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A Plethora of Pics / Vids & A Combination of Crap!
Drop your pants and pull out the measuring tape, ‘cause this is a long one! I know, I know… it’s been over a month! I’m sorry. There’s a lot to catch up on and a radical new development or two....
The Sarlacc Pit Regurgitated Me
“*There’s a place I dwell, with the absence of light A land of stone, and woe. I come here to think, and reflect And… to be alone. The humility is; I forever am without And with no one do I show...
My Life in the Sarlacc Pit
being slowly digested over 1000 years. I’m tired of posting entries like this, you know… talking about health and things that don’t interest me, nor you. I want to be entertaining like I was bac...
The Red Cough & Incandescent Lights
The other day in the hospital the Dr. said: If you start to cough up blood, immediately come back to the emergency room… :/ Please help me try to help myself by clicking, sharing this gofundme...
Things are spiraling out of control
Not that I ever had control. When you have a cough, what do you do? A home remedy, go to the Dr., take some meds and get better. That ain’t the case here! Due to complications at home regarding ...
A Sad Comedy of Horrors
Quick health update (No holds barred) then on to something completely different. Every day seems to take forever and time is just flying by. I finished the antibiotic (Augmentin) Damn, that was ...
My Life in Paroxysms
This is the most recent update to the GoFundMe Page , on here it’s a continuation of my entry “No need to check your ac, it’s just me venting”. . I mentioned in that entry that I had 16 all night...
My Time Away is not a Vaca...
Apologies for my absence. I had another GI visit on Monday (and I was also supposed to start Humira, Moday) but my first dose (considering my current health what it is) is a major dose (4 injecti...
The Continuum of Uncertainty & Affliction
People often say to me “You should take this or that or have you heard of this?” etc… in regards to my health. I’ve posted pics of pills before, but today I did a video describing what I am curre...
Malady, My Lady in Waiting
Why can’t a Dr. visit ever just be a Dr. visit without me always having to go to the hospital??? Gastroenterologist appt didn’t go so well… and things are about to get a lot worse. I don’t see t...
The Rain Keeps Falling...
I had just got out of a 16 day hospital stay and now I just spent another 4. It’s not looking so good. Please Help My GoFundMe Page Reach More People. It started innocently enough. I saw my pri...
The Pang of Physical Agony!
UPDATE - Home from the hospital, black eye & celebrating a friend. I know that most of you think that coming home from the hospital after 16 days sounds like a good thing (in most cases it is...
A lot Has Happened
Too much to write and I can’t see straight, so I’m c/ping from my Facebook. Quick update: EKG ordered because of constant pressure near my heart likely due to the strain put on from the amount o...
DAY 6 IN THE HOSPITAL
So here’s what I know. In speaking with one of the Gastroenterologists yesterday, she went over some of my test results. I’ll begin with the good news. They can’t find a kidney stone! I must ha...
Excessive Preparation & Starvation
I think this sums up ulcerative colitis pretty well. I was being given an injection of medication into my IV and had to immediately run to the bathroom with the syringe still in my arm! So yes...
Veins, Pains & Needles!
None of the pain meds have really been working, oxy, even morphine (as strong as it is) has been ineffective. So they just have me on Fentanyl as needed every 3 hours (which is 30 - 50x more pot...
Luck of the Dying?
HEALTH UPDATE: There was a cancellation, thank G-D and I got to the gastroenterologist yesterday morning. The drive to the gastroenterologist. When they saw how much pain I was in, how sick I...
The Partially Unconscious & Unflattering Selfie
I’m embarrassed to post this, but because of the bravery of so many others who suffer with IBD, ULCERATIVE COLITIS & CROHNS on Instagram that share difficult and unpleasant photos of themselv...
Dual Entry (Updates) & A Potential Poisoning.
Earlier this week it was National Cancer Awareness Day. G-D forbid, but I do not know if I have colon cancer or not. I’m so extremely sick every single day: 20 - 25x/ day with constant dry heavin...
Helping Others Helps Me & JVM 31
Thank you for all the encouraging words my wonderful PB friends old and new. I’m a published author and I can’t find the words to even remotely describe the hell that I am in. I have such a high...
Death is no big deal, but Dying sucks!
Omg… The combination of a kidney stone that has yet to pass with multiple herniated discs all spasming at the same time along with an extremely, EXTREMELY severe flare up of ulcerative colitis… ...
My Body is Assaulting Itself
I’m surprised that hospitals don’t charge me rent! Are you ready for this? So as you may have read in my previous entry; I was just in the hospital 2 days ago re: colitis. Well, I just got home f...
The Ridiculous Truth & JVM 24
If you’re interested in drama… you have found it. I can’t stress enough how incredibly bad the healthcare is in SE North Carolina. By far and away it’s the worst I’ve ever seen. I’ve been absent...
A Year'ish Summation - JaVidMo - 9
Sometimes you can define a year in a mere paragraph, other times… a book trilogy. But before I delve into that, let’s start with something more lighthearted. A family portrait. Where am I? Can ...
Bone Chilling Cold & JaVidMo 6
Gah!!! Late again for JaVidMo… My health has really slowed me down lately. It also hasn’t been above freezing since the storm hit 4 and half days ago! At night the temperatures have been 10, 6...
Book Description
If / when I write any “normal” entries they will appear here. By and large however you will find nonsensical random nothings and interpretative, yet cognitive outlandish hogwash; at least… that’s my intention.
So let me ask: Have you ever been a member of the former site: Open Diary? It was before there were bloggers & vloggers & cloggers & whatever the hell is going on now. I was a long time member, myself. Allow me to explain.
My friend asked me to join. Now I personally despise writing a diary, so I had to write the anti-diary. That is to say; I’d write entries, but I would use a lot of metaphors & often metaphors on top of metaphors. It would be so random & bizarre that the only person that would fathom what I was writing was my friend & he did the same thing; only with a lot of spelling errors. We would leave equally confusing notes on other diarist’s entries receiving tens of thousands of comments in return. Over the years, I had accrued an incredible audience (dare I say ‘fanbase’?) Comments were largely complimentary and it fueled the flame to write despite the rejection letters I had received at the time from publishers). If so many people were truly enjoying my words and each day someone new would sign up to read regularly… maybe I was onto something; maybe these publishers weren’t the end all be all of my writing career.
Currently dealing with life or death health issues and the depression and feelings of failure associated with being unable to work or care for myself; I guess I’m here to recapture the feeling of a bygone era.
For more information on my health struggles… please continue to read about me here as well as here:
HTTPS://WWW.GOFUNDME.COM/JAYEERYK
If you choose to read me at all ; welcome! Feel free to comment. I’m glad you’re here! I can only make you one promise… you shall not be bored. Anything goes, Enjoy.
