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As I have been complaining too long, I wanted to do something different. Oh, I’m still complaining and unhappy. It is becoming more obvious to me that “Lawyer” may not have been the best choice...

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I might not ever publish this one. I’ve already published two articles today. But then… a dark, dreary, rainy day where I am stuck in the Ames Office with ZERO other people tends to make me wan...

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I can’t believe it is only Wednesday. Every day this week has felt like 3 days. On a different note: So… it is fair to shout at the Heavens. Some would say that is proof of faith; shouting at t...

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Just a quick, weird, unfortunate thing… When I got home from work last night, Wife was working out to some of my favorite K-Pop music/music videos/dance videos… and I saw the videos and.... befor...

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Did I need any more reason to want to leave my current job? No. Did I need another accusation in my life? No. A client… from months and months and months ago (JULY)… gave me $300 in cash. This w...

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It still disturbs me how strongly I hope for a car wreck on my drive to work. It is as if after about 8 minutes, I just naturally start thinking about how things would go if I got T-Boned or som...

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I know that I am presently employed and therefore have no legitimate right to complain. That being said… do you know what the most depressing thing about actively looking for a job is? The realiz...

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I am lucky in many ways. Granted… being afflicted with constant pain sucks. Granted… my wife having zero libido sucks. Granted… my job situation is almost abusively atrocious in some ways. But I ...

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Let’s say your spouse was a neurosurgeon. Lots of training, lots of time and stress. But four years after starting practice… your spouse comes to you and says, “I can’t do this anymore. It isn...

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Yesterday, I talked to some friends of mine. Good people but far less educated (as far as Degree Comparisons.... I am not being a dick with “far less educated” they are some of my closest friend...

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I need to re-read some of my PB writing from last year. Because I am back in the mindset “I never should have left.” And I know better. I know that not being in Tiny Town is better. But when y...

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So, this is THE topic of the week but… it makes some sense. When I saw the City Attorney job post… I felt a thrill that could only be described as Escape. I did an analysis focusing uniquely on ...

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One of the things the Bosses discussed yesterday was “Vision”. White Boss wants to practice law, make money, and take care of his family. Chinese Boss has a vision. She wants to be “the most suc...

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1:38 p.m. Central Standard Time Yes, second entry today. Yes, I should be “working.” But right now my working is mostly… making phone calls for my bosses and trying to figure things out for the...

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After talking with Wife and my Father… I really want to go after this job. By the end of the day, come hell or high water, I will have submitted my application. I checked my work contract and t...

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Great (sarcasm). Now I’m obsessing. There is a reason I try to stick through with things… keeping your head down and following through on what is expected of you comes with a lot less emotional ...

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Last night, I felt this gigantic sense of dread deep inside of me. This… darkness where I did not want to go to sleep because I knew I’d be waking up and coming to work. That is how (at least t...

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On Relationships and Sex: Last night, I had a very graphic and very detailed dream (as I so often do) where I cheated on my wife. But the truth is more worrying. I stick to it. My resolve on se...

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On my long ass drive to a required 9 hour UNPAID work event, I had time to think. What I thought: Before the age of 18, I was an award-winning published poet, multiple award winning musician, and...

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This week is killing me, man. Last night was my dad’s retirement party. My Dad’s Grandfather started a business in 1922. When he retired, my Dad’s Dad took over the business. When my Grandfath...

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I get it. I’m an associate. You have to walk before you can run and all that. But sometimes this Low Man, Different Rules for Associate and Partners thing is a real big pain in my ass. So… My ...

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Would rather post vids from the wedding or something sexy but Youtube Recommended a video series to me Oh, hell…why not add Humor and HOttnes.... from the Chive: “Life is like soccer becau...

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............... Last night, there was a Rehearsal and a Rehearsal Dinner for my wedding. Wife got absolutely shit faced because (according to her) she loves my family so much. SO… since she is n...

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I am currently in San Francisco. Yesterday was a flight day of 9 hours. I have been on “Vacation” for almost 2 days… and yet have done 2.4 hours of billable work. Which, on Vacation, means I’v...

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Just so it is written down somewhere… I don’t know why I’m still having recurring dreams about Aoife. She’s always sexy… different versions of it, just as she was when we knew each other. Last ...

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