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POP! and now something new is wrong with my car.... something that feels tragically more permanent. The front passenger tire is askew. No e-fund because the wedding was so important.... and no ca...

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I kind of wish I would have posted last night. … Sammy said he was going to be eating out with a friend for dinner so I suggested to same to Rocky. This is the first and only time we’d eaten out ...

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I missed the Monday class again.... even after checking the clock all day, all the way up to “One more hour before class” then I just forgot about it. .... That’s 3 of five classes missed :( The ...

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I didn’t get another message from Jake till they got to their destination. I’d said a few things.... maybe something about Tabitha (the girl in the argument) taking advantage of him. During the p...

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So this is what I’m sending (now, like I just did it) the Neurologist. I’ve had to move my appointment due to a family emergency. It’s okay as it sets you and the ENT (Watford) one or the other ...

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I’ve accumulated a fair bit of a list of things to talk about .... it will get deleted when I’m done so ya’ll will never see it but at this moment it feels a bit daunting. So excuse me if this fe...

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So far I dug out the previous hole for the mailbox and assembled the post thing … then I was thinking about how far we needed to bury it or what have you I did the research Then I had to dig a ne...

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The beginning of another long 4 days.... This week we are behind on a few things that need to be done physically. It’s been so hot and things have gotten pushed off.... namely the mailbox. We’ve ...

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even 519 miles away it’s fire still feel the need to shout about it but must remain a liar trying to remember how it wasn’t a lie to begin with I was okay depriving myself deserved for what littl...

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Yesterday I set out with a mission. Having been off 2 days practically because of activation Tuesday and ENT Wednesday in order to make my weekly goal I would need to make 92 a day. I’d worked ti...

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Today, I’m nauseous and dizzy. The world threatens a storm and I feel it. It’s normal but it makes me feel unsafe driving and therefore today I will focus on things I’ve intended to do around the...

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Jake and I are in .... mutual encouragement.... competition… whatever you want to call it. I ask him for a daily goal and it helps me regardless. He has been doing door dash for like a year now s...

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We were out, I don’t remember what I was talking about but I had said “Sometimes, I can be such a stubborn bitch.” Rocky went suddenly angry. I said “I don’t know what I said just now but I’m sor...

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Updates.... Appeal.... I got a letter That basically has all the things that were used in determining the denial and it says to let them know if anything new comes up before July 21st. I will hav...

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It’s been a good week…well sort of… a good week that foreshadowed the annoyance that is about to occur. Rocky had Sunday off. Which honestly, that sucked… it cut my hours short with Door Dash an...

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I dreamed this morning… this is just a quick jot down before heading out to do door dash this morning. I pulled into a parking lot driving a go-cart that was only slightly bigger than actual go-...

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So, basically we aren’t going to get to the point where Rocky says ” let’s go to consoling ” until we have money in the bank.... We won’t have money in the bank until I go get it. I can’t go ge...

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After the last entry, I mentioned the wonderful friend I’ve never met in Canada to Jake. Within seconds he’s making plans “It’s only x hours to Toronto from here.” “Get your passport in order and...

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We got up at 3 am and were out the door by 4. Nothing was open along the way for Rocky to grab food till 5 so as far as I know he went without breakfast. He swapped between watching tik tok and c...

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It’s been a few days as usual. Honestly, Dashing has kept me pretty busy. I’m working as hard as I can to get this money back to right..... I haven’t heard back about the appeal.... Surgery is ...

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So, my days had gotten messed up with the Juneteenth holiday and Rocky having Sunday off. We’d waited for the tow for about an hour and ultimately Rocky decided to call and cancel his plasma dona...

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We’d made a plan for yesterday. Rocky really wanted to go to a German Restaurant at Opry Mills. I’d been irritated because I was working hard to put the money back… and he wanted to spend it. I m...

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3 things to go over.... 1. the call I just had.... 2. the call I got from mom.... and 3. the not dream.... So, I”m going to start with the call I got from my mom today. I was out doing Door Dash...

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I drove up to McDonald’s, waited for a door dash order and ate some pop tarts in the parking lot. Destiny called just after I picked up my first order there. I had another order and it was to a r...

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I’ve always allowed private comments on here and for the most part, my entries are public. I have friends here who don’t wish to be seen. I understand. However, lately, because of the interest J...

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