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The drive up to the yurt was stunning. I love autumn. It is my favourite season. The weather was kind enough to us. It was still cold but we had a fire going the entire time. The shops were close...

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Am I going to have a breakdown or a breakthrough? I can feel that things are shifting around inside my psyche. It’s high time that I meet it halfway. I need to support whatever process is trying ...

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He who makes a beast out of himself Gets rid of the pain of being a man After my previous entry I did exactly what I said I was going to do. I had so much energy and I ended up swinging in the ai...

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Ever just get set off? I’m practically raging right now. All I want to do is throat-punch somebody. Every little thing that isn’t a big deal is just adding fuel to the fire. What set me off was ...

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I managed to reconnect to what I’m passionate about. It’s been work and school and I am losing myself in the shuffle. I need to get happiness from the source. What is the source? God. I am fast...

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I spotted an old childhood friend at the gym this morning, Dustin. I wasn’t sure if it was him at first. It’s been a couple of decades. It would have been 30 years ago when I first met him. I won...

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Yesterday, I was in a good mood and rocking out to my favourite song on repeat. Just vibin’. Today, I’m wondering how long the pain of an impact will last if I jump off a building. The first thin...

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Mars just entered Scorpio. Why does everything make sense now? I’ve been feeling aggressive and combative to the point of scaring myself. Scorpio is in my 7th house, the house of relationships. I...

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Yesterday I ran on fumes with just an hour of sleep. Today I had a full nights rest and I’m irrevocably exhausted. I had mood poisoning the entire day. My supervisor gave me an assignment that w...

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The saga, or should I just say faga at this point, continues. After dinner, I needed to meal prep for the rest of the work week and I did not have falafels. I ended up going to three different st...

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This problematic entry is brought to you in part by: Sleep Deprivation. It’s a good thing I’m pretty is what I would be saying if I was indeed pretty. I can’t be ugly and dumb. I need to pick a ...

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I didn’t make it to my bed time and I passed out way too early. It wasn’t even 6 PM. I only needed to hold on for two more hours. My roommate, who is inconsiderate, woke me up with her racket. Sh...

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I knew that my sister was in town for Thanksgiving but I did not know it was for the whole weekend. Once I learned that she was here for the whole weekend I invited myself over to my mother’s to ...

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Well split my d!@# and call me Caitlyn I left my hair appointment fully satisfied for the first time in history. In the history of history! I knew Victor was going to come through! I didn’t get w...

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We finally have autumn weather and I cannot find my favourite coat. I was looking forward to it but I must have thrown it out by mistake. So I did what any homosexual man would do in this situati...

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I think physics is broken. Today was our first test and I didn’t sweat it for a second today. How many entries now have I complained about anxiety and depression over my class? The day I should b...

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I spent a few hours studying last night. I trained to failure. I studied until I couldn’t study anymore. I had to sleep. I wrote a list of everything from the unit and then made a flashcard for e...

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To no one’s surprise, my depression bubbled up again. I was fine yesterday evening when I did some light studying. My heart drops and my hands begin to tremble whenever I think about it today. I ...

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‘Tis the season for seasonal depression, apparently. Everybody seems to be struggling with their mental health at the moment. They’re aware that it is seasonal depression. I’ll just call it an em...

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My mood poisoning continued to get worse after I wrote my previous entry. Depression bubbled up to the surface for me to rumble with. What a treat! My mind needs to grieve the loss of something. ...

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I woke up from a bad dream and my mood is still lingering. In one part of the dream, I had my mother over and some other guests and then my roommate crashed it with her friends. Her friends were ...

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The T was exceptionally hot yesterday when I met up with the girls. Leanne, my Scorpio ride or die, who stalks everybody we hate, told us that our old friend, who was a toxic narcissist in my lif...

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I felt like a dirty cheat when our teacher gave us our assignments back that she marked. I got a perfect mark but that is because I stayed behind to get help. She didn’t feed me the answers, she ...

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I am aiming to unfriend my Intention Deficit Disorder once and for all. There is no silver bullet so I have to undermine my undermining. I started by downloading an App that will block selected s...

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My depression did not make an appearance today. I think it is behind me now. School was my trigger and even though I was dreading my class for this evening, my depression did not bubble up to the...

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