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Onward
My nerves are shot. Holding in my anxiety attacks is not healthy. If I could go for a run I would. Maybe I should just try? It’s -50c where I’m at. My city, Winnipeg, has the reputation of being ...
Dilemma
The abuse from our residential schools continued in day schools on our reservations here in Canada. I just learned yesterday that my father was a victim. My government is paying out compensation ...
Curiosity
The majority of gen X and boomers are a write-off. They’re not going to make it. We can’t help them. It’s not worth our time. They failed to modernize and they’re in the way of change. Elder mill...
Finders Keepers
Not that I want to start a Monday off with whining but yesterday I snapped a little bit at my sister. Not really a snap exactly, I was blunt. She asked if I was mad because my face looked pissed....
Weird Dream
I had a weird dream. I think I was doing gay conversion therapy. I was open-minded and I was being conditioned to be able to perform with women. The attraction will never be there but I think I w...
Onward
I need to work on my masculine energy. Not the feminist version of masculinity, Biden just killed feminism with an executive order anyway, RIP. The get it done side of myself. I still have some o...
Blue Pill
What a treat, we have permission to add two more individuals to our bubble in my province. Whatever that means. I don’t need my mother to have an aneurysm if I visited my grandmother without her ...
Derpina
I could not get my car to start today. I borrowed my sister’s car to get to my interview and I goofed and I ended up at the wrong location. I made it to the correct location 5 minutes late and no...
Derp
My dreams have been… cohesive? Lucid lite. Last night my dream was hilarious. It had a serious tone to it as an anti-hero blockbuster staring Shangela from Rupaul’s Drag Race. Not in drag though....
Wake
Over the last few days, old unprocessed energies, emotions, have been coming to the surface. This is forcing me to rumble with them but I am dragging that out. I had them all buried for a reason....
Commie Little Christmas
I’m having myself a commie little Christmas. It’s a Pagan holiday to Bev, she tore my head off when I texted her Merry Christmas. When it comes to Christianity I lean a lot more toward Gnosticism...
Sigh
It doesn’t feel good having ill feelings toward my mother. I hate it. I don’t understand why she came at me this morning to try and gaslight me into believing I have an eating disorder. I refuse ...
Blah
My patience is low today. I did complete the tasks that I was fighting with yesterday. This house is full and crowded and my sister went into strung out housewife mode. Her mood is manipulative, ...
Monday Poisoning
My patience is about as thin as my new hairline. It’s always been my toxic trait. Zen and I are not friends. Nothing wants to cooperate with me today and it is driving me crazy because I literall...
Is this the revelation we need for the Awakening?
I’m shook. There is a woman named Bibi Bacchus who was charged with a crime she was not guilty of and she spent eight years in prison where she studied the law books. She discovered something cal...
Holocaust?
I’m so flustered. Bloc Quebecois, The Conservative Party, The Green Party, The Liberal Party and The NDP are all on board with these UN eco-fascists to give away Indigenous lands and rights to th...
Mood Poisoning
Karly made me feel less alone in my situation but I can’t say that it makes me any happier. She opened up to me that she too was forced into unemployment because of con-19. Freedom is selfish and...
Soul Fam
It happened again. If there are no coincidences I need to pay attention and work on my spiritual growth. Spiritual being the world of the unseen, the unrealized, the unprocessed emotions that I h...
Fluster
I woke up on the wrong side of the… couch. On the wrong side of life, to be dramatic. Evil is winning in the world and nobody is stopping it. The truth is right in front of everybody’s polyester ...
Spook
Are you ignoring your spirit guides? You’ve been letting the chaos in the world distract you. You need to listen to your guides. Felicity DM’d me out of the blue. She basically then gave me a psy...
Latch
For better or for worse there has been a shift in my consciousness that has me unable to connect to things again. This is an opportunity to attach to things that give me health. It is a spiritual...
Yuh
I do not want to become hijacked by stress. My sister and her husband do not want to reduce what they were charging me for rent. I am renting a couch, essentially. I’m still counting my blessings...
Slight Mood Poisoning
I am experiencing a little bit of mood poisoning today. I know that I don’t have to commit to feeling this way. The house is full with Matt home. He started cracking beers before nine this mornin...
Tomplicated
The mistake I made in my previous entry was combining two separate entries. In the first entry, I was just presenting the real-life Microsoft patent and the real-life Great Reset Agenda and I exp...
Mark of the Beast. This is not a drill.
Change my pronouns and call me Elliot Page, I was just looking at Microsoft’s patent for the future use of those nanoparticles that come with these COVID-1984 vaccines and it really is the mark o...
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