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I’m made of lead in the mornings. I’m too heavy to move. Last night I had a panic attack only I didn’t have the panic. I’m absent fear when I have anxiety and panic attacks. I’ve lived with this ...

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The biggest and badest covert narcissist that I have in my life is myself. My ego. I’m struggling to hang on to my narrative. My mind is trying to contextualize myself into being a perfect victim...

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Liberal Privilege 1) Believing you have the right to control other people’s lives 2) Believing you have the right to never hear other opinions 3) Believing that when you’re offended others have t...

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A PCR (polymerase chain reaction) is different from a PCR test. Dr. Kary Mullis, the inventor of the PCR differentiates the PCR from the PCR tests (the standard test we’re currently using to dete...

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All mood no context. I have mood poisoning. To quote the overrated Beyonce I woke up like this. I suppose the dread I am experiencing is just my lack of control. I don’t have control of Toni and ...

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It was painful to watch another content creator that I like fall for lefts fake narratives. He’s so brilliant how can he not be aware of his own confirmation biases? He’s doing shitty sensemaking...

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I had an interesting dream. I was at a vacation spot with my relatives. My mother’s cousins. In the dream, I was debating heavily about treating my same-sex attraction and signing up for conversi...

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My nerves are hitting me. I’ll be vulnerable during the job interview and I suppose my mind feels threatened about it. There is no threat. Worry and excitement are the same experiences in the bod...

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I measure my eyes by the moon. How much detail can I see? Is it a blob or can I see it’s many shadows? The moon is full and the sky is clear and I felt compelled to stand outside and observe the ...

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My day starts around noon. That is the result of my tossing and turning all night. I can hear my roommates waking up as I fall asleep. I wake up feeling defeated because I have lost my morning ro...

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There are five sheaths of body: Annamaya Kosha - Food Body Manomaya Kosha - Mental Body Pranamaya Kosha - Energy Body Vignanmaya Kosha - Wisdom Body Anandamaya Kosha - Bliss Body Your physical bo...

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I skipped the rally against this overreach of power from our government to watch Erin O’Toole’s first speech in Parliament… oh… my… god! Chandler Bing. He said everything we couldn’t get off our ...

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Everyone I consume politics from is going to be talking about the debate. I want to air out my thoughts before I hear what they have to say. Was it a shit show? I, for one, wasn’t surprised that ...

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I feel flustered. I feel like I was just called to the principal’s office after doing something wrong. I suppose I am feeling some guilt about a few personal failures. It would be easier if I had...

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It’s been an interesting day that I had here on the world wide web. The Heyoka group that I joined, a fight broke out in a comment I made. The fight wasn’t related to me but damn. We grown folk b...

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Another morning of waking up thinking about China. My leader will only praise China. The Globe & Mail printed actual Chinese propaganda from an actual Chinese propaganda company. This is insa...

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Can’t I wake up with natural thoughts? Be excited or dreadful about my day or at least be tossing and tortured about a crush? Instead, I’m waking up thinking about China. Why is that everybody ke...

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Narcissism of Small Differences The narcissism of small differences is the thesis that communities with adjoining territories and close relationships are especially likely to engage in feuds and ...

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Hospitals and various healthcare services seem to be where most of the job vacancies are. On Indeed I mean. I guess everybody is afraid of miss Rona? I applied for whatever I could apply for tod...

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First of all! I did throw a bit of a conniption over my meal when I met up with Toni. I got my usual Thai Curry bowl with Tofu and I ordered it vegan because that’s my business but that just ensu...

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I wanted to leave consuming politics and world events alone for a while as it was left it on a high note yesterday. I failed. In my twitter feed, footage of a 69 year old woman getting arrested i...

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Conservatives have the Supreme Court now. The mail-in ballot scam won’t matter. The riots won’t matter, the looting won’t matter. The left doesn’t have the final say. The Trump train won’t stop a...

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It’s funny, this morning, before my coffee, I made a shady comment about boomers being slightly out of touch with current culture. Then I realized how out of touch I am in my own way. I had a rud...

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Apocalypse emanates from the Latin word apocalypsis which simply means, the unveiling. Society is a house of cards that was built on lies and the illusion is breaking down. This is the apocalypse...

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I took a moment to reflect on why I am getting upset with people and I concluded the obvious. I seem to think that I can control people and the world. That’s what anxiety is, it’s about control. ...

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