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Another bad day? when will this let up? I woke again 1am with a trip to the restroom to pee and I had motion sickness before I got there. I took some Meclizine and went back to bed where Rocky sn...

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I got screwed at work yesterday. Ever though there were plenty of people I got stuck doing QC for all 5 lines. Honestly, if it had been a good day I think I would have been okay. As it was I had ...

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I woke at 1am dizzy and nauseous. Knowing if would be the same when I woke for work at 4 I took a Meclizine anyway, hopeful I could make it through the morning in order to GET to work. I was wro...

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I felt horrible yesterday morning. It’s the hardest thing just to get to where I can take meds without feeling like I’m going to throw them up as soon as I take them. I generally feel better abou...

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Mostly the feels. So.... upon arrival David gave me a hug and said “good to see you again daughter” it was a tad awkward “You too David”.... it happened after lunch too when we went our separate...

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1) The gate to our fence- Decided just to take it down for now because Rocky and David had a quick conversation about cutting the pole with a hacksaw.... however we do not have a new pole just ye...

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So plans for today. Mom and her husband are coming over to help with projects around the house we just haven’t been able to get to. It’s a decently short list. 1) The gate to our fence- We have a...

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For some stupid reason or another I have put off paying bills for 2 weeks and for only the second time in 2 years the light bill is late..... I’m gonna do that after this entry (and 5am HITS on M...

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So, last night was our second support group meeting. We had a mindfulness expert speaking and it was fairly disappointing because she seemed to be speaking more to the anxiety part than the actua...

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Worked on LAX for like 30 mins. i thought I was going to make some cinnamon sugar cashews after Sammy left for work. Instead I made a huge mess and broke a glass bowl as well as wasted a bunch of...

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So today’s plans going so well… did dishes… and a load of laundry .... then Sammy came home. We sat and talked a bit .... and then Rocky got up. 10:30ish.... I read to them my plans for today and...

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See i’m horrible at daily :(. Whatever..... i don’t know if I mentioned it.... don’t know why I wouldn’t but.... I’m getting a hearing aid this week. I’m honestly excited. I can’t do anything ab...

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Yesterday morning I browsed over LetGo and OfferUp to see if I could find a deal on an Iphone 7… 7s… 8 … 8+ as well as shopped around online. I’ll be meeting up with a guy on Monday (he’s away fo...

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I’m typing through the last few rounds with the oven. it’s soooo hot in here :( . I had set the beans out to soak pretty early this morning (7ish maybe) and then set to ripening the bananas in th...

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I spent the last couple days just cleaning but when i say cleaning I don’t mean wipe things down pick things up. I mean I finally got around to pulling everything out of the bathroom cupboards an...

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It’s 15 to 10. I’m not anywhere near where I wanted to be at this time. I’ve made no lists lol. I wanted to start on the guest bathroom and when I did I apparently decided to inventory the thing....

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I had a great weekend at work. Last weekend I had been a tad rude to a new person and it was only her second day. Near the end of the day we talked it over (hadn’t talked to anyone most of the da...

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Last one, just a rundown of current plans for today nothing interesting or important. After writing the last 2 entries it’s already 7:25. I woke Sammy at 6, I had gotten up only moments before. h...

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It’s been an odd week. I’ve not been well… just … I don’t know.... the usual.... Had an appointment with a lady at Sam’s Club hearing center. The had put me in for a hearing test but I told her ...

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I was really yelling, I was not speaking with force but really yelling. Rocky got up and asked me if I was feeling better than yesterday. I do not I actually feel worse. Then he said “Looks like...

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I managed about 90% of what I set out to do in the previous entry. I started with laundry, realizing that again that I was missing way too many towels. i went snooping and pulled 4 from Sammy’s c...

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I called out today. yesterday wasn’t worth it and I feel somewhat better today. sent Jerry a text just saying “I won’t be in today” he sent me a thumbs up. I’m sure he suspected that would happen...

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My happiest memory is.... hard to think about. First you have to define happy. Then run it through a filter of your life. However, the first thing I think about when that comes up is when I was 5...

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Last night Rocky came to bed at 11:30. He had texted me yesterday about 3 to let me know he had been scheduled for morning shift both yesterday and today. He said he’s going to go change his avai...

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He came to bed just before 2:30am as usual, it woke me. I rolled over a few times and then told him he was really going to have to put some effort into a better job. My head hurt, like it had las...

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