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This entry is probably going to strike a nerve. I have my own life to live. I have a good mind, good priorities and my own preferences and I want to go somewhere in a decent way and treat people ...

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It’s 2am and I’m tossing and turning as usual when I remembered something concerning. Well, something interesting at least. Maybe. I was thinking about my prescription and if I wanted to continue...

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I’ve given up trying to wake up at a decent time. I have to admit that to myself right now. It’s not like I actually hate sleeping until I can’t sleep no more. It’s not like I actually hate feeli...

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I went for a walk with my nice today. I was trying to go by myself but I couldn’t say no when she asked to join me. There was a light rain and I just wanted to experience it. She turned the walk ...

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I’m starting to get excited about my city reopening. Patios will be available and I just want to go out and get fed with some friends. My mother made it clear that she will continue to self-isola...

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My province is to implement phased reopening starting on May 4t for various non-essential businesses and non-urgent medical practices and I’m feeling a bit relieved about it. My niece can at leas...

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I am obsessed. I can feel his soul coming through in this song. I’m blown away at his range! His ability to transition between chest/head/mixed and then he goes and hits me with those whistle ton...

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I feel a little better after my entry yesterday. That wasn’t easy to get out. Coming out as gay was easier than coming out as a vegan. Now coming out with my political beliefs feels scarier. Anyw...

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I’ve been pretty quiet on here, by my standards anyway. I don’t know how to word what I’m going through. I feel like I’ve been conned. Like I bought into something that was a lie and I feel betra...

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What is my biography made up of? Judgement, resentments and regrets? I don’t know why my life flashed before my eyes yesterday but it did and it didn’t crush me until this morning. I was thinking...

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My mind is restless again. This time is different. Everything is backwards. I don’t see the world with the same optics as I once did when I had a group identity. My inner social justice warrior i...

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Anyone else getting tired of not waking up on a tropical beach? I feel more alive today after my mini-breakdown yesterday though. Bev ended things with her fuckboy to start a relationship with a ...

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I think I’ve shut myself down. I’ve taken everything in stride that has been going on during these strange times because I accepted that I don’t have control. A therapist that I follow on Youtube...

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I think I experienced some psychosis this morning. I woke up to hearing somebody shout my name. It was loud enough for me to almost respond. I went upstairs only to find that everybody was sleepi...

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Matt got home last night. He gave up a $2500 incentive to stay in Ontario and finish the job but it’s been a month since he had seen his family and so he just wanted to come home. Now we all have...

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By some freak miracle, a second GST check deposited into my bank account this morning. I was worried about how I was going to tie myself over until my tax refund. Apparently, some individuals rec...

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I believe this is my third entry today? My gut health is not happy. I need to eat something that doesn’t come out of a can or a package! I want a whole food cooked meal desperately! I am ready to...

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I do about 2-3 reps of all of these on Wednesdays. I don’t know why I’m sharing. I’m leaving out the kegel exercises because the intros to those on YouTube make me blush lol. I follow these with ...

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My brother in law is returning home in a day or two. The government in Ontario has made some decisions that are forcing a lockdown situation so he has to come home. When he does return we will al...

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If anybody is interested https://ww2.onecommune.com/ is offering a free 14-day trial on their classes. The Russel Brand one on Recovery changed me forever. I’ll probably browse around for more si...

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I did not sleep well last night. My mind was just racing and I couldn’t make it stop. I woke up several times just to overthink some more. I learned yesterday how COVID-19 is not the flu and it d...

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I’m starting to develop cabin fever. I miss going out. So I received an e-mail from the grocery store that I go to that explained that they now have an outbreak of COVID-19 among their employees....

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South Korea is using metadata and credit card info to trace where COVID-19 patients have been to help their efforts in this battle against this plague we created. Of course, we have annoying priv...

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Plot twist. I’m out here trying to find work and then my roommates express to me that they don’t want me to work right now with this threat of COVID-19. They have kids! Valid point! But like, how...

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This morning before I got out of bed I randomly remembered how my nervous breakdowns felt. How my body felt when I experienced myself spiralling out of control. Then I started to experience that ...

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