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Book Four: Ichi-no-Tani 2017

by Park Row Fallout

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September 20, 2017

TWITTER: Just When You Think

Just when you think it is safe to get back in the water.... After a fair amount of time… I had another dream about Aoife last night. A large group of people (several hundred) had been called in t...


September 20, 2017

Jury Rigged Pt 2

2nd Jury Trial as defense. Same defendant and same county as first one. This time, like next time, his actions could have gotten him SHOT but for the fact that these officers don’t immediately fi...


September 18, 2017

Perchance and Per Chance

Title has no deeper or significant meaning other than to discuss the humor of words and language. Wife was trying to spell something yesterday and was having a “that can’t be right” moment. We ...


September 16, 2017

So I'm the bad guy

More tales of drama and amazement from the Domestic Life of a Suburban Nightmare. Came home from a long day of work. It was fun, though, because in the middle of the day I got to have lunch with...


September 14, 2017

Solution

Well… I rebuilt as much as I could. The To-Do List was fairly easy. The hours? PAIN FULL. Full of pain. But… I sat down and I used my e-mail cache, my filing history and my cell phone histor...


September 14, 2017

Terror and Rage

It is kind of hard not to have a persecution complex when the world fucks you rriiiiiight in the asshole. Monday, I received my marching orders and wrote my weekly to-do list to make sure I would...


September 13, 2017

Waterworks

I just went through all of my missed e-mail. It wasn’t even that bad but one e-mail was (again, another) E-Mail about typos in my work. I put a client’s birthday as 7/27/17 instead of 7/27/67. ...


September 13, 2017

60 Second Confession

I am kind of dreading today. I called in sick to work yesterday and they sent a bunch of e-mails and texts and stuff. I was sleeping and did not respond. They will not be happy. Plus, I have ...


September 12, 2017

Respite

I haven’t been sleeping well. I haven’t exactly been in a healthy place. And all of that on top of 10 to 15 hour days at work. So I called in sick today. Said I had a low-grade fever and woul...


September 11, 2017

How It Feels

So, I looking through BBC News stuff because… oddly I’d rather stay at work than go home… and I see “Survivors of Harvey” and “Destruction of Irma” and “Raging Fires of Montana”.... and then I se...


September 11, 2017

Inverse Reality

The world has… turned upside down? I feel bad about my argument with Wife last night. Even worse about how to deal with things now. Because one of two things will happen. (1) She’ll pretend ...


September 11, 2017

Better Left Unsaid

Sometimes… I think I should just.... fucking quit. At life. So… I woke up this morning at 6 am because Wife worked at 7 and I wanted to be awake to help with serving Breakfast and making sure sh...


I need to get laid. Or force alone time into my schedule in order to “take care” of the problem on my own. I get that people deal with depression and stress in their own way but… yeah. A great...


September 08, 2017

Sex and Violence

Television and Conversations before bed certainly affect dreams. And I know.... I know… to paraphrase one of my favorite Christmas movies: “Nobody cares about your fucking dreams.” But… it is m...


September 07, 2017

Interesting Day

Got into work… body is in pain. Nobody has gotten back to me from yesterday. Seriously… I spent most of my yesterday contacting people (attorneys and clients) saying “We need X, Y, or Z by tomor...


September 07, 2017

:(

The definition of unhappiness: Wife has been upset that she has had to work so many 1 to 10 shifts. She, accurately, states that working 1 to 10 means that she doesn’t have any time with her hus...


September 06, 2017

Trying

I’m trying to have a better mood around work. Just… generally… grab things that come and see how far I can go with it. It helps; but it still makes days like today… difficult. I had a great star...


September 05, 2017

Why I Love This Community

My last entry was the most noted entry I’ve had in a while. And that helps in ways that writing just can’t. Because… even though I’ve probably said it… even if I speak the words a thousand time...


September 05, 2017

Not Bloody Sorry

My wife decided today to deride my personal career woes. Considering she is a woman who is near suicidal about a career she has had for fifteen fucking years; I think it a bit inappropriate for ...


September 04, 2017

Positively Pornographic

This could/should be in my book of more Adult Topics; but as I shan’t be going into details nor describing a story; I’ll simply post a short blerb herein. I am entirely possessed of the desire t...


September 01, 2017

1997

Another stupid as hell day. Got to Ames Office at 8:30. 9:00 meeting? Uninterested in securing our services. So I work and do my thing. Then I have a long meeting with 4 potential clients and ...


August 31, 2017

Shit... Every Week

Well… shit. It seems every week (lately) works the exact same way. I work intense hours Monday, Tuesday… like… 11 to 12 hour days with 6 to 8 billable hours. Then Wednesday is more… moderate.......


August 30, 2017

Pretty Obvious

I hate when someone else makes me look like an asshole. So… I got more information from that Hostile Angry Chinese Lady.... backing up. Yesterday, I got phone calls and e-mails from a very angry ...


August 28, 2017

lacrime di un pagliaccio

This weekend was… not as expected. I was supposed to go play Dragon Lance on Saturday at 1. I was going to have to leave early because of my boss’ birthday party (yes, it seems work wants to cla...


August 27, 2017

Obvious

Trump’s racism has defined the last few weeks. His response to Charlotsvile… his reiteration of that same bullshit a few days later. And now his Presidential Pardon of Sheriff Joe Arpaio furthe...


Book Description

The name references a Japanese Battle whose important actions have been portrayed in Kabuki and Noh. I hope… in several ways… my actions of 2017 can be a shadow of the importance of that event.