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There were small custody battles. We made it through. The first weekend I was restricted to Destiny except for the bar. Jake and I had the foresight and had gotten a hotel room for my first night...

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More on Christina/Chris.... I do not have a picture of her/him. The confusion gets worse.... his mom doesn’t care about his pronouns at all and thinks it’s just a way for her daughter to disrespe...

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I went to MI on the 17th and got back yesterday. It was mostly a dream. Destiny allowed me to be super lazy for the most part. I did do dishes The Saturday before the Memorial Day BBQ. Other than...

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I had the most amazing Door dash delivery today.... but first.... background and the first losers.. I have been delivering for door dash as my primary income for nearly a year (starting mid-June ...

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It was a shitty night. I woke twice on the cusp of vomiting. A storm came through and I felt the swerve and spins. The first time I woke I had just had a nice text session with Jake. Pictures of ...

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As I start this entry Nouget is having zoomies, that’s fun. .... I have to share this because I find it hilarious. Thursday night Rocky had bent down to get a tennis ball from under the bed and N...

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This morning I’ve noticed that there have been no new posts on the front page for I would swear 24 hrs. It’s storming pretty hard this morning, poor dog has decided she’s scared of thunder and l...

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The plans were going well. I’ve been paying on the credit line that I got the car with. I had a few bad days (physically and mentally) and a few good ones (financially mostly) then.... well then ...

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The dog experiment went well. Nouget slept on “his side” so I got my side back. This is great because of many little things that wouldn’t make sense to anyone but me. There is no air flow on his ...

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As always things have piled up and I feel like I’ve bee ignoring the fact that I need to put in an entry. The dog situation is working out okay but I’m afraid she’s picked her person and it’s no...

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The third entry I had in my head yesterday.... nope Sunday.... was about Jake. He’s been in and out of the hospital with medical stuff. He’d decided that he wanted a job because it wasn’t working...

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This is a short entry about the crochet Pokemon I’ve been working on lately. I had to order more of the color I’d gotten for lickitung and started Mr. Mime in the meantime. Here ya go..... ...

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Where to start? ‘Tis been a whole month since I last posted. We got talk to the bank about a loan for a car. Through the questions and all I ended up with a credit card for $6000 and the option t...

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My remaining Aunt on my mom’s side passed last night. I hate the thoughts going through my head. I’d never been close to her and her one child was much older than the rest of my cousins. He has a...

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I read through the entire physical diary that contained Randy last night. In the beginning, I was so in love. I made my choices with confidence and with a long-term life together in mind. Then Ji...

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The night Chris was born so many of her friends had come to see her in the hospital. Jake and I of course.... Lindsey and Stephen.... Krista, baby daddy (yup I can’t remember his name he’s that i...

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I woke at 1:30, there was no air in the room, and I couldn’t breathe. It’s a mental thing of course. It was too warm and neither of the fans were on. (Grammarly wants me to say was on wtf not eve...

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Yesterday morning I had to deal with the repercussions of bad choices. I’d eaten a few handfuls of dry roasted peanuts Sunday afternoon and did I ever feel it. Thank God no headache till I laid d...

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Feeling super nostalgic and have way too much time on my hands right this minute. The first mentions of Jake are in an entry dated 1-29-2001. Amongst so much other crap… It’s a catch-up entry af...

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Once upon a time I used journaling to help friends see the side of me I wished to present. Sometimes things I put in my journal weren’t exactly how I felt about something but what I knew they wou...

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Fast entry from my phone. Waiting at Dr office with Rocky. Took him awhile to get here not entirely his fault....they had a water main break and rescheduling but we are here now..... Updates- Jak...

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Been a few days. I’m doing better. I finally got Rocky to take a COVID test yesterday. He’s showing signs of a cold.... says he could still go to work so I didn’t think he’d caught it yet and luc...

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11:30 and I had moved to the living room because I don’t have a phone charger in the guest bedroom. I have an almost permanent cord next to my chair in the living room though. I watched Tic Tok ...

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Jake in back in the hospital as the voices in his head insist he hurt himself :(. There is a fine line in his meds.... too much x and he gets overly anxious not enough x or too much y.... or at t...

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The 26th I had the latest visit with Vanderbilt Department of Hearing and Speech Sciences for updating my Cochlear implant and tests on progress....even though I told the specialist that I really...

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