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10:39pm I want to write, I really do, but my procrastination and avoidance are on overdrive these days. There’s an actual entry about half written in the drafts folder from like 4 days ago. I can...

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9:18pm Where should I start today? I don’t know why it always surprises me how quickly time flies by. That was some dark sh*t I was feeling and half-way expressing the other day. I knew that I wo...

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9:39pm I’m not sure how far I’ll get on this. I would like to type everything up to get it out of my head and then move on, but I don’t know if that’s going to happen tonight. I’ve been avoiding ...

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1:21pm I’ve been procrastinating again on coming in here to type stuff up. I am seriously good at that. I know a major reason for it this time around is because I don’t, or didn’t, want to put in...

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It’s just after 9:30pm on Friday. I know I won’t be posting this today. I’m on the road again. =) But I’m really trying to get some thoughts out before I forget. Yes, it’s probably going to be a ...

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May 10, 2017 1:53pm I’m in one of those want to write moods, but don’t really know what it is exactly that I’d like to say today. I guess I would like to update on my state of mind, but I feel li...

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3:40pm Let’s see how quickly I can type something up today. I am currently sitting in the office [on a Saturday! gasp] and we’ll probably head to church a little before 5 so I’ve got about an hou...

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4:07pm So, I’ve been trying to work up an entry for several days now. I started a draft on…Thursday [apparently? I didn’t remember it being that long ago. ha.] but never got around to adding anyt...

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April 21, 2017 12:36pm I am very much procrastinating on typing this out and I have no idea why. I’ve already got most of what I want to say worked up in my head. I was thinking about it last nig...

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April 17, 2017 10:38am I’d really like to get some more stuff down about what happened the other day. Thoughts and what not. But I’ve barely had time to take a sip of my coffee this morning. I do...

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4.14.17 5:33pm I’m going to try to work on this right now but I don’t know how far I’ll get. I’ve actually been making notes in this draft entry since about 2 o’clock this afternoon. It’s easier ...

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4.11.17 3:44pm I guess not having the boy thing going on gives me a lot less to talk about. I don’t know what to talk about. Just work going on these days. I’m getting super stressed out. Today i...

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12:17pm Holy cow! The sheriff’s coming back to town! =] Just yesterday I saw his name and thought, ”I know he’s not going to come back to work with us but it would be awesome if he thought enough...

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2:48pm Last night was kinda rough. I kept waking up with this one particular thought replaying over and over in my brain. ”Things would have been different if you didn’t insist on him taking your...

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9:53am I cannot believe it’s April! I probably say that for every month. hah! But really, I’m almost done with work. Then who knows what I’ll do with my life. I mean, I’ll probably start on the b...

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6:16pm Still no sign from CK. I’m guessing a visit and a bottle of Irish Death are off the table for this go-around. That’s ok. My schedule’s too crazy to try to set things up right now. Basicall...

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March 29, 2017 5:11pm I want to write right now but I’m struggling to find any real motivation to say anything. Funny how I can pour hundreds of words out about a boy but I can’t seem to write a ...

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12:07pm So I have had some time to sit with things and I guess I can start reflecting on life and the universe and all that. CK called the office on Saturday morning and started saying all this s...

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3:58pm Well, I definitely did not see that one coming!! I swear, if you ever thought I was kidding about how the Universe likes to mess with me, I’ve got more proof for you! You will not believe ...

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It’s only been a few days but every thing’s always felt like a lifetime with him. I’m still learning patience even now I guess… I’m doing ok. Better than expected actually! Everything always happ...

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12:09pm Welp, I’m not sure if I really expected to be writing anything different in here today so I’ll just give the spiel and leave it as an important update to this thing we call life. It’s the...

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11:20am This isn’t really an entry. Just a place to jot down notes. I’m hoping to memorize them enough to not miss anything when the time comes. I’m setting up a time and place to meet with TF to...

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3:03pm Yesterday I wrote a really long entry and some how in the craziness of taking care of clients and leaving too many windows open, I came back on here and it was gone. Just disappeared into ...

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9:51am Today’s a better day. A much better day! I’m starting to wonder if these mood swings aren’t in part due to the weather and lack of sunshine. I’ve just been stuck inside this office almost ...

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2:56pm I’m having another not so wonderful day. I don’t even know what’s wrong with me. I mean, I know, but it doesn’t make sense. I’m supposed to be doing really well right now. I have been in s...

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