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Sometimes I wish I could fall asleep thinking about normal things. I wasn’t tossing and tortured until dawn or anything but I was thinking about the gnostic gospels I read. Wondering about the hi...

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I only feel 60% regret over my new look. I seem to always forget why I go months without a haircut. If not years after that one time I got so fed up so I grew it out. Way out. Halfway down my spi...

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I got a lot of nerve today. I had the cheek, the nerve, the audacity, the gull and the gumption to dye my hair. I bought boxed dye, the colour is espresso. It’s close enough to my natural colour....

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I just got numb to that good feeling that fueled me for a few weeks. It didn’t go away! Which is all that matters, I suppose. What was that? I still don’t know. I was just vibing high. Only two t...

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I did end up splurging in celebration of acquiring a second job. I did buy a massive plant for the apartment. I also found that upholstery pouf I passed up. There were a couple of things on clear...

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Well split my #@$% and call me Caitlyn I got one of the two jobs I applied for. I’m manifesting again. The one that stood out was me thinking about Susanna training me today to do something new....

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I feel like writing again. Sue me. I had to come back to this paradigm we call reality and interact with it. I felt so light and fluffy last week and I don’t want to lose that with the low vibes ...

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Yesterday, Alex and Bruce invited me to St. Laurent for the day. I extended the invitation to Toni because we were planning on heading to a beach anyway. Bruce’s family was there, Vicki and Bola ...

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Is my anxiety and depression gone? Should I be putting out a missing persons report? I don’t know what I’m doing right. It’s only been getting better. I don’t feel my body’s dead weight. My heart...

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I had to call the police on my neighbour. This was not on my agenda for today. The plan was to nap, shower, and then go to that job interview. I had to skip the shower. I woke up to a banging at ...

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I’m not a fan of false hope but my supervisor inadvertently gave me some. We sat down and did my performance review today and she asked me if there was anything that I was interested in learning....

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The shock bled the red from my face. My appetite ceased and I had to put on a show. I had such a Venus retrograde moment. I went out for a walk with some friends and we decided to grab a bite af...

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And he said, “Whoever discovers the interpretation of these sayings will not taste death.” Jesus said, “Those who seek should not stop seeking until they find. When they find, they will be di...

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I have an interview this week at a cat Cafe. There is also that hiring event at the art supplies store that I am going to do as well. The cafe is part-time for a day shift. I don’t know if I can ...

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I spent yesterday watching my niece and nephew so that my sisters and mother could spend quality time together. One of my sisters just had a baby. I was a little intimidated but it went smoothly....

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I had a good visit with Colleen yesterday. We did catch each other up on what we had missed over the last several years. I knew from her birth chart, that she let me see, that she would be able t...

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I experienced a nose dive in energy after I ended my 40 hr fast yesterday. I liked it. It was the level of lethargy that I experience when I have the flu. When my body expresses healing like that...

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I’ve fasted for 38 hrs now. I want to see how long I can keep this up today. I am practicing for poverty lol. I feel high. I feel a resonance all through my body. Every nerve is lit up like a fir...

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I’m on a roll with entries today. Business as usual. A part of me wants to write today off as a bust because I’m just hard on myself like that. It wasn’t that unproductive. I attempted to create ...

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Yesterday was good vibes. I was in a great mood at work for no reason. I felt light and fluffy. My big personality created a fun and productive environment. Somebody recommended that I talk to HR...

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My sister had her baby this morning at 12:06. She and her daughter are doing well. I’m so happy for her. She’s wanted this for so long. They induced her yesterday morning and she was not dilating...

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The biggest events for astrology this year start tomorrow, so they say. One of the biggest weeks of the year. We start with the New Moon in Cancer. The North Node moves into Aires giving us that ...

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Intention Deficit Disorder has me by the ballocks today. If I don’t try to create content today, for the socials, then it will have to wait until Monday because my roommate will be home all weeke...

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I haven’t gotten back into the swing of things since my camping trip. This is an opportunity to create new habits but I’ve been wandering and wondering around aimless. I don’t know where to put m...

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These times are hard. I feel like this world is trying to break me. The weight of it, it feels like I can’t take it but I’ll make it. I always do. I’ve walked this road. I’ve done this rodeo. I a...

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