Entries 990

Page 16 of 40

Yesterday there was a tad bit of excitement. Today there may be a fair bit of change.... then Monday… more… so this should be fuN? I’m not entirely fond of change. Here I am trying to feel less o...

---

Woke up a bit later because I didn’t get to sleep till a bit later..... thoughts of the change I’m not ready for.... i don’t know what time breaks are on the 4x10 .... OT going to be 4x12 or 5x10...

---

I felt like I didn’t have time to Write an entry but I’m forced. I will probably talk more about it in the morning as I plan on calling friends and family tomorrow. So I have had a good day rocky...

---

This weekend was great with work. I’m not being sarcastic, honest. We were able to “hit number and go home” each day. Now… we have next weekend off. My plans had been wiped away with the trip to ...

---

I love Krystal but honestly I was kinda disappointed with our visit. I mean not really it was a normal visit. I talked a ton… I told her about feeling so overwhelmed though and she was like ÿeah ...

---

One year. That’s all it took for Rocky to decide he’s going to look for another job. Why? Because there is just one person in authority over him that he does not like. He’s heart set so it’s a ma...

---

I was parts loader again Saturday. I don’t feel as broken as I did last week. I did almost cry though when I saw my name on the work list that morning and I did have major difficulty yesterday......

---

I make lists.... it helps me feel better. Even when the day seems like it’s going to be too much it’s nice to know what to expect. What to strive to achieve. I talked to Rocky yesterday on the w...

---

It’s not. This feeling.... of being in control of nothing. No matter what my schedule for the day is… how much I get done… This hopelessness. It’s been here a good while now. Since being diagnose...

---

Friday, when I didn’t go to work, one of the maintenance guys got taken to HR about his mask. Another flag print. He is now wearing it as a headband and says it came down to take it off or loose ...

---

I really mean to blog out our last game of D&D but that was seriously almost 3 weeks ago now and I haven’t been in the mood to type it out. Honestly, we could very well be done with it becaus...

---

So the situation is resolved and William is fired. The major point being the “fuck you” otherwise they’d have him back. He told me he doesn’t want it after talking to HR supervisor because he kno...

---

Thursday we went to get Sammy and he had all his stuff in the living room. Combine that with the fact that Rocky had the dolly in the van and the whole move took just about an hour. This was amaz...

---

So… chiropractor had taken an x-ray of my neck Tuesday.... looked at it yesterday.... I have no curve. my neck bones are straight… I should have a curve… I have no idea what we do about that.... ...

---

I had a real bad migraine on Sunday and called out. I’d taken all the meds I was allowed ïn a 24 hr period” and it hadn’t touched it. William was very talkative that morning and I pretty much let...

---

I’m having a tough day. … I’m somewhat off and I blame it on the anxiety. I know lots of people out there never got to “stay home” or work from home and that this is a bit whiny .... but that doe...

---

So now that I’ve done the game story part let me tell you about what happened.... Monday. Monday we had plans to play from 12-8. I expected that well people would use logic and eat before we sta...

---

I usually write way earlier in the morning than.... well it’s 12:40 now. My days are so off schedule.... or I should say the new schedule has me doing stuff up till about noon. It’s playing video...

---

After my lunch with Shelby. … It was announced in group text Sunday that GURPS was cancelled. honestly glad for it but that means I won’t see Shelby. Got a message just after that from Shelby ask...

---

Lunch With Sammy Thursday went fine. We’d gone to a new Poki bowl place. I didn’t know this but it’s like a stir fry served with cold stuff. It was good and we will probably go again before our r...

---

So we’d decided to go to McKay’s. Our luckiest trip ever for D&D I think. We ended up with 2 players handbooks for 3.0 and one for 3.5..... all we need now is a players hand for 5 and we will...

---

So far this week we’ve gone to T’s both Monday and last night. We are now playing 2 different games with the same 5 players and DM. I’d much rather be rid of GURPS and just play D&D but we wi...

---

So, it’s been a few days.... We had someone come out to quote on the gutters.... she did amazing… and we are getting our gutters done today. It’s almost twice the cost as one of the other guys b...

---

Sammy came over after he’d gone to him mom’s and he was near tears. Told me he’d cried on the way over and spilled the event. She’d yelled at him in front of his Aunt and cousin from Oklahoma abo...

---

He’s been taking care of Mom’s cat (his and Rocky’s mom) for the past 3 months. It’s a good 30 min drive from his place to mom’s house. Honestly, it’s a lot closer to us but she didn’t ask us. Ea...

---