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Our words and actions affect the world around us more than we are willing to acknowledge. We can turn people into monsters, creating a backlashing of violent ripples that eventually affect us all...

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How many prophets can one girl meet? How many does she need? What is my place in this? I feel I’m dangling on the edge of insanity. Is my life never normal? Or am I so bored that I’ve fabricated ...

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I have to tell him tonight. About J. But he told me he wouldn’t want to know. But how can I consider marrying someone who I cant tell everything to. Who doesn’t understand. I cant let secrets com...

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Usually when I lose my job I am sad for a day. I am usually anxious about finding a new job. I worry about paying the bills because that was what my job was. It was a paycheck. But then after I’v...

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This last year with you has been so beautiful. I could never live without you now. I’ve never experienced a love like this. You have been with me through everything. Celebrating triumphs and mour...

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You know the feeling. You have removed from your life all but those you trust. Stopped confiding in people. Don’t even write your secrets down anymore. Then suddenly… The most horrible rumors sta...

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Today at chuch I prayed for one of my residents to be healed of paralysis. Two other women prayed with me. Not knowing what his affliction was one of the women cited the story of Jesus healing a ...

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I’ve been trying to translate tongues from Hebrew to English. It usually starts the same, so I figure it must be some sort of declaration. So far I haven’t had a lot of luck translating phonetica...

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I must thank God for the amazing new job he sent me. I’ll be working in a care center for people with traumatic brain injuries. I’m working towards a job in psychology so it’s perfect for my fiel...

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I read somewhere that some Christians believe that prophets come in pairs: one that hears the voice of God, and one that interprets his words for the people. Think Moses and Aaron. I’m not sure w...

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Today I want to talk about something I think alot about. As a prospective religion/psychology major I am always pondering the idea of mental illness. Most people see mental illness as an obstacl...

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Now I know what’s coming for you. It’s him. My old enemy. He has so many names. The deciever masquerades as a mentor. A dealer. A friend. He knew about you long before you came along. Summoned bo...

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What do I fear? ‘This is what you should fear. You are what you should fear.’ -Marylin Manson closed mindedness in the church I often times am afraid to speak of my faith very specifically. Some ...

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You willfully trod on those around you with pride and sadism. You sin freely saying, “God will forgive me.” You drench your heart in sin and your mind in drugs. Your soul is covered in blood. You...

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On my mind tonight are queations of morality. With faith in a belief structure to back them. What of energy work? Most chriatians would declare it a hoax all together. They have not seen what I h...

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Heather is a plant with beautiful flowers in many different colors. It is said that the plant has excellent ovaries. Sometimes it bears two flowers at once on a branch. It grows easily in the rig...

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Psychopaths sometimes have difficulty interpreting metaphors. They may need a translator. But can they play chess? I thibk they can play chess quite well. Do you know about Pawns? Or are you only...

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So I finished Exodus recently. Two things that really stuck in my mind the most: God’s people were really quick to turn away from him in the absence of a leader… Over and over and over… Sure we s...

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Surrounded by people. But still feeling alone. Lots of friends, But nobody that really understands. Maybe nobody can. People push their way into my life, Insistant on talking. But they cant under...

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God likes new things. He says this. So why would he seek firmly to repeat the past? Especially one which is riddled with human error. Jacob was not supposed to have two wives. He could not be sat...

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I came to a very troublesome realisation today. People are reacting very badly to any sign of God at all. It is not just the rosary around my neck. I pull out a Bible or mention God or praying at...

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A wave of unexpected emotions. I feel a sense of panic and urgency but I’m not sure why. Am I just nervous about going to a show tomorrow? It’s not a big one. I’m not even performing of course. T...

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It’s funny. I got so used to her standing behind you all the time and her dropping in to talk to me that I miss her now that she’s gone. I figure, that year, I got to know her almost as well as y...

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I wanted you to follow God with me, and maybe someday you will; right now it seems that you are busy following your own self interests. I still wonder if you were lieing about what God said to yo...

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My thoughts keep circling around. (How crazy am I?) It makes me dizzy. (Want me to hold your books?) The same thoughts everyday. (He really cares about you.) At the center-you. (How was your summ...

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