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Right in the Feels
I am trying to break some cycles and create new ones. Today I am resisting the urge to go out and spend money. Even though it is just groceries it does not need to happen today. Instead of scroll...
I'm Not Bitter, I'm Unsweetened
Just as I got myself to look cute my brunch plans fell apart. Ange has a cough, and Leanne’s boyfriend is sick. Carly and I decided to call it a bust. I’m only a little bit upset. I was looking f...
I'bin 'Drinkin
I went to work in such a bad mood this morning. I was in poor me mode. I made it a point to not make it anyone else’s problem. I was taking everything personally which is always a mistake. It mad...
Party Pooper
Yesterday evening, I invited Curtis over since he was in town. I haven’t seen him since 2016. It was a mistake. I remembered last second how he used to invite other people without telling me. I h...
Choices
I’m not making a good choice right now. I’m going to commit to it anyway. I feel fatigued from my class. I work almost full-time, and my apartment feels like a second job all in itself. Plus scho...
Resentment
Resentment is not a function of anger it is a function of envy. I have resentment toward my roommate because I envy her. When she wakes up she is not concerned about the chores that need to be d...
Pass The Salt
I’m still a salty queen about my roommate. I think bottling it up while waiting for the right opportunity to say something is not going to work. I’m just going to have to go for it and let her kn...
Dream, Dream, Dream
Curious, I had a dream I hadn’t had in a long time. I dreamt that I lived in my childhood house with my siblings again. We were all the age we are now. I don’t remember any of the storylines. At ...
Random Diatribes and Tangents
It’s been ages since I vented on PB about how useless my roommate is around the apartment. Then about how useless she is to everyone else especially to herself. Ok, I only do it once a week if n...
My Villain Era Begins
At work, Linda told me that there was something that she wanted me to see. She told me that Mike posted something on Facebook and she felt that I needed to see it. I explained to her that I wasn’...
New Villain Era
I mentioned on Monday that somebody had it out for me at work. Today, I discovered more stuff was missing from my bag and I told my boss. I found my missing stuff where the rest of my things were...
Relief
I had anxiety about going to class today. We were told to take it easy this weekend so I didn’t study any of the material. I didn’t feel ready enough and when we reviewed the material, I was defi...
Manic Monday
Something ridiculous happened to me at work today. It would appear that Mike couldn’t stand the sight of me, and the sound of me, and the contagious good mood I was spreading so he got petty whil...
Sun Day
I’m aware of how aggressive I am on here regarding my roommate. Sometimes, I share my frustrations with a close friend or two. However, she is my friend and I do love her. I know that she is figh...
Saturn Day
The other night I had the worst dream of my life. I woke up shook, I was disturbed beyond repair. I couldn’t even move. I was sick to my stomach and just wanted to stay home and cry. I rushed to ...
Tiny Break
It’s going to be a late night. I have a test tomorrow so I am cramming in as much study time as I can tonight. Class yesterday was a big review of the unit and I struggled in a few areas. If I di...
Gaslighting gaslighting
On my way home from picking up my car from the shop, the VJs on the radio were talking about the most looked-up term this year. Gaslighting. Gaslighting is one of the most utilized tools that a n...
Diatribe
I can feel the tension between Toni and me, my roommate. I can tell that she feels my judgement. That is why she is hiding in her room, I suspect. She’s committed to being absolutely useless arou...
Expecting
My sister gave me some good news on the weekend. She is pregnant with her first. All of my siblings will have children now. I’m so happy for her! She’s wanted this her whole life. My brother live...
Pity Party
Well well well, I figured out why my roommate was hiding in her room all day avoiding life. She bin drinking, she bin drinking… watermelon. She’s an adult she can drink if she wants to. We recent...
Procrastination
Am I on Prosebox again because I am avoiding something that I need to do? Yes. I had Bev over yesterday for dinner and a movie. I made gnocchi soup and we watched Interview With a Vampire. I fi...
Structure
I did not get the best sleep last night. I woke up to a coughing fit. It feels like something is stuck deep down in my throat. The fit didn’t last long and I was able to fall back asleep but I wo...
The Sequel
The opportunity to apply for a full-time position on my team has come again. It was unexpected. It wasn’t supposed to be posted internally until next week but our HR posted it early. According to...
Low Road Here I Come
I want to take the low road. I want to commit to being vindictive and spiteful over petty things. Those feelings are what I am wrestling with currently. Not a good use of my energy. Toni, my roo...
Triggered
I spent most of my day in bed. What a waste. I finally filed my taxes for last year. I’m caught up. I had to call the Canada Revenue Agency because of my culsterfuck situation. I needed something...
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