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The Profitmaking (or lack thereof) of Photography (pics)
Talk about a return on my investments.... A quick diatribe. As a photographer I have various photos available on the web for purchase, for stock photography or whatever. Storm chasing photos, Fl...
A Continuing Tradition of Medical Maladies
It’s been a minute, hasn’t it? I wonder if any of my peeps are still on here, or are you all new peeps? New peeps are always welcome. Though you may have just wondered through the wrong door. Ev...
Mired in Mortiferous Circumspection
Wow, I owe you guys a lot of love! My lengthy absence is relevant to my health. Continuing from my previous entry regarding fatigue, the results are in, that and more! I have Chronic Fatigue Syn...
Bone-weary & Pensively Phlegmatic
Don’t let the title fool you. From one extreme to another. I go from having a fever of 103.7 in my former entry to a body temperature of 96.2 today. LAST WEEK’S UPDATE: All tests negative. Flu t...
My Phantom Pyrexia
Having not left home in nine days; how I suddenly got sick is certainly strange, but not quite as strange as the sickness itself. I wasn’t congested, no runny nose, not sneezing & no sore thr...
Trying to Fight, but I'm Just too Tired to Hold on
That sums it up. A lifelong insomniac managing to survive before a deluge of chronic health issues took over and destroyed a life I fought so hard to create which has all but withered itself int...
My Psionic Intuition is a Claircognizance, NOT a Clairsentience
But you knew that already, right? In fact, it was your own extrasensory perception that brought you here, but I knew that (or was it you who knew that?) Perhaps it was the silly ten dollar words...
I Have a Prolixity, but at Least There's a Point.
So here’s some new information… Many of you know my health history as of late, or in part at least; it’s quite scattered from ulcerative colitis to knee and back injuries to respiratory disease. ...
Soon it'll be the 366th day of 2020!
Why? Because time is infinite. It doesn’t reset every year, it simply continues. Just making a point here. If none of this interests you, hang in there; a cute dog shows up at some point I’ve...
Out of Concatenation... My Rhachis is.
Suppose I need to update you all from my previous entry. If you haven’t read it, I’m afraid you’ll be a bit lost, but you can still read on if you like. I’ll start by saying Merry Christmas to a...
A Life Lived on a Soapy Razorblade in Sulphuric Rain
I have to skip ahead without a proper conclusion to my last entry, but yesterday was just too much! If you want an “I can’t believe what you just went through” story… please read on. When my lowe...
If My Heart Explodes, It Isn't Because of Romance
Before I explain the title… Happy Chanukah to my fellow Red Sea Pedestrians! (That’s a Monty Python reference, get cultured!) Boba Fetch’s first Chanukah! . Ok, so this whole Covid-19 thing h...
Emaciated to the Point my Skeleton Aches
Thank you for all the kind comments on my previous entry, it means a lot. Due to several factors, In the last year I’ve lost 75lbs. For anyone that knows me or have seen photo’s of me throughout...
Bending Backward to Move Forward
I have been absent. I apologize. As those of you who follow me know, life has been unkind to put it mildly. Events have occurred that have prevented me from being more active. I could have and ...
The Dead are Still Dying...
As a person that has died twice, yet still walks the Earth, I can honestly say that Death is the greatest part of that deal! Being dead was the best I have ever felt in life! It’s dying that su...
Non-Daily Overdue Diatribe!!!
I have to get this off my chest. I’ve been biting my tongue for a while now. I’m not here to cause drama, but it’s my page and it is what it is. If you don’t like it, you know what to do. I just ...
The Vesication of Religious Metal
Hi friends; A quick reminder to be humble (from last week - I’ve been a bit out of it lately). A lot of you guys know of my many health struggles and how bad things are. HTTPS://WWW.GOFUNDME.COM/...
Fingernails and Children's Tales
I’ve been thinking about something lately… Many of you over the years, have seen me with my nails painted; I’ve mentioned in posts why I do it, but I want to go into it a little further. I’ve ne...
It's the Sound of Dying I Recognize...
Today is a day I’ll never forget. Today is my anniversary, The anniversary of my death. 3/18/14 A few updates in one. 3/9/2020 I had two more iron infusions since last I updated. I had blood dr...
Still alive... literally & Figuratively
I would first like to thank those of you who commented on my previous entry; it was certainly a dark micro chapter in the shuddersome and harrowing novel that is my life. I appreciate the support...
Not Sure I'll Live Long Enough to Save My Life
The title is as serious as it comes. I just spent another 4 days in the hospital. My second home. This entry is in direct relation to my previous one, if you choose not to read it, I’ll sum up. ...
Hell Unleashed as Restlessness!!!
Hi, I’m writing from a dark place. It’s actually very difficult to type. So, I’m off the Fentanyl and the Oxycodone (Percocet). I never considered withdrawal symptoms, as I’m not an addict, but I...
2020 - Goal met... or Death
It’s ironic… my previous entry on here. I talked about how much blood I was losing and how severe the pain is. What a joke!!! Just slit my throat; there would be less blood, I assure you! Oh, tha...
A Tropoocal Storm of Epic Pin Prick Pooportions!
Words simply cannot express how sick I’ve been, how much pain I’ve endured, how much blood I’ve lost and how my back injuries have worsened immensely over the past 8 weeks (especially over the pa...
Can't Write, Can't Type, Can't See... Oh My, Oh Me #9
NINE. That’s the magic number to get everyone caught up to current day and it doesn’t contain many high notes; though it does include a plethora of well executed exclamation points. JUNE 17, 201...
Book Description
If / when I write any “normal” entries they will appear here. By and large however you will find nonsensical random nothings and interpretative, yet cognitive outlandish hogwash; at least… that’s my intention.
So let me ask: Have you ever been a member of the former site: Open Diary? It was before there were bloggers & vloggers & cloggers & whatever the hell is going on now. I was a long time member, myself. Allow me to explain.
My friend asked me to join. Now I personally despise writing a diary, so I had to write the anti-diary. That is to say; I’d write entries, but I would use a lot of metaphors & often metaphors on top of metaphors. It would be so random & bizarre that the only person that would fathom what I was writing was my friend & he did the same thing; only with a lot of spelling errors. We would leave equally confusing notes on other diarist’s entries receiving tens of thousands of comments in return. Over the years, I had accrued an incredible audience (dare I say ‘fanbase’?) Comments were largely complimentary and it fueled the flame to write despite the rejection letters I had received at the time from publishers). If so many people were truly enjoying my words and each day someone new would sign up to read regularly… maybe I was onto something; maybe these publishers weren’t the end all be all of my writing career.
Currently dealing with life or death health issues and the depression and feelings of failure associated with being unable to work or care for myself; I guess I’m here to recapture the feeling of a bygone era.
For more information on my health struggles… please continue to read about me here as well as here:
HTTPS://WWW.GOFUNDME.COM/JAYEERYK
If you choose to read me at all ; welcome! Feel free to comment. I’m glad you’re here! I can only make you one promise… you shall not be bored. Anything goes, Enjoy.
