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I self-sabotaged again. I have a little pile of important things I need to do to start getting my life together. I have to face the music, so to speak. I need to face the good, bad and ugliness o...

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I’m feeling a little vulnerable. Delicate? Things are happening too fast. Not fast enough at the same time. I’m trying to keep my cool. I’m only three weeks into my new job. I still have nerves a...

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Just over a year ago, I was curious about my orgasms because I remember having them way before I hit puberty. I came across a term called coregasm which has a lot to do with the PC muscles and th...

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Happy New Year. I just remembered that March is the real beginning of a new year. September even has sept=seven in the name. Today is the spring equinox. Twelve hours of day and twelve hours of n...

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The rabbit is not deep at all. It’s very shallow. Everything is in plain sight, our eyes are just wide shut. At some point, we have been conditioned to not trust what we see with our own eyes. Si...

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Toni and I decided against the apartment we looked at the other day. The suite was nice. I liked it. The rest of the building had crackhouse vibes. We also suspect there is an insect problem. The...

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I managed to hype myself up a bit about moving out of this house after my entry last night. That carried on to this morning. That little apartment is still available, Toni and I might be viewing ...

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Toni got excited when I told her that I was being kicked out. Only because it was time to be serious about looking for a place together. I just got off the phone with her, she is also upset at my...

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I don’t know what I was expecting but waking up really sucks today. It’s a mix of things. Daylight savings, it’s Monday, I have this battle every workday because I haven’t adjusted to these early...

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I’m barely into starting my new job and my roommates have decided that I need to move out in two weeks. It’s not up for debate. I spoke with my sister last week saying that I was aiming for the e...

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I actually got enough sleep last night. Feels like forever since I felt rested. October wasn’t forever ago, was it? I had my first payday in almost a year. Things feel somewhat stable now. My wor...

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Milo Yiannopoulos has declared himself an ex-gay. He has demoted his husband to roommate. He wants us to un-cancel conversion therapy. This is probably a stunt to become somewhat relevant again b...

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It’s a little weird to wake up and not have all that added worry and dread about unemployment. I feel kind of lost but for a good reason. Work is going well. I can tell that my supervisor and my ...

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Employment does not come too easy these days and I am exhausting myself trying to be grateful for the new gig that I have because I am feeling some type of way about it. The training process most...

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I have such a severe case of the I don’t wannas. It’s been months since I’ve gotten to sleep in or just lay in bed for hours before getting up. I’m aching for that. My niece goes back to school t...

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I figured my car was just struggling to start because of the -50c weather we had recently. It wrecked all of us and our vehicles. I was going to hold off until a payday to take it in. It was work...

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My nerves are gone now that I know the score at my new job. They still managed to drop the ball some more with me. I wasn’t supposed to work the floor yesterday but they didn’t have a choice. It’...

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These two are my favourite Canadians at the moment. Amandha Vollmer is a Natrupathoic doctor who refuses to renew her license because it silences her about what the cult doctors are doing to peop...

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My confusion paid off a little bit. I finished my online training a lot sooner than they expected so now I start my in-store training today. I am a little nervous, I just want to get this day ove...

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I’m trying to get used to being in the 5 am club again. It’s day two and I hate it. I hate it so much. I had an easier time falling asleep last night at least. So far I’m just doing online traini...

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I did not get any sleep last night. I could not calm my nerves. My mind was racing a mile a minute. This is why I usually scroll on my phone until my eyes bleed. I can’t shut my head up. I forgot...

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Don’t you just hate when you procrastinate and then everything goes wrong when the time comes to do it? I’m feeling anxious today because I start my new job tomorrow. I have to go over the packag...

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This doctor explains her journey as an MD when she snapped out of the dream spell and realized what mainstream healthcare was. Then her discovery of real healthcare through naturaopathics and hol...

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I had my follow-up interview this morning and they offered me the job. It’s not a dream job by any means, it’s just a home improvement store. It’s just to cover a parental leave with a potential ...

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