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I still have Facebook Messenger so that I can still reach out to people should I need to. My sister’s boyfriend has been harassing me on there for the last couple of days. He is logged on Miranda...

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I’m starting a new game. Skyrim. It was in my small pile of games that Roarke gave me from a long long time ago. Maybe I won’t quit so easy this time. Maybe I won’t get sucked into it and have 10...

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I met up with Erin and Hetal today for coffee. I am so relieved that Erin found work. She just started at a grocery store and she was actually trained by Richard, one of my old restaurant manager...

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Space is a luxury rarely afforded in this house. Everybody spent the night at my mother’s yesterday and I passed up on that offer so that I could be completely void of people for a night. I spent...

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Everything that I want in life is attainable. All I have to do is work for it. I have to grind. I spent half of this year unemployed because I don’t know how to face it. I don’t know what is hold...

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I was wearing my cranky pants this morning. Well, technically I wasn’t wearing any pants but you get the gist. I was mad to see more white stuff on my land. Ok, that’s a bad joke but I get flust...

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Come through was the first thought that I had today. Let’s be confident and work hard on getting your shit together today Tom. Did I finally wake up feeling ambitious? On Saturday I mentioned how...

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I’m out here aggressively writing on PB. Like twice a day now. I just can’t turn my brain off. I think that I had a visitor last night. Yes, I am talking about a spirit like a crazy person. She ...

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My teacher went around the class and asked every boy this question: What do women want? We all gave stupid answers and then he told us all the big secret. He told us boys what women want. Choices...

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I’m out here looking into Wicca when I’m supposed to be starting my job hunt. It would appear that I will do anything but face the reality of my situation. My friend texted me this morning. She ...

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Yesterday I had accidentally smacked the cystic pimple that I have on my face and it hurt so fucking bad that I teared up. I got so flustered as I suddenly remembered how physically painful it wa...

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I do not have to dread anything. The social & the wedding are all over and done with and my brother in law left town for work. I can finally breathe. I noticed that I had a lot of hair fall o...

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I couldn’t believe how nervous I was to leave the house last night. I almost had an actual panic attack. I kept reminding myself that excitement and worry are the same experiences in the body and...

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I had an appointment to get a scaling done this morning at the Dentist. The hygenist accidentally stabbed my lip. I’m dead now. Actually decomposing. deTomposing… Pray for me. Anyways, I’m suppos...

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I’m not that surprised to discover that the current source of my anxiety and depression is my brother in law. He is not doing anything to provoke it. I just feel tension for no reason. I find mys...

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My mental health has compromised my appetite in the following ways: -I’m not eating -yuh I have no will to eat. I don’t even notice. Hunger is more comfortable than feeling anxiety. This can be d...

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[This entry is rated TMI and is not approved for all audiences] Last night I finally found NEMO, Non-Ejaculatory Multiple Orgasms. I’ve been trying to achieve this for a little while now and I kn...

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I think that I manifested attention. I was thinking about how I learned who is there for me since I lost my job. Next to no one. Then suddenly my friends are starting to reach out to me. Checking...

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We already have mild winter temperatures in my city. The provinces east of us are already covered in snow. Are we all going to get an extra two months of winter? Does that mean that people on the...

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In my last entry, I mentioned how I love quitting. Later on in the day, I thought about how misery can become a “happy place”. I remembered all the times in my life when I was absolutely miserabl...

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Yesterday I painted over some of my larger canvases black to cover up projects that I’d given up on, I don’t have any white primer. Yesterday I also started to paint a piece but there was such a ...

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Well… I finally finished my RPG game. Over 70 hours of gameplay later… plus the 20 I put into it before I had to start from the beginning so that I could get back to where I was stuck with bigger...

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I just returned from my mothers. I died her hair, she gave me a bottle of her wine and we had that talk about dairy that I wanted. It went better than I expected but it did not go that well. We d...

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I spent a lot of my Saturday researching the dagamges of dairy so that I can try and talk some sense into my mother to at least open her mind up to the idea of going dairy-free. One of the purpos...

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My sister has decided to stay loyal to her addict boyfriend. My other sister is upset but I accepted it pretty quick. How many other days has she been with him without it eating me alive? So I de...

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