him um. his opinion on my decision to not talk to Pat’s brother. and NE guy was ‘i think you made the right call’ and somethingn about how he hopes i’ll...
so March is.
National Brain Injury Awareness Month. green ribbon. yeah.............
how much more time am i supposed to give it? *TBI
from. yesterday: yes it’s ‘TBI’ now. well exactly. how much more time am i supposed to give it. yeah. i know. 3 - 6 months. f**** . [that.]. it’s been almost 3 wks. and. damnit. yeah. time’s a bi...
so. i now have a TBI.
once again. this is from yesterday: yes. i’m ready to state it now. write it or. w/e. I now have a TBI.
headache. hallucinations. rachel marty consent.
and again. this is from yesterday: so about um. maybe an hr. ago i got a mini thunderclap. i don’t know if that’s a thing. but yeah. i’d felt it coming on 10 - 20 mins. before but the pain wasn’t...
um. kindof a threat. *Depression/SU
again still here, 1. [sorry i know i keep mentioning that.]. So......right. when I told Pat’s brother about.that my depression had worsened. i kindof felt like he was threatening me. or i don’t k...
there. wasn't time. *Con.
the day i um. sustained the concussion which was almost 3 wks. ago. there wasn’t. time for me to grab onto anything. i remember........slipping on the ice and i’m not sure where my arms er hands ...
ug. today was.
and again. this is from yesterday: so um. while i was walking to. walgreen’s i had to stop more then i usually do as. i was having breathing. issues. i think that might have had to do w/ the unev...
and the other thing he said. best ex.
and the other thing. my ex said the one from the northeast. was when i told him it had changed me he went ‘i’m sorry it changed you’. wow........yeah. oh ‘it’ being the concussion. again. ‘the ex...
i completely spaced. again.
again. this is from yesterday: so when I get back from my mom’s/being out we, do bag checks. [it has to do w/ SI. i haven’t in a little over 4.5 yrs.]. [well ok the lady does them.]. so um last n...
best ex.
this is from yesterday: so the ex i mentioned the one in the northeast. we’ve been emailing back forth. um. ......... ............ and he’s ‘i’m sorry you’re going through this. you’re a strong...
movement. and depth perception.
from yesterday: For the last. i don’t know maybe 10 yrs. or so. well I don’t like when i’m walking and someone else off to the side is walking at the same time. it throws me a bit. so i’ll stop a...
best ex i've ever had.
from yesterday: yeah so the ex i mentioned recently. he’s up in the northeast. i told an ex of mine about a recent event. really sweet guy. and he’s ‘i. omygod wow i’m sorry do you want to talk a...
so. i just told an ex of mine. *Con.
this is from yesterday. so. i just told an ex of mine. that ‘about 3 wks. ago i sustained a concussion’. he’s. the best ex i’ve ever had. we didn’t have much in common when we were ‘dating’ but.....
oh please don't guilt trip me. and depression seriously.
Yeah so I told Pat’s brother that my depression had worsened. and he said something about............um........ SU idealisation relating to what i’d just told him. i.e. ‘i’ll follow........’. ok ...
phonophobia. and hyper..........um.
so i looked it up. and turns out. phonophobia might actually be genetic. oh and it can be related to or confused w/ um. ‘hyperacusis’ which is. ext. sens. to loud sounds. yeah i’ve. actually had ...
the thing is.
so remember how I was going on about the woman at the store Ashley who said to her co-workers ‘i think she has brain........’ right within earshot of me? well she did. thing is. i did a little bi...
So on.......Tues. we all went out to dinner at a Mexican place. and like usual i got um........beans [frijoles.]. yeah so when it’s my turn to order i’m thinking ‘what’s the word for that in engl...
from last night. Yeah so. before the BI i, was a pretty emotional person. i’m just. like really emotional as of late. as said it’s like i’m on my perid all the d** time. joni mitchell. [cause she...
