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Why would I tell you things that are bothering me if I know you are extremely empathetic? My fears and worries become yours.... why would I want that for you? .... I can’t make your fears and wor...

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It has been a rough 2 weeks. After getting back from MI I’ve discovered I can’t work the “night shift” with Doordash because my depth perception seems to change after dark.... not so much early m...

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It was adorable. Jake called yesterday just to tell me that the nurse called me his wife. “Your wife took good care of you in the ER” it tickles me .... so cute.... When I talk to him I forget t...

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So, The family thing was nice but mom’s elaborate beliefs about the COVID vaccine crippled the number of attendants. That being said Jeremy, Cammy, and Rachel showed. Jeremy brought his youngest ...

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Sitting on the porch waiting for Jake’s call....and my mom to pick me up.... A water main broke this morning near Destiny’s so there’s no water this morning.... I’m still slowly catching up on sl...

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Spent the day yesterday grave hopping. Went to my cousi Kim’s in the morning and My cousin Jacob’s for dinner. It was hot and rough. Jake called a couple times yesterday....I tried to call him ...

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The kids are still asleep…it’s 9:18....my head is killing me....for the second time today. I know why and there’s not a lot I can do about it. Tuesday we got here mid afternoon. We’d passed a Mi...

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Mom stayed the night last night, just a few things to put in the car and we are on our way. We ended up with a Nissan Versa. Not my fave car in the world.... David was told they would get a Camry...

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POP! and now something new is wrong with my car.... something that feels tragically more permanent. The front passenger tire is askew. No e-fund because the wedding was so important.... and no ca...

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I kind of wish I would have posted last night. … Sammy said he was going to be eating out with a friend for dinner so I suggested to same to Rocky. This is the first and only time we’d eaten out ...

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I missed the Monday class again.... even after checking the clock all day, all the way up to “One more hour before class” then I just forgot about it. .... That’s 3 of five classes missed :( The ...

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I didn’t get another message from Jake till they got to their destination. I’d said a few things.... maybe something about Tabitha (the girl in the argument) taking advantage of him. During the p...

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So this is what I’m sending (now, like I just did it) the Neurologist. I’ve had to move my appointment due to a family emergency. It’s okay as it sets you and the ENT (Watford) one or the other ...

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I’ve accumulated a fair bit of a list of things to talk about .... it will get deleted when I’m done so ya’ll will never see it but at this moment it feels a bit daunting. So excuse me if this fe...

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So far I dug out the previous hole for the mailbox and assembled the post thing … then I was thinking about how far we needed to bury it or what have you I did the research Then I had to dig a ne...

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The beginning of another long 4 days.... This week we are behind on a few things that need to be done physically. It’s been so hot and things have gotten pushed off.... namely the mailbox. We’ve ...

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even 519 miles away it’s fire still feel the need to shout about it but must remain a liar trying to remember how it wasn’t a lie to begin with I was okay depriving myself deserved for what littl...

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Yesterday I set out with a mission. Having been off 2 days practically because of activation Tuesday and ENT Wednesday in order to make my weekly goal I would need to make 92 a day. I’d worked ti...

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Today, I’m nauseous and dizzy. The world threatens a storm and I feel it. It’s normal but it makes me feel unsafe driving and therefore today I will focus on things I’ve intended to do around the...

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Jake and I are in .... mutual encouragement.... competition… whatever you want to call it. I ask him for a daily goal and it helps me regardless. He has been doing door dash for like a year now s...

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We were out, I don’t remember what I was talking about but I had said “Sometimes, I can be such a stubborn bitch.” Rocky went suddenly angry. I said “I don’t know what I said just now but I’m sor...

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Updates.... Appeal.... I got a letter That basically has all the things that were used in determining the denial and it says to let them know if anything new comes up before July 21st. I will hav...

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It’s been a good week…well sort of… a good week that foreshadowed the annoyance that is about to occur. Rocky had Sunday off. Which honestly, that sucked… it cut my hours short with Door Dash an...

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I dreamed this morning… this is just a quick jot down before heading out to do door dash this morning. I pulled into a parking lot driving a go-cart that was only slightly bigger than actual go-...

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So, basically we aren’t going to get to the point where Rocky says ” let’s go to consoling ” until we have money in the bank.... We won’t have money in the bank until I go get it. I can’t go ge...

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